Undoing Love

Love............... as i sit here in my office thinking or should i say processing the information that i have got, i wonder if i would ever dare to put an action to the word called love because right now i know that the love i have for her is my undoing. Even now when i know that she cheated on me i still loved her. She's just another Lilith only this one came with a better packaging. I thought back to what she says Alfonso am pregnant and she's smiling as if i dunno that am impotent . I asked her is this a joke or what and she's serious. I had to ask her, how could you? I couldn't breath easily so i did the easiest thing I could at that moment. Talk about bringing me down to earth, why I had to fall for such a lying b***h. Get out of my life! She was shocked and then when she realizes am serious she's crying and asking for an explanation to my reaction, but i don't wanto hear anymore lies i cut off all contact even when she comes to the office cause it hurts to see her and acknowledge her betrayal. I tell them to turn her away and never to allow her step foot in my offices anymore she is on the banned list.