Damian With every stroke of this brush I've tried to cover up a memory. Nothing is working, everywhere I look I see her. At one time or another, I've made love to Kate in every room in this cabin, including this porch. This was our secret home. A place where we could be alone, and just be us. I've spent the last couple of days trying to figure out how to erase her, so I can move forward with my life. I've thought about burning the cabin, but it's become my refuge. My solitude. The last time we split up because of her good for nothing mate, it almost killed me, but it was different. I held onto our memories. It never felt like I completely lost her. I left to give her space, but I knew she was safe with our pack. Kain and Gavin would always make sure she was protected and cared for. Th

