I saw myself having fun on the dance floor. Sumabay ako sa pagtalon at pagsayaw ng mga naroon. The crowd is cheering. Sumasabay pa ang karamihan sa maingay na musika.
I'm drunk. Again.
My head is aching but I'm still fine. Kaya ko pa naman. I studied traditional dance but I don't know how to dance in this place. Grinding and moving the hips, that's not really me. But I saw myself doing more than that.
The people around me are strangers yet I'm having fun dancing with them. I found myself laughing and grinning. What a night!
I screamed when something from the ceiling released bubble bath. I chuckled when my clothes got a bit damp. The crowd became wilder and noisier.
May tumalon sa gilid ko dahilan kung bakit muntik na akong humampas sa lalaking halos katabi ko na.
"Easy..." Despite the loud music, I heard Alfonso. He pulled me closer, both of his hands are now on my waist, keeping me in place.
Sandali pa akong nagulat dahil doon. Sa sobrang pag-e-enjoy ko, nakalimutan kong kasama ko nga pala ang smirking devil na ito.
I turned to him and chuckled after seeing his irritated face. Nagsasalubong ang makapal na kilay n'ya, nakaigting ang panga at halos irapan ako.
His huge body is towering me. His chest puffed, his shoulders are protecting me from the jumping crowd. His biceps are showing. Halata ang ganda ng katawan n'ya sa puting t-shirt na medyo basa na ang bandang dibdib.
My gaze went down. Madilim pero hindi dahilan para hindi makitang nakayakap ang jeans sa ibabang parte ng katawan n'ya. His thighs looks strong, legs are long.
I heard a groan. Hindi ko lang pinansin dahil sa sobrang ingay at gulo ng paligid, talagang makakarinig pa ako niyon? Impossible!
A finger touched my chin. A second after, nakaangat na ang mukha ko sa madilim na mga mata ni Alfonso.
I blinked for a couple of times. Unti-unting nawala ang ingay at nagkakagulong crowd hanggang sa kami na lang ni Alfonso ang nasa dance floor. I felt some movements but I have no care for them.
Alfonso has the darkest eyes I have ever seen. His thick eyebrows, curtain eyelashes and those dark orbs—they made him more intimidating. A bit arch of his lips and he'll turn to a smirking devil—hot and beautiful.
Kailan ba nawala ang intimidation na nararamdam ko sa kanya? I don't know. Noong una, I'm trying to act as chill as possible. Like I am not affected. Nasanay ba ako o talagang nawala lang talaga iyong mataas na pader na nasa pagitan namin when we first met?
Hindi ko alam. At siguro ay hindi ko na gustong alamin pa. Ang importante ay iyong ngayon. Kung nagiba nga ang pader, then I'll gladly walk towards his side.
"You looked drunk..." Halos bulong iyon. Namumungay ang mga mata n'ya at halos matunaw ako sa paraan ng pagkakatitig n'ya sa akin.
I chuckled. The magic is starting to fade. Muling bumabalik ang ingay ng musika at gulo ng paligid.
Another bubble bath made the crowd scream. Mas naging marahas ang galaw ng crowd. I was pushed towards Alfonso and he's fast on wrapping me on his arms.
My hand moved to his nape. Pumaikot iyon doon kaya mas nagdikit kaming dalawa. Ramdam ko ang sandaling paninigas ni Alfonso pero hindi s'ya dumistansya.
"This is really dangerous..." Nakangising umiling s'ya. "Spoiling you is really a trap."
Hindi ko masyadong narinig ang sinabi n'ya dahil nilamon na iyon ng sigawan ng nasa paligid. Muling nahulog ang mga bula kaya mas gumulo ang nasa dance floor.
Ngumisi ako habang nakatitig kay Alfonso. Hindi naman nagbago ang ekspresyon n'ya, mas matiim at seryoso ang mga mata.
It's loud and getting chaotic. Nanatili nga lang na nasa kanya ang atensyon ko. The music is rock, almost a poison to my ears but it doesn't affect me at all.
He said I'm drunk... so I should act like one.
I'm tipsy but I still know what's happening. Alam ko rin kung gaano kalakas ang t***k ng puso ko, kung paanong halos magwala iyon dahil sa pagkakalapit namin ni Alfonso.
Back to my drunken state...
I grinned before starting my moves on him. My hand caressed his hair sensually while the other one stayed on his nape. Dumausdos ang kamay ko sa mukha n'ya, marahan at nanunudyo. I caressed his lips a bit before it went down...
On his chest. Bahagyang nagtagal doon, naglaro. Sandaling natigil sa kanang dibdib n'ya ang kamay ko habang ang isa ay nasa balikat na n'ya, masuyong humahaplos doon.
Alfonso's lips a bit parted. Nanatiling nakatitig sa akin ang mga mata n'ya ngunit halata ang pagiging tensyonado ng katawan.
I smiled seductively. I didn't know I have this side but I might do this now, right? I don't want any regrets in the future so...
Mas humaplos ang kamay ko sa dibdib n'ya, ang isa ay nasa braso na n'ya at doon naglalaro. I didn't even put a distance between us, kung mayroon pa ba samantalang sobra na kaming magkadikit.
I turned from him. Bahagyang nakatalikod ang katawan ko sa kanya pero nakapihit ang ulo sa gawi n'ya. My head's leaning on his solid chest.
A second had passed and all my weight is already on him. I'm swaying my hips making Alfonso's hands wrapped around my stomach. He's trying to make me stay in place, like what he always do. I can still move, though.
My hands found his waist. Patalikod akong nakasandal sa kanya habang nakatuon ang mga kamay sa pareho n'yang gilid. A changed of song made me do another crazy idea. I grind on him.
Masyado kaming malapit kaya rinig na rinig ko ang marahang mga mura ni Alfonso. Mas lalo s'yang nanigas and speaking of nanigas... there's a certain of his body that's really hardening...
I smirked. May ganito pala akong epekto sa kanya? Ngayon ko lang nalaman. Should I test another theory of mine? And satisfy another side of my curiosity?
Hmm...
I grinned more.
"Baby... stop dry-humping on me," paos na pakiusap ni Alfonso.
Oh? So, iyon pala ang tawag sa ginagawa ko? I thought I'm just trying his patience.
And I did not stop. Mas gumiling ako, trying to copy what I watched from whatever show showed on my mind. My hands travelled from his body to where my curiosity leads me—to the hardening steel between his legs.
Yes, it's really hard and still... growing!
Sandaling nawala ang hilong nararamdaman ko nang maramdaman iyon. The thing is twitching on my hand. I'm not sure of what to do so I just stroke it.
Ilang segundo pa nga lang, kaagad na akong napaharap kay Alfonso. A tight hug welcomed me, his hard breathings on my neck made my knees trembled.
Alfonso's heaving a sigh, lot of it. "Damn it. Stop making me crazy, Corrine..."
Ilang beses pa akong napakurap. Feeding my curiosity while being tipsy, that's dangerous! Gusto kong mahiya habang abala si Alfonso sa pagkalma sa sarili. Hindi ko nga lang tuluyang magawa dahil hindi naman n'ya yata ako pagagalitan, right? After all, I'm drunk.
Alfonso's murmuring curses. Hindi s'ya matapos-tapos at kahit nakayakap sa akin ay hindi naman kami magkadikit. His lower body is not even touching mine!
He's controlling himself. I know that! Hindi ko nga lang alam kung anong sumapi sa akin.
"You're... hard," I stated the obvious.
Alfonso chuckled. Kumalas s'ya sa pagkakayakap at naiiling na tiningnan ako. He looks amused.
"Stop making it harder for me, baby," halos pakiusap na bulong n'ya. "Let me calm myself first then we're going home."
Magrereklamo pa sana ako pero nahila na n'ya ako pabalik sa lamesa namin. Matapos akong abutan ng isang basong tubig, he sat and it's not beside me. Nabawasan na nga yata ang kalasingan ko dahil napansin ko ang distansyang inilagay n'ya sa pagitan naming dalawa.
Nakangusong tiningnan ko s'ya. Pinagtaasan n'ya ako ng kilay bago muling inubos ang pangalawang baso ng tubig.
Umusog ako palapit sa kanya. Bahagyang namilog ang mga mata n'ya nang makita ang ginawa ko.
"Stop it, Corrine," may babalang sabi n'ya.
I'm Corrine Ayra Liu, a fuckíng Liu! Kaya bakit ako makikinig sa kanya, 'di ba?
I did not listen. Umusog ako at tinawid ang distansyang inilagay n'ya.
Alfonso sighed. Stress na hinilot n'ya ang sentido.
"I told you to stop... that is for your own good, baby..."
Alcohol made me dumb. Halos hindi ko naintindihan ang sinabi n'ya, even the threat on his voice.
"You okay?" I almost closed my eyes. "It's still early..."
Bumuntong-hininga s'ya bago tumango. "Yeah."
I am really drunk. The alcohol is starting to get to me. The effect is not limited to dizziness or yawning, I almost want to talk about nonsensical things.
"I'm not sexy," wala sa sariling sabi ko. I even made a hour glass shape through my hands. "Maybe that's why you're not sitting beside me."
Itinuro ko pa ang kabilang dulo ng sofa na kinauupuan ko kanina.
"I sat there and you sat here... are you embarrassed of me?"
Muling napamura si Alfonso. Mabilis ang pag-iling n'ya.
"No, baby. I just need to calm myself, I'm not a saint, you know—"
I waved my hand.
"Nonsense."
"Alcohol is not really good for you." I heard him but again, I didn't understand his words.
Kaya minasama ko pa ang ilang beses n'yang pag-iling.
"Maybe you like hot and sexy women..." Muli akong gumawa ng sexy'ng hugis gamit ang mga kamay. "Someone who has a huge breast, round and swollen ass and a—"
Alfonso's groan made me stop talking. Nang tingnan ko s'ya ay hinihilot na n'ya ang bridge ng ilong n'ya.
"Guilty?" pangongonsensya ko pa. Hindi ko nga alam kung bakit ito na ang isinusumbat ko sa kanya pero inis na inis naman ako.
Who started this conversation? Nakakagalit tuloy lalo! Especially now that I remember the woman's body from yesterday! She's sexy and hot!
I glared at him.
"What now?" problemadong tanong ni Alfonso.
He tried to hold my arm but I avoided his hand. His lips parted but I ignored his reaction.
"I am right!" I declared.
Isa pang buntong-hininga ang pinakawalan n'ya bago pilit na inabot ang kamay ko.
"Baby, no..." He looked at me like he has no idea of how to talk to me.
Ngumuso ako bago s'ya inirapan. "What is her name again? Sylvia?"
Heck, I still remember her name!
"You like her!"
"No. I don't," madiing tanggi n'ya. "Let's go home, baby. You're really drunk."
"Porke ba hindi ako sexy?" I made my voice as dramatic as it can be. "Ayaw mo na akong katabi sa sofa? Just because I'm chubby?"
"Good grace!" Alfonso hissed.
Magdadrama pa sana ako nang mabilis akong umangat. Nawala ako sa malambot na sofa at kaagad na naramdaman ang matigas na inuupuan. As I looked down, I realized I am now sitting on Alfonso's thigh.
"Stop thinking those thing, alright?" nakikiusap na bulong n'ya sa kanang tainga ko. "I have no issues with your body shape, baby..."
His hand is on my stomach, covering the part that my top failed to protect. Ang isang kamay ay nasa batok ko, humahaplos doon.
"Actually..." His nose trailed on my neck. "I really like your body type. I love everything about you..."
I stiffined. Is it my turn to feel tense and hot? I don't know.
"I love these beauties..." Pahapyaw na humaplos ang kamay n'ya sa ibabaw ng dibdib ko.
Mula sa batok ay bumaba ang kamay n'ya at ang pang-upo ko naman ang hinaplos. "And this is to die for. I almost come when you grinded on me in that freaking dance floor..."
Lasing ako sa alak pero mukhang mas nalalasing ako ngayon sa mga sinasabi n'ya. I'm hoping na maaalala ko lahat ng lumalabas sa bibig n'ya ngayon.
Alfonso lifted my chin. "And kissing this lips became my sweetest dream..."
He then claimed my lips like a wolf devouring a sheep.