Alone in the dark

My name is Ayla I am 18 years old.  I don’t know much about my life or where I even came from.  I know I’m a werewolf and I was an orphan from birth.  I don’t know my parents names or if they even loved me or why they left me.  It’s my senior year and I’m about halfway done with the year Only four months left until graduation.  I dont have many friends but my life growing up was not to bad The Alpha of the Silver Lake pack took me in and he’s always raise me as his own along with his wife I call him Dad but his name is Alpha Toby and my Moms name is Luna Chevy They also have a son (my brother) named Joe he is 2 weeks older than me  My family is very supportive and they all treat me well. My brother Joe and i havent been lucky enough to meet our mates yet  Our parents are hosting a ball this year so we can hopefully find our mates at the ball The ball is just for unmated wolves I honestly am not looking forward to it  I dont want to leave all i have ever known  I know my mate is not in our pack and i dont want to leave my family and friends behind  “Ayla come on the truck is running we will be late for school” Joe says as he barges in my room  “Joe” i shout since i was standing in my bra and panties  “Oh Ayla, your my sister calm down” he says with a bright smile  Joe walks into my closet and grabs me a cute lacey cut off shirt with high wasted jeans and a black tank top “Thanks” i say  “Make sure you wear that tank top i dont need unmated wolves drooling over my lil sister” joe says  “Yes daddy” i say being a complete smart ass to him  “You keep calling me daddy and i will show you” joe says  “Please do daddy” i say as i throw my clothes on  Joe hands me my back pack and i grab it  “Thanks daddy” i say as i walk by him  “Ayla you got to stop” joe says  I just keep walking down the steps  I give my mom and dad a quick hug and kiss as i head out the door  “Love you Ayla” they shout  “Love you mom and dad” i yell as i shut our front door and run to Joes truck  I open the door and climb into the passenger seat  Joe gets into the driver seat  “Ayla slide next to me” joe says and i wont lie i am confused  “Why” i ask  “Because josh, kate, darrel, and noah are all coming too” Joe says  “Joe i can just drive my self” i say  “No we always go together” joe says  Yes i have my own car but for some reason this year Joe makes me always ride with him  I slide over next to Joe and Noah climbs in next to me  Noah is an unlated male who has always had an eye for me  He is 6ft 2 approximately he has blonde hair a tan toned body he is good looking but i want my mate  Joe is 6 ft 6 approximately he has bright blue eyes with brown hair very tan and he is very handsome he looks just like our dad but alot younger.  Kate, Josh and Darrel all climb in the back of the truck  Josh and kate are mates they are a great match  Kate is beautiful she has blonde hair with brown eyes and she is short about 5ft with curves  Josh is tall around 6ft with brownish black hair brown eyes he is a jokester  Darrel is about 6ft 1 with jet black hair, green eyes tan and toned body  “Ayla” Noah says as he rubs my thigh  “What!” I shout as i push his hand off me  I swear i heard Joe growl  “Joe are you okay?” I ask  “Im f*****g fine Ayla are you done being a w***e now can we go to school?” He shouts at me “Joe i didnt do anything” i shout back  “Noah get out i am driving my self to school” i say but noone moves  “Well i guess i will do it the hard way” i say as i grab my bag and lean over Joe to open the door and i start ro climb over joes lap  But Joe grabs my hips and i feel like I want him to forever touch me  What the f**k is going on this is my brother why am i feeling sparks  Why am i so drawn to Joe suddenly  Why do i want to kiss him.  I pull myself up and jump out of the truck  “Ayla” Joe yells but i just run and keep running  I have no idea whats going on but i just cant do it right now  “Ayla!” Joe shouts and i stop  He runs next to me  “Joe just go your going to be late for school!” I say  “Noah is driving my truck i told them i needed to apologize to you” he says  “Oh” i say turning away from him  “Please get in” Joe says as he opens my passenger door on my brand new jet black nissan rouge  “Ok” i say as i climb in placing my bag on the floor by my feet  Joe walks around and climbs in the driver seat “Keys” joe says  “Here” i say as i hand them to him  He starts the car and takes off but he isnt going towards school “Joe where are we going?” I say  “Not school! I am taking you somewhere” he says  I just shake my head  “Please tell me you felt it to!” I say to him  “Ayla i have been feeling it for months and each day it grows stronger and the more i want to be with you at all times” he says  “But why am i just starting to feel it!” I ask  “I dont know, but one thing i do know is if Noah ever touches you again i will rip his throat out” joe says  “Yes daddy” i say with a giggle  “Ayla stop calling me that!” Joe says  “But why daddy?” I say  “Because it drives me crazy and your going to make me lose control” he says  “Joe, why didnt you tell me when you first started to feel it?” I ask  “Because i knew you wouldnt believe me so i waited patiently for you to feel it too.” He says  “Ayla can i please try something?” He asks  “Yes you can” i say  “Do you trust me?” He asks  “Yes I always have” i say and he stops the car by the woods  He gently pulls my hand to his lips and the sparks are bolting threw my body as soon as his lips touch my hand it send shivers threw my body  He lefts go and gets out of the car and walks over to my door and opens the door “Ayla come with me” he says and i take his hand  We walk for about 10 mins to this beautiful clearing with a stream with flowers on both sides of the stream  “Remember when we were 16 and i ran away?” He asks  “Yes i do” i say he ran away because he was mad that Noah kissed me at the dinner table because he was not my mate “Well i found this place and its always been my go to place” he says  “Well i can see why its absolutely beautiful Joe” i say “Not nearly as beautiful as you are!” He says pulling me to him  “Yes daddy” i whisper as he grabs me harder pulling me into his arms picking me up and holding me  “Joe” i say laughing before i crash my lips onto his  I gently pull his hair and kiss him passionately He pulls away “Ayla stop or i will lose control” he says  “Then lose control daddy” i say as i kiss his neck gently  “Are you sure?” He asks  But instead of replying i just kiss his neck harder and gently suck on it  Joe growls and lays me on the ground gently  “Baby tell me to stop” he says  “No daddy” i say with a smile  Joe continues to kiss me and gently removes my clothes until i am just in my panties and bra  He kisses every inch of my unclothed body  “You sure?” He asks  “Yes now please” i say  I have never wanted something so much in my whole life  Gosh i want him so bad his touch is driving me wild  He removes my bra and panties and he throws his clothes off  He begins to kiss between my thighs and gently swirls his tongue  “Joe” i moan out this is beyond amazing i am so glad i waited and he is my first “Are you sure” joe says as he centers him self at my hole  “Yes i want you to be my first and last” i say  He gently pushes in me covering my mouth to silence my scream cry  He is huge and the pain is unbearable he kisses my lips and takes my mind off the pain  About 5 minutes and the pain is gone and he is thrusting deep inside me  “f**k your tight” joe growls  “Yeah f**k please dont ever stop!” I scream i can feel something inside me increasing and my need for him to f**k me growing  “Joe f**k joe!” I moan  “Let it go baby” he says and i do  My whole body starts to tremble and shake the biggest burst of pleasure rips threw my body as i feel Joe c*m with in me filling me and hitting off my walls  “Oh f**k!” We both say together as he pulls me into his arms  That was the best first time i have ever had and i am loving ever monent of it!  “Joe promise you will never leave me!” I ask  “Baby i promise i will never leave you! Your mine forever i love you!” He says kissing me  “I love you Joe!” I say as i kiss him back  “I am exhausted” i say  “Shhh just sleep baby” joe says and i close my eyes and let sleep win and take me over