Her death to my blood

Autumn leaves

My mind was in a rollercoaster ride going up and down.  The suside tree made my life upside down . And  I was just a prey of my own frighten mind . I couldn't help myself . At this time I started to read my mother's  gift ; the secret diary.   So in one autumn evening  under the huge maple tree infront of my house, I started to   read the black diary. My mother has written her love story with my father . How they met each other  and how they married and etc. Then there was a fairy tale like story . The story is as follows . 

Luna the great ; the king of moon kingdom had no children with his queen. He wanted a heirer to his throne. He met a lot of physicians , magicians and etc. Noone was  able to  make the king' s desires come true . Then one old witch came to meet the king and asked him to do as she say if he want a child. The old witch said to cut the king's left wrist at mid night and keep pleading for a child from the Drukka ; the deman and the blood should be collected in a golden vessel.  After the ritual a young virgin should be married to the deman  to suck her blood and fill the golden vessel with her blood.   The virgin for this ritual should be special  as she has the symbol of  goddess margo on her skin and  until she dies  the new prince would not be a human but a son of the deman  who craves for blood . If the selected virgin finds her true love  ,  and kisses  him at the mid night before the demonic marriage,  the entire golden vessel will be destroyed and the all the demonic creatures  will be destroyed  . 

The demon itself had  a hidden plot against the king. The deman had  a crush over the queen and wanted to have ultimate demonic child  with the human blood. The king  was unfaithful for the queen since their marriage.  So the king secretly decided to cut queens wrist instead of him.  

At that night the golden vessel with queen' s blood mixed with deman' s blood and the ultimate demonic child with the human blood was  born. The  selected virgin who only has the pure blood to destroy the demonic child was cursed  to die after the first kiss within seven days  and the curse will be repeated until the demonic prince   will die . 

At the end my mother has written something ;"  zearus;  don't fall for him " .

Who is this zearus?  Why would she think that I may fall in love with him ?

Whatever !  

The only thing I love about this city is its autumn.  The Orange red leaves are dazzling with the sun rays of the setting sun. Me and my father live in a cottage wich is made of bamboo and  wood  with less cement and concrete. My room was in the uper slot . Though the house seems to have one floor from outside , actually it has two floors from inside . The walls are too high for just a cottage.  But I love this place . It resembles my old house which I was used to be with my mother before her death . 

Infront of our house , there is a narrow rusty forest road . Actually it isn't a road but a narrow way which was appeared due to the excessive use of that way for a root by people in this city . But this city is more like a village to me. People are less interested in  politics,  science and technology but much interested in cooking,  plantation,  animals and etc.  

Here my father was doing a research on some kind of a thing . Usually he is very opened with me about his per  researchers and previous researches.  But this time he does not tell even its  topic or subject. So  I have no much work until  my father come . So I just waited outside  enjoying the beautiful red Orange leaves .  Here the autumn view is so unique and has its own beauty.  

Who is that person ? Jeamin . Really it is Jeamin.  What he is doing here  in this time ? This time my heart was so dazzling with some kind of feelings .  My heart was experiencing some kind of special feelings.  They are like no others . I have never felt something like this before. It's like a tiny electric wave runs through out of my boady . I just stands up unintentionally to greet him. I think he recognized me. Because he smiled with me. "Oh! Why my heart beats as it is about to burst?  " ."Will he also hear my heart beat ?  "; I thought for a second.  Because my heart was racing.  I was already mesmerized by his smile . He has a beautiful attractive smile . When he smiles  , his eyes shine like shing stars  in the sky .  His smile is so bright as the reflection of full moon on the river surface . It is so bright and so soothing. He is so calmn and I  feel like  his smile even calms nature for a while.   Now he is smiling with me. I also smiled with him with the ecstasy in my heart . He slowly stepped towards me . I unintentionally slowly stepped towards him . He is wearing a white shirt with a eye-catching  jacket and pair of black denim trousers . He is 174 cm tall.  It is fact that I secretly gained from his health book . He has a  diamond shaped face with attractive facial features.  He is fair as me. The slow breeze always plays with his soft Brown hair . He is so charming . He has a sweet yet masculine voice. It races my heart so badly .  

" Hi ,  Excuse me ; are you ok ? " . Oh ! He has already come to me . Oh ! I was just staring at him . I wanted to hide from him . My knees are shivering and my lips are surprised   its own by thinking what to say him  ." I am totally fine. How are you ? What are you doing here ? " l felt that my words are  so mechanic and had no affection.   I want to tell something special to him but mind is empty.  I couldn't think of anything. 

He is dazzling in my eyes .   

"Oh ! Lookout !"  ;  Jeamin shouted .