The BAREN Wife

MARRIAGE

WHEN OUR WEDDING day comes, mas nadagdagan ang maganda at pakaiingatan kong alaala. When it was time to say our vows, I started to savor the moment. Sa akin ay mahalaga iyun, para sa akin ay isa iyung sumpaan sa harap ng maraming tao. Kaya iyun ang pinaghandaan kong mabuti, pinaghandaan kong manatili sa aking alaala.

I didn’t say too much. I just promised to hold on. I promised that I would do anything, anything to make our marriage work. Pinangako ko sa kanya, sa harap ng maraming tao na mamahalin ko siya kahit maubos ako. Na siya ang magiging buhay ko, hindi lang kahati. Buhay ko mismo. Ngayon na mag-asawa na kami, wala ng dahilan para magtira ako sa sarili ko. We are now one.

He bit his lower lip and sighed heavily, ang mabibigat niyang paghinga ay dinig na dinig sa mic. Kung gaano siya ngayon kakabado bitawan ang mga gusto niyang sabihin.

“I see my future to you, Cami. The moment I started falling in love with… I already vision my future with you. Ikaw ang aking pakakasalan, ikaw ang magiging ina ng ating mga anak, ikaw ang makakasama ko hanggang sa pagtanda. I was so certain that you’re the one until the end.” He paused and stared at me in my eyes, I saw the spark of tears on the corner of his eyes. “You’re so precious that I can’t ever afford to hurt you. I waited patiently for you for years, at ang mangyari ang pinakahihintay ko ay sobrang sarap na hindi ko kayang isipin na lahat ng ito ay totoo. You will wake up beside me in our bed, we are going to eat together without being bothered about what time it is because I need to drive you home.” Natawa ko roon at pinunasan ang luha sa aking pisngi.

I glanced at my parents who laughed heartily, crying so many tears. Si Mama ang maraming iyak dahilan para yakapin na siya ni Papa.

“I was not patient, but you taught me how to be patient. How to respect your beliefs and rules. You even taught me to be kind, humble, and genuine. Your love is so pure and all I can do is to love you endlessly. Cams, babe… mamahalin kita. Mamahalin nang mamahalin. Araw araw mamahalin.” He paused and he bit his trembling lips, bumagsak na ang luha sa kanyang pisngi at napayuko. Kahit nanginginig ang mga labi ay nagpatuloy siya. “Remember this, I will never leave you. I will never… do anything to hurt you. Of course, you’ll get hurt, but I will never give a reason to hurt you.”

Mariin siyang pumikit. The sincerity and weakness is very evident on his face.

“Walang kahit na anong rason ang magiging dahilan para maghiwalay tayo. If death can separate us, I’ll still be there on the other side of the world. Ganun pa rin, maghihintay sayo. Patiently waiting for you. I love you, I love you so much!”

The silence of the church from the people was invaded by the only noise I could hear. The sniffs from people crying silently from his emotional vows. That moment was instilled in my heart forever. Itong alaala ang siyang magiging dahilan upang kapitan ko ang aming pagsasama.

I MOANED WHEN I felt Rancel’s hands wrapped around my waist as he went on my top. Burying his face on my neck and planting small kisses there. Down to my chest while his long legs are trying to tangle with my legs.

“I’m still sleepy,” I whispered to him. Both of us are naked under the sheet as we do it over and over again. “Aren’t you going to rest?” paos ko siyang hinarap.

“Nope. Walang pahihangahan ‘to,” biro niya at humalakhak. I groaned and shook my head, umiinit ang pisngi ko lalo na nung makita ang pag-angat ng palad niya sa ilalum ng kumot. Gumawi ito sa aking dibdib hanggang sa mahawakan iyun.

He moaned when he cupped my breast using his palm, he massaged it and let his thumb slide on my n****e. Ang halik niya ay nasa baba ng tainga ko. I moved a bit when he pinched my n****e and pulled it a bit.

“Is this real?” he whispered to me.

“What do you mean?” natatawang tanong ko at tinignan siya. I thought he was pertaining to my body.

“Us, doing this.” His massage on my breast became gentle. But I can feel how his manhood started to erect immediately. “This was just my fantasy…”

Natawa ako at kinagat ang pang-ibabang labi ko. Gumalaw ako ng kaunti sa kiliti ng kanyang palad na bumaba papunta sa aking tiyan. Huminto siya hanggang sa nagpatuloy ito at bumaba sa aking gitna. I closed my eyes and swallowed hard. I felt his tongue slide on my neck, licking and sucking me there discontentedly.

Napahawak ako sa braso niya pero agad nang pumasok ang dalawang daliri niya sa loob ng aking p********e. My face blushed and I opened my eyes, gasped, and flinched from that move.

“Still uncomfortable?” he whispered and kissed my cheek.

Umiling ako.

“I am slowly getting used to it.”

He licked his lower lip.

“Good. You’re still tight, masasanay ka rin.” He smirked and went to claim my lips. He kissed me deeply, almost ravishing my lips with his intense kisses. He let his tongue out to make me open my mouth for him. Hanggang sa bumilis na rin ang paglabas pasok ng daliri niya sa loob ko. Sobrang bilis na halos hindi ko na matugunan pa ang mga halik niya sa akin.

I close my thighs while his hand is still in between as I am reaching my climax.

“Ah!” I moaned when I reached my climax. Tinanggal niya agad ang kumot dahilan para maramdaman ko ang lamig. Isang pahid ang ginawa sa aking gitna ng palad niya bago siya pumatong sa akin at hinawakan ang p*********i niya.

I swallowed a bit as I watched Rancel holding his manhood, directing it to my core. Bumigat ang paghinga ko at napahawak sa kanyang balikat sa biglaan niyang pagpasok. Kung kanina ay marahan siya, ngayon ay nabawasan na iyun.

He kissed my breasts and sucked my n****e. I saw him lick it first before putting it inside his mouth and sucking hungrily. Uminit ang katawan ko habang pinapanuod siyang gawin iyun. It was slippery, the reason why I could hear sounds each time he thrust his erect manhood inside me.

“I’ll c*m inside you,” he whispered while pumping deeper and harder. “Is it okay?”

“Ginawa mo na kanina, magtatanong ka pa.”

He chuckled and kissed my ear. Bumilis ang kanyang paglabas pasok sa aking p********e, it was me first who reached another climax. Kalaunan ay sumunod si Rancel, I felt his liquid fill inside me. It even went from down to dripping on my thighs.

“Aaaah!” he let out a moan and sighed in relief. He didn't leave under me and stayed there for a while. Planting small kisses and rubbing my body gently with his hands. “You should rest.”

Natawa ako.

“Totoo na ba yan?”

Narinig ko ang pagngisi niya. Mahigpit akong niyakap.

“Totoo na. I am letting you rest. Mamaya naman paggising mo.”

I playfully slapped his shoulder. Nagpakawala lang ito ng malakas na tawa. I fell asleep in his arms. On our first night together, never thought I would finally sleep with him in one bed. And will wake up beside him. I am so excited. And happy.