Undoing Love

Heartbreaks

We got to her house and she asked me in for coffee and i agreed. She opened the door and we went in, this is my humble abode she says but instead am imagining peeling off her clothes like i have been doing all evening she turns to me and i saw the look in her eyes, i wonder if i should act on it after all we're adults and whats the worse that could happen? I closed the distance between us and kiss her and she wraps her hands around my neck and murmurs i thought i was gonna have to jump you and i laughed, you should have said something sooner and she led us to her room it had wonderful decor but i couldn't admire it for the beauty in front of me, so it went she was so exquisite, i could worship her mounds forever only the promise of other joys in her body deterred me from staying there i kissed my way down her stomach and all the way to her legs and back up her inner thigh and her breath hitches and then i peel off her lacy panties and worship her p***y with my tongue getting her ready for me as it's been a long time and i mite get rough. She drags my head up and says to me now and i quickly shed my clothes and got on the bed and positioned myself in front of her entrance and plunged in and i stopped i looked to her face to see tears trailing down her eyes and she smiled. Why didn't you tell me Stacy? and she said if i had told you would you have gone this far? I admitted no. She says there you have your answer and in that instant i knew that this wasn't s*x anymore but we were making love i felt so happy i was her first and took special care to make it enjoyable for her even when she tried to rush me i slowed down and gave her pleasure. I couldn't get enough of her and by the time morning came we had lost count and i was partly scared of how sore she would be.

We woke around noon and i had to ask her because i couldn't wait anymore. Stacy would you be my girlfriend? I know it's too soon but i can't help it and she said yes i hugged her tight and we made brunch from the meagre supplies in her fridge and then went on to shower before going home.

This started the routine of our relationship and we were so happy with each other even my staffs noticed my infectious good moods,i either stayed at her place or she stayed at mine she was still studying and was going to finish her studies in six months time which i promised i would take her to paris for her graduation and spend some good time. Nikos was skeptical about my sudden happiness but Cameron was all smiles and told me to enjoy it and so it was.

3 months later

I came home from work and was looking forward to spending my weekend with Stacy at my place i could smell the cooking as soon as i entered and traced my way to the kitchen to get the full aroma of spaghetti and sauce cooking and also kiss my Stacy because i have missed her and i admit i have never been so happy even happier than when i was with Lilith before i knew of her infidelities. She spun around and jumped on me and i caught her and planted a kiss on her forehead before putting one on her mouth and prolonged it but before i could do that she cut it short and told me she had a surprise for me and i asked her what she said to guess and i came up short you got the internship for Chanel or vogue?and she said no and i told her am out of guesses because that's the only thing i can think of. She smiled with tears coming down her eyes but she was wringing her hands and i asked what she said i dunno how you feel about it but am pregnant almost 3 months and my breath seized and when it came out i said is this some kinda joke? And she said no with a wary look on her face and then i said the only thing that came to mind. Get out of my life! She was shocked but I refused to buy that innocent act and told her exactly what i thought. You are no different from Lilith only you got a better package what did you expect? Money,marriage? Or what exactly where you trying to pull telling me you pregnant? Get yourself and your bastard outta my life. I don't wanto see you in my house when i come back or you wouldn't like what would happen to you. Make sure you find the father of that thing too and not ply another innocent man with your false claims.

How can happiness turn to sadness within the twinkle of an eye. I felt like crying right now. She was asking me for an explanation why I am reacting the way that I am but what exactly does she want me to say? That I am impotent and can't father a child? She just had to cheat, who even is the man who got her pregnant? What haven't I done for her? How could she betray me? I really thought we were good and heading somewhere, just shows how fickle life can be. You tryst in people and they stab you in the back not considering consequences. Well this time around am on top of my game. I wouldn't be fooled into any rubbish. But why did she have to do this? I was really happy with her, I even still loved her despite knowing she cheated on me. Why Stacy why?

Nevermind I won't let this pull me down. She's gonna rue the day she decided to betray me, I grabbed my keys and stumped out of my apartment, I couldn't bear to look at her or I may change my mind which would be foolish. From now it's no more relationships for me, women are all the same. Love shouldn't be in my vocabulary anymore. It's just not for me and am good with it or I will be