Her death to my blood

Camellia blooms

"Camilla  look out "  Jeamin shouted with sudden terror in his eyes . Without giving me anytime to think he just grabbed me and jumped away . Oh! No . A huge branch of the old enormous maple tree has broken and fallen on the ground when I open my eyes . Oh ! I could feel something. Jeamin is on me . He is still  in a shock I guess.  I could feel his heart beat on my breasts. I could also feel his breath.  It was so freezingly cold.  I have never seen a face of a male this much close instead of my father . 

Oh ! He is getting his contious . He suddenly hold up his body by pressing the ground with his palms. I was well placed between him and the ground which is covered with Orange red leaves . Due to the falling of the branch we were already covered with red maple leaves .

There is something in his eyes  as if he has something to tell me. Now we are looking at each other in the eyes . I locked his  image in my eyes . He slowly started to say something.   

" Camellia, I have something to tell you.  I wanted to tell this thing to you. I feel something special about you  . No matter what I do I can't get rid of you. "  

:"What can I say ? "  I was surprised and I could feel the ecstasy in my heart and my heart started to beat so fast . Now I am sure. He can feel my beating heart . Is this love or just a feeling of mere attraction.  Should I kiss him ? . I wanted to touch his sweet lips with mine but I was hesitating.  What happen if he took me as a sugar baby or a wild easy  girl .  He stood up and  also helped me to stand up . He save my life . I must do something.  Then he took two tickets out of his pocket and gave to me . "I would like to escort you to the Walts dancing  tomorrow evening  . Would you like to be my datetress  ? " ,he asked.  What can I say ? Is this a dream ? Did he read my mind ? 

" oh ! It is a honour to be the datetress of my survivor.  " I greeted him as in the movies using my frock and bowing my head . I didn't know that he was calmly mischievous . He greeted me as a prince in a movie.  When he was ready to go , my mind was in a hurry to do something  for him as he saved my life .

I didn't think twice.  I kissed his cheek .   Oh ! What did I do ? Did I just kiss him ? Was  I out of my mind ? He suddenly looked into my eyes and leaned down to my face. Then he slowly brought his nose towards my nose and mischievously touch my nose with him and smile brightly with me. Though I fellt a little embarrassment  , I smilled with him.  The Camellia  in my heart bloomed for the first time for a boy. 

I have fallen for him.  I have fallen for Jeamin  not Zearus . I love Jeamin. Tomorrow night I  will give my first kiss to him . I got a   nice feeling but I felt little bit shiness.  If my mother was with me , she would have chosen me a nice dress . I felt some kind of a nostalgic pain in my heart as I was walking around the old memories of my mother in my mind . I have to ask for the permission from my father and have to find a enchanting feminine dress . " whoooò I am going out to a date with my love " . 

Is the world this much fair and predictable?