Gambling for love

The show must go on

I know I am not going to leave her alone. I will find a way to get what I want and that's her in my bedroom for as long as it takes for me to get over this crazy infatuation.

I am thinking like a Neanderthal I know that, my thoughts are constantly erotic when I am around her. I am uncomfortable right now with an erection I am hoping she doesn't notice. My mind is playing tricks on me when she looks at me l think it's the same feelings for both of us , she definitely looks like she might want me too I can't be sure though.

I know that is not the case as she probably doesn't even have any feelings for me

I decide that I do want this beautiful lady. The trouble is how do I get what I want. Her heart and mind in love with me, that's what I want. I have a bad reputation because of the casino as everyone assumes that I am a hoodlum. I am most definitely not one, this is the first time that I wanted to change that status as I always got a kick out of people thinking I am a g**g Lord.

At the moment speaking to her is important as I want to know how I can help her out of the problems her brother put her into. As soon as she's able to Calm down.

Tears and young ladies are not my thing . I am so uncomfortable right now. I am guiding her to a outside spot to sit in. " Mr Da Silva", she says "I don't think James did anything wrong, he's not a gambler and it's his bosses money he's played with.". I am not following her train of speech my mind is more on the place on her back.. I reluctantly remove my hand and I can still feel her touch on my hand. My mind goes to last night when I watched the video of her dealing the cards and I wish she could rub me like that when she put the cards on the table for the customers.

I return mentally to our conversation and I tell her it's hard to hear everything she is saying can we go to a bistro around the corner and have lunch then she can tell me everything that has happened and we can take things from there as I am also hungry right now so that serves two purposes.

She's says 'ok and I lead her to my car. It's a fully functional electric car . The latest Ferrari two seater it's not on the market yet but for me they built a prototype model. If you have money you can buy almost everything. I stop at my favorite bistro restaurant and it's small and quient . I have a seat reserved just for me. The owner of the restaurant and I are good friends going back to childhood.

I never bring anyone else to this restaurant as this place has always been my special place.