"Rain we need to stop. Please listen to my words. I am doing everything I can to hold back, but if you keep this up I won't be able to stop again, Rain. Please go. If I could touch you I would pick you up and put you out in the hall." He slightly chuckled at the thought.
His words hurt me so much. They felt like daggers to my heart. He didn't want me and I needed him. I need him so much right now. He's the only thing that will bring me happiness. He just needs to take me to his bed. I looked at him, sadness clearly visible on my face. Tears stinging the back of my eyes.
"Rain." He held his hand up like he wanted to comfort me, but stopped himself before he touched me. My tears began to silently spill when he didn't.
"Nate, please no. I don't want to go. Don't make me go." I pleaded,
