*Calista* I couldn't believe it. Adrian asked me to be his girlfriend! I was shocked, thrilled, but stunned. I never imagined he wanted the same thing as me, especially because he could have whoever he wanted! He was sophisticated, handsome, rich, smart, the whole package. How could he want someone like me? Someone broken, used, damaged and irreparable. I said yes, though, because he sees passed all those things. He's the only person who has ever wanted to dig deeper, find the real me that's still buried somewhere deep inside. After my meltdown, we left to get some lunch at a restaurant. It was your typical middle of the road place, somewhere comfortable, and not too upscale. I ordered chicken fingers, something easy on the stomach. We waited for our food, silently. I feel ne

