Undoing Love

Reality

Stacy's POV

Oh God! This cannot be, what do i do? Where do i start from? How am I going to raise a baby on my own? Lord help me, how could i be so stupid? He just called my baby a bastard me a liar and worse he doesn't even believe me. How did i get here? I thought we were happy together? I thought he was the one, how wrong could i be? Oh shoot, he said to live before he does something bad. How could it all turn sour within the twinkle of an eye? Why would he do this to me? Calling me a slut? He knows he's the only man I have been with? He just didn't want to take responsibility, so he had to make it my fault, Ha, I cheated really?

Numbness took over me as i packed my things and left his house, as if the heavens knew my pain it started raining and i couldn't help myself but to think the weather suits my mood. I walked in the rain aimlessly but somehow i got to the only person i think i could rely on my friend Freya.

I knocked on her door and when she saw my face she was shocked i said the only thing that came to mind

He threw me out of his house and his life. I couldn't go to my apartment because i didn't wanto be alone incase i had suicidal thoughts and it's a good thing too that I didn't let go of my lease, just imagine if I had moved in with him like he wanted or there was no Freya I would have been totally destroyed by this, I just needed to cry first, I don't want to take any irrational thinking towards myself and my baby.

Freya took me in, ran a bath for me and hurried me into it i barely knew what she was doing as all i kept thinking about was the look on Alfonzo's face when he said to get out. I wondered how he could say those things, he was my first and i admit j was foolish not to have used protection but it couldn't have been that bad to be pregnant albeit unplanned. We could have talked it through, together we could have made it through but who am i kidding am going to have to do it alone but that didn't stop the tears from coming. Still in the midst of all the pain i couldn't look past the fact that i still loved him, my heart ached endlessly for him to come back and say he didn't mean it and that he was just surprised or something, anything to make me feel better, but i guess that's just wishful thinking.

For that night and the next two months i was more or less a zombie going through the motions of waking, eating, sleeping, working yes work that's the only place i could lose myself in and forget about my problems or that i am pregnant. I got an internship with a high end lingerie line and was given an opportunity as one of the designers of their summer collections i had to assist the major designer learning lots from her. It gave me a push to forget my problems, especially after I had tried to reach out to Alfonzo at his offices and was escorted out by the security and told I was banned from his premises and any of his offices, it dawned on me then that whatever I thought we had was over and that there was no way he would change his mind about me and my baby. I just had to push on by myself and do this alone.

Freya was a huge help through it all helping me and reminding me to take my prenatal drugs, checking on me and cooking for me when i couldn't and so on. Ohio, new york was a good place for me and work and i still haven't told my parents and twin brother that i was pregnant i was really dreading what they would say but better to know sooner than later because i was gonna need all the help that i could get.

The christmas holidays where coming soon and i would go home to texas with my news.

So far it's been another 2 months and i have barely a bump showing because of my stature but my boobs look like they gonna keep increasing although am not worried about it and clothes are going to be highest on my list of priorities as i was getting bigger. Alfonzo has been on almost every gossip magazine with different ladies each time but i guess am used to seeing it now that it doesn't hurt anymore because i really couldn't do anything. He chose not to believe me and even though i cried so much, am done and now all i feel is anger at him.

Freya's POV

Stacy has always been a strong person and the nicest person ever. I wonder why life usually deals a hard blow to good people . Although am not happy with her circumstances but I can't help but be excited am going to be a honorary aunt but i plan to be there always just as she has been for me. She's just like a sister to me as am an orphan and went through foster houses before getting a scholarship to college. She didn't look down on me like the other girls calling me a charity case, she stood up to them and put them in their places whenever they tried to bully me or embarass me. She was always so confident and beautiful and now that man spoilt it all. He broke the strongest person ever but am not gonna let that continue it's time to be there for her as she has been for me. I plan to go home with her because i always do. Mr & Mrs Sterling Stacy's parents have always been good to me so am looking forward to it and her brother Reece who i secretly have a crush on but no bother he has a girlfriend and i would be over him soon.

Today am going for my check up and also gender scan and am really excited because even though the circumstances surrounding the pregnancy wasn't ideal am happy am having my baby and looking forward to being a mother and i can't help but be grateful to Alfonzo for this gift even though he's a shitty person who doesn't take responsibility for his actions.

Freya and i were waiting for my name to be called and the nurse just came out and called my name Stacy Sterling , Dr. Norman would see you now. We went in and the doc was a lady in her mid thirties or so i think with a wonderful smile and she started talking to me.

So Stacy how are you today?

Am fine doctor

So today we do a gender scan, blood work and urine samples. We would take the blood and urine samples now and also your blood pressure so please follow the nurse, when you're done we would have a look at that bump to see what's inside she said with a smile and I chuckled. It took almost thirty minutes before I got back to the doctor and she had me lie down on the bed in the office and raise up my top. She asked me the normal questions, i hope you are taking your prenatal vitamins, doing exercises and getting enough sleep and water?

Yes doctor.

Ok that's alright so lets see what your little munchkin is up to. Some gel was squirted on my stomach and the wand was passed over my stomach and the doctor frowned and checked my charts she says that ain't right, i panicked and asked what is it doctor? She looks at me and says it says here that you carrying one but it seems that youare carrying twins and i was shocked and scared. I burst into tears because i came to terms with having one baby and now am having two can i do it? I wonder what would happen how would i cope? I have to go home and think. Freya was excited and squealing but stopped when she saw my face. The doctor was still talking but i was hardly hearing just processing it through that i needed to work harder at being a fashion designer and make it big so i can provide for my children.

Two boys is what the doc says. Now it's dawning on me that am going to be a mother indeed. Oh well changes needed to be made and big ones. I don't know how I am going to do this but I just have to find a way to do it because it's happening for real and there's nothing I can do about it. I must do all that I can to make it through because it's going to happen.