UNDESERVING

All I want is to study peacefully, graduate on time, and have a simple job and live my life doing the things that I love. Is that too much to ask for? I should have just minded my own business, that's what I'm good at before, right? Why do I have to stop that day and help them? I would not have been here if I had just continued to walk that day and ignored them. See what my "helping hand" got me? Yeah, I did have friends, good ones I can say, but are they really good for me? Did they really care for me even if I was not around? Did they really love me as I am? Because I was happy that I met them. Of all the people I could be friends with, why does it have to be them? Of all the people that could betray me, why does it have to be them? Of all the people that could hurt me, why does it have to be him? Of all the people that I could fall in love with, why does it have to be you? Do I really deserve this? Do I really deserve you?