Sophia's Freedom

Chapter 67 : Journal : The Proposal

I wonder what's Abhishek Dada's plan was when he told him that he wanted to take Abhinu out on a date. What does he have in mind. Is he going to allow him to wear a male attire, but then I doubt he would do any such thing.

I decided to continue the journal and check where it was going to.

                                                                        28th July 1994 

Well I had the regular call from Abhishek dada and then he asked me to be ready by 1:00 p.m. As I got up to help my sisters get ready for school, Aunty asked me that there is no need for me to help them today and asked me to sit quietly on the couch. At the time of breakfast, when my sisters got ready to eat, aunty asked me to sit with them on the dining table and have food with them. Darika resisted and remined aunty that uncle had f*******n me to sit on the dining table with them, but Aunty told them that Abhishek dada and she have decided that from that day onwards I will get to have food with them except when any guests are around. After breakfast, my sisters were about to leave for school when Aunty asked Aamaya di to skip school as she wants her at home.

Once Darika and Garima left, Aamaya di asked me to come to her room. She asked me to sit on the chair and then a few minutes later aunty entered the room. She came and sat on Aamaya di's bed and then she said that she had to let the sisters go to school so that she can tell me something. 

She told me that Darika and Garima are uncle's pet and she cannot trust them with any secret. Aunty asked to to follow Abhishek dada's request and go with him on the date tomorrow. Aamaya di will also accompany me. She then told me that Aamaya di's brother Amell has a plan and for that it is necessary that I need to go out today, and that too as Sophia. He wanted to know if I am really being transitioned into a girl and that during the date someone will come to meet me too.

Aunty wanted a favor from me. She said that a girl names named Amy will approach me and give me a gift. It will be a watch which I will have to convince Abhishek dada to put it on. She said that over the past few months she has been quite close to Abhishek dada and so there will be no problem for her to come close to the 2 of you.

It is imperative that Abhishek dada wears that watch because through that Amell dada will be able to know Abhishek dada's whereabouts. Once Amell dada is convinced he will make sure Abhishek dada will be out of my life. I told her that Abhishek dada was saying that 5 days from now he wants to marry me, but Aunty convinced me that I need not worry because Amell Dada already knows about that and he is going to make sure that will never happen. For once it felt like Amell Dada has been sent by the great God Hanuman to protect me.

                                                                        29th July 1994

What happened to me was kind of a dream. It felt like my life has become a roller coaster ride. If my heart and soul was of a girl, I would say this was the best day of my life. In my case, even though my body is transformed into a girl and I am known as Sophia, my heart and soul still belong to Abhinu. Let me tell you what happened. Early morning aunty and Aamaya di came to my room. Aunty had a box on her hand. She opened the box and there was one of the most beautiful dresses I have ever seen. It was a red colored floral gown and along with that there was a red heeled pumps. I hate wearing pumps but I had no other choice. Aamaya di helped me put them on and then the 2 of them helped me apply makeup so that I would look beautiful and beyond recognizable. I was an athlete before so I had an advantage of my height and so I looked taller then my age. Besides of the medicines and my regular yogas I was slim too. 

At around 1 pm Abhishek Dada came home. He was astonished looking at my looks and then we left home. Aunty insisted that Aamaya di also goes with them and convinced him that I am so terrified of Aamaya di that with her around me, I would behave and would not try some stunt.

We drove for about an hour and then we reached a place to Kalyani. We stopped in front of restaurant. The moment we stepped in, I could see a lot of people were already there and they began to clap as the 3 of us stepped in. Abhishek dada then whispered to me in my ear to look around and see if I recognize anyone and to my surprise I found that all of them were my classmates, I was scared and then he asked me not to worry as he has told everyone that I am Sophia, Abhinu's sister and to my surprise before I could react, Abhishek dada bend down on his knees and then took our something from his blazer pocket and opened it. 

I was a beautiful ring, the stone was probably a diamond one and then he asked if he can have the honor to make me his beautiful bride. I was stunned, and not sure how to react, and as I looked towards Aamaya di, she nodded her head as if she wanted me to say yes. It was difficult but I picked up the courage and began to nod my head from top to bottom as if to say yes. I let out my left hand and then he placed the ring into my middle finger.

He stood up and then the 2 of us went and sat on a couch which was placed on the corner of the room. Eventually my friends started coming over to me and wished me, they even said that Darika and Garima have told them that Abhinu has been sent to the mental correction facility in Agra, and that they are praying for his speedy recovery and hoped that he gets well soon, and they are also sorry that because of Abhinu I had to get married so early. Some of them even asked me if Abhinu and I are twins because we look so much alike and I had to tell them that we indeed are. 

My sisters have made sure my identity is ruined beyond recognition. I hate them. Finally the moment came which Aunty told me about it. A beautiful girl approached us and then Abhishek dada introduced her to me. Her name was Amelia. He told me that she was his psychiatrist during his tough times. She gave me a gift and wanted me to try it on. As I opened it, I found that it was a pair of Bridal watch. I gave one to abhishek dada and insisted him to wear it. I had to pretend to him as if I am his girlfriend and that I will be unhappy if he doesn't put it on. I convinced him that it was the first time I got a gift from someone and finally he accepted it, on the condition that I will put it on him which I did. 

We were there till 8 pm. I was feeling so ashamed in my avatar as Sophia in front of all my friends. Watching all those boys happy with their life, getting to be what they want. I have really started to hate myself. I really wanted to ask god why is she hurting my like this. I want to be a boy so bad that I cannot tell you how I am feeling right now.

We were back home by 9:30 and then Abhishek Dada kissed me on my lips and left. Aunty asked me to go back to my room and take rest. I locked the room from inside and took off the disgusting gown and stood in front of the mirror to look at my new body. I have really started to hate my body now. The missing sweetspot, the newly developed breasts, I was feeling so disgusted and deformed. I cannot even move around the house bare bodied because of the way they transformed by body. I kept looking at my newly disfigured body and with tears in my eyes I fell asleep without a single cloth on.

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