The Heiress Return's

Chapter 7: Tyra's Plan and Decision.

Tyra's POV:

Wow, that's all that is going through my mind at this point time. I mean so much, and I mean so much is having just been dropped my lap that has happened that I never in my wildest, outrageous unthinking rebellious teenage dreams imagined has happened or is happening. Like What the Hell. So, basically most of my siblings probably, most likely hate me. Two of my brothers basically had to rely on themselves and my friends and Xavier to raise and support them until now. TJ has basically started losing any common sense. And I have a six-year-old sister who is currently in the state system all because my mom went psycho and got her taken away. And of course, all of her goodie goodie noses in the air rest of the family couldn't or wouldn't be bothered to take the little girl in because it might inconvenience them and bring unwanted issues to their oh so perfect lives. Now, Javier is standing here in front of me bewitching me with his amazing emerald, green eyes that I have always loved since we were young. The one set of eyes I could look at forever. While he stares right in to me through them straight in to my soul to see every c***k, every flaw, and every string of black that is in and wrapped around it. Asking me, what my plans and decision is when I'm still stuck way back on processing all of this new and very disturbing information that has been dropped in my lap about my family and how my one (what I thought was Little) decision has messed up everyone else's lives in my life. What is my plan? To Hell if I Know. What is my decision? yep, don't have a freaking clue about that either. It's not like I stood here formulating and plan and making a decision while listening. I was processing and taking it in.

But, I know that I have to give them some type of decision. Because from the looks of they aren't leaving until I do and I know it would be useless to ask them to leave and let me think because that would be the last thing either of them would be willing to do. Plus, they would think I'd be running again and Javier basically already admitted he would still continue to chase me. It has always been that since we met when we were kids at the ripe old ages of three and four- years-old. Javier was four he just turned four two days before, and my fourth birthday was in a week. But no matter how far I run, how fast I hide, and how long it takes he will always chase me. He will always find me and come to me in the end.

Javier's POV:

I know that we just showed up here after nine years and dropped the s**t storm of a mess in her lap. That we just took and tipped her whole world view and perception and spun it on it head a thousand times and then shook it until everything is so muddled you can't see the end and the beginning but it was everything that she needed to hear. I knew that if her didn't tell her everything and give her the whole truth and be one hundred percent honest with her she would run again. If she did my heart couldn't take it. Now, that I am standing here and looking into her beautiful molten chocolate eyes and her amazing auburn hair, and now that I have hugged and held her, I couldn't handle it. I've spent nine years looking for her and if she were to run again it might be another decade before I found her again. I know this because no matter what, where she goes, I follow, and I will never stop searching until I'm back by her side where I belong. That's why Xaiver and I made the decision long before we got here and seen her and for sure really found her. That we would tell her absolutely everything that we knew to the best of our abilities. Mainly, because I knew that this was the only chance and way we stood of getting her to come back with us. She would run again if she only got half truths and we weren't going to chance it.

I know that we are asking I lot and if I still know my Tyra as well as I used too, I know she isn't even any where near coming up with a plan and a decision. I know she is probably still reeling and trying to process everything but at the same time I know if we don't push her to get past the reeling and make her start thinking she could take months in processing and thinking about and debating her decision and plan and getting her thoughts in order. Unlike most people she can compartmentalize emergent and deadly situation's in under less than five seconds before she moves on into a instant plan. But, with type of situation it is different because this brings self-blame and doubt into her mind because of what she did years ago and that can cause her to spiral into her own mind and question everything that she has done in the past and every decision she could make into the future fearing that all those decisions will eventually have similar affects as the one that caused all of this. Which in turn would make her incapable of moving forward and we can't let that happen.

So, this is me pushing her to move pass processing knowing that she has no choice but to do so because Xavier and I aren't leaving until she does. Before I knew I could see all the confusion and blame and every other emotion that was present in her eyes start to clear almost like all she need was to stare deep in to my eye's to help her start moving forward and thinking again. Next, thing I knew she was leaping into my arms wrapping herself around me like a monkey. her legs wrapped around my hips as tight as she could with her arms around my neck and her hands in my hair and her head buried into the side of my neck as close as she could get whispering in my ear " I'm so sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't know.... Thank you for everything and thank you for always finding me. please keep chasing me because I can't promise I won't run out of confusion and desperation again. But, I can promise that if I start getting to that point again I will come to you and Xavier and talk it out and let you guys help me fight my through. I'm so sorry I didn't stay and all this happened because of me." Then, she promptly broke down to even more tears which left me with no choice but turn and walk back to the couch Xavier and I were originally sat and sit down with her on me. She then loosened one arm and reached out and grabbed Xavier over by his head and brought it to hers and whispered something to him which caused him to say " Big Sis, don't do that. Please don't cry. I understand and love you no matter what." as he brought his hand up started running it up and down her back.

Twenty minutes Later:

" OK, so obviously there is an entire hurricane to clean up back home on both sides. And, seeing as how most of this happened in some way, shape, or form because of my actions. The Obvious move to make is I can't hide any more. So, yes that means my decision is that i will go back home with you. But only under two conditions." Tyra states. She looks at us requesting with her eyes and facial expressions if we are willing to hear her out. Of course, she said she is willing to come home the least we can do is hear her conditions. So, we nod our heads at her to continue. " Number one, no one knows that I'm back until I reveal it myself, I don't want issues coming to the both of you if you guys reveal that I'm back and I haven't gone to see anyone yet because then every one think I sought you out first. Number Two, the two of you never leave me and let me spiral like I did before. Javier you know the signs. You tried to bring me back last time but honestly at that time I had already spiraled to far and there was no way out. But, if I start doing it again step in before I get to that point again don't just wait and see. I know the both of you knew something was going on back then but you were hoping that I would pull myself out of it. Don't do that this time. I spiral hard and fast some times it could take months or weeks before I can get to that point again and then others it could be a matter of minutes or hours. So, if you think (hey we should check in) do so because that is your best option. Do you think you can handle these conditions?"