The Vampire Queen

Chapter Nineteen

Greyson P.O.V

She’s gone....

She’s actually gone, there’s no mistaking the heart clenching pain and the hollowness I feel. 

I run to the bathroom and retch even though I have nothing left in me to throw up. It’s been two hours abd I still can’t wrap my mind around the thought, I feel like I’m losing my mind, how can she be gone, did I do this?

I need to see for myself. I grab my keys and head to the one place I know she will be or where I’ll at least get some answers. I speed well above the speed limit but I don’t care. I don’t care about anything apart from seeing her.

Please please please don’t be gone is all I keep chanting in my head.

Soon I’m driving up the gravel drive and hoping out my truck and banging on their door. A tall built guy with Sandy blonde hair cut short and a death glare on his face opens the door.

“What do you want?” He scowls. Arms crossed blocking the doorway.

“Is she here, is she okay?” I stumble out, not caring that I must look a mess.

“Are you him?” Did you do this? Are you the mutt that broke Bris heart? I’ll fu***** kill you!” He yells as he starts to charge towards me. 

“ please just tell me” I beg as I start to step backwards. 

“Tell you what huh? Like you don’t know, breaking her heart wasn’t enough for you, you latterly had to break her, you weren’t happy until it stopped beating were you?!” He growls at me and I see his face turn to one of pain as he talks about her. 

The tears start to flow all over again and I feel my legs give out under me, no please no. 

“No..” I whisper, I can’t breathe it’s like someone’s sucked the air out of me.

“She’s gone and if I ever see your face again you will wish she wasn’t because now all bets are gone off, the treaty is done and you can bet your arse we are coming for you and your pack” he states coldly as he walking back into the house and I can tell he means every word he said but I can’t bring myself to care as all I can feel is pain and emptiness at the knowledge that I’ll never see her again, that my future has a gone, the woman who I thought would bear my pups, would be my rock and my warmth is no longer.

And they think I did this. 

Maybe I did.......