THE UNCERTAINTY
"Magz, want to join us? We'll be having our lunch now!" KZ said while preparing for her lunch break
"No, thanks Z, I'm having a headache, I might take a nap for a few minutes then I'll just have a quick lunch after.
"You sure? Want me to accompany you to the clinic?"
"No, I'll be fine here, you just go ahead. Enjoy your lunch." She gave her a smile just to let her know she can managed because knowing KZ, she won't leave unless she's sure that she'll be fine.
After given a calm look, KZ went out of their office to take her lunch with other girls.
When KZ left, she rest her back on her chair, thinking some weird things. She experienced a little dizziness, a mild stomache upset in the morning, and she's been craving for mangoes.
"Oh no! Am I pregnant?" She whispered.
She tried to ignore the thought and just assume it's nothing serious.
"Magz, Marko will pick me up, we can drop you off at your place if you want." KZ smiled and of course her eyes sparks when she mentioned her boyfriend. They've been together for four years and still their love and care for each other is very obvious. Marko is one of the sweetest guy a woman would want to be her boyfriend, and her friend? She's indeed the luckiest.
"Hey, Magz!" KZ snaps her finger
"Oh! Sorry Z, I'm just thinking of something. Anyway, I'm craving something for dinner so I am planning to drop by the supermarket first. Just go ahead and say my regards to Marko." She smiled
"Well, if that's the case, I'll go ahead Magz, bye and you take care, okay?" KZ made her signature flying kiss and a wink
KZ is her classmate since grade school and they went to the same university and landed the same job. They were the best of friends. And she's so lucky to have her. She is smart, sweet, and caring and she was like a sister to her. Well, they somewhat like the same in so many ways, just that she is not as happy as her best friend when it comes to her relationship. She is not single. She's in a relationship for more than five years now. But she always feel like something is missing. Her boyfriend is always nowhere to be found. But she loves him and she's trying to understand that he's just busy with work.
Since she's craving for pasta, she bought some. On her way home, she passed by a drugstore and she remember something so she drop by and buy that thing that will confirm her assumption.
She started to sautè the garlic when she felt like throwing up again. She suddenly went to the sink and again, something popped up in her mind. She immediately get that thing in her bag, and did the test.
Tears keep on falling. She's scared and helpless and seems so uncertain with everything. She's having a baby!