Undoing Love

Changes & Births

I and Freya just got of the cab that dropped us in front of my parents house and am standing there thinking if to knock or turn back the way i came. Mum has been suspicious the last few calls we had.

I thought oh, it can only get worse or better, the latter i hoped what's the worst that could happen? I knocked and my mum opened she immediately moved in for a hug and her eyes widened when she saw my bump she didn't know what to say, my dad called out honey who's it? He was already coming close and saw what my wife saw and he's face shuttered and we were all standing there looking at each other nobody saying anything, dad took a deep breath then he said come in. The door closed, i saw my brother coming down the stairs and skid to a halt when he saw me remove my coat.

I took a breath and said mom, dad, Reece am pregnant and my brother said as if we don't know already. I sat them down and told them everything from the beginning but left out his name even when my father pressed. They were all angry but my parents were also glad that am okay and when they heard twins my mother was doubly happy saying twin grand children. That she got two for the price of one. Atleast we could laugh about something, am glad they didn't turn me away, for a moment there I was worried that I was about to be thrown out.

We had a wonderful Christmas and by the new year i and Freya were looking forward to going back. The night before my parents wanted to see me in their study and i went, we sat down and My parents then told me about my trust fund set up for me by my grandparents and how they wanted me to have it so I can better take care of myself and kids. I was short of words and cried because i had a new found hope that things would be better. I wouldn't have to suffer so much while am pregnant. This trust fund would be my backing to plan my life better for me and my kids.

Freya and i went back home and things went fine until one afternoon i ran into Alfonzo and his new girlfriend coming out of a restaurant and he saw me and my bump at first he was shocked then his face became blank and he said still carrying that bastard i see, what the father didn't own up? it hurt what he said but I chose to ignore him but then he said cheap slut . Then i turned and said one day you would eat those words, and I would be the one reminding you of this moment. He smirked and replied never.

Alfonzo's POV

I saw Stacy today and even with the pregnancy she still looked hot even better. Just thinking about her made my nether regions tighten. I wonder over and over why she had to go and spoil the good thing we had. I felt bad for what i said but i wanted to hurt her like she hurt me by carrying another man's baby. I wonder if the guy rejected her. Because she was alone when i saw her. Seeing Stacy made my interest in the girl with me die off. Not that it mattered others would come they always did because of my money. But how i wanted Stacey so badly sometimes i picture her in the faces of those women. How she smiles when she sees me and screams my name when am in her, how she looks when she's sated, touches me when she wants me. I can't go there, i shouldn't but i can't help it, i think i loved her but where did that get me? Since her i have been using protection don't want funny stories anymore or other more desperate girls i keep thinking what could she have wanted to gain to make her do that. Can't understand women. You just can't understand them, you do all you can yet it's not appreciated.

Stacy

After today i have come to the conclusion that i have to live new york. Can't stay here close to him anymore, don't want to have to run into him anymore. I thought about it and called Freya . I want to open my own fashion company and i want to start in Italy i have lots of my own designs i would like to see them in reality but i would like to partner with Freya using my trust fund. It would save us the hassle of getting a start up loan or looking for investors, I already have recommendations from my internship, I would milk every connection I have in this fashion industry to make sure that I put my company on this map of the industry. Am gonna do it, lemme talk to Freya let's know where we're at. Freya and i agreed that italy is a good place to start and from there spread branches to other places. I vowed within myself that i would come back to new york but only when am better, stronger and richer and no one can mess with me. Yes, I have to be all this if I am going to fight the battle that is going to ensue because of my children when their father decides to be responsible, coz there's no way am allowing him close to us for anything. He made his bed and let him lie in it. I especially don't want his family to trample me under their wealth and power.

Getting to italy we bought a house and found an office space to work with and i was getting close to my due date, i worked harder and harder my two staffs and Freya always trying to slow me down but i didn't wanto because I wanted us to come out with our first show in december. On april 12th I was rushed to the hospital by my mother and Freya who were with me and after 10 hours of labour i brought forth Giovanni Caleb Sterling, Giacomo Carl Sterling and my miracle which was unexpected because she was behind her brothers Giselle Crystal Sterling. I was so happy for my Angel and sad at the same time that their father wasn't present but it only made me determined to work better.

My first show came out in december and it was a hit we had people ordering a whole line of clothes, boutiques wanting to sell our clothes and so on. I had my work cut out for me but it was what i wanted and i was glad. It wasn't easy handling three kids two of which where turning out to be the spitting image of their father and made me wanto cry so bad sometimes but then it also hardener my heart because for everything I have to go through to take care if my kids and make our lives better, they better be ready to see my corpse before anyone can take my kids from me. The sleepless nights the crying, feeding and so on but i had lots of help from my parents who moved to italy so as to be near me, my brother and also Freya because i refused to employ an au pair or nanny . My babies were growing so fast that i wanted them to stay younger for longer and when they would start to talk i dreaded them asking for their daddy. I don't know what i would tell them. I really don't want to think about it either. I would cross that bridge when it came.

After our first show we had a series of successful shows and then there were the ups and downs but then again that's life and business it didn't beat me down, I stood up again afterall I can only make bad decisions once and then learn from such mistakes. We now have a catalogue we release each month, boutiques all over italy and other countries our business was going fine and I couldn't be happier. I always wanted my babies to be kept from the media mostly because of their father but well who knows. Our company S&F fashion has become almost a worldwide name and i am proud of what we have achieved in just 4 years of operation. We have done so well that i think it is almost time that we move to open a branch in new york. I know it is where their father is but well he signed off on them and who's to say he cares. I don't and neither should he, but just in case I have spoken to my attorney to feel him out on likely scenarios of what could happen when he becomes aware if the children just to get my ducks in a row so I can be ready for anything that happens because I know there would be issues as the boys look like him even Giselle but only if you look closely.