Warning: Suicide
Please don't read this part if it'll trigger something, save yourself from bad/negative thoughts. I'm not promoting. You know the right and wrong, good and bad. Look at the lesson, uki.
This is after the hospital scene.
Kabanata 32:
Gumawa ng ingay sa sahig ang paghila ko ng upuan papunta sa aking kwarto. Dalawang araw na simula nang malaman kong wala na ang baby ko, hindi ko matanggap at hindi ko kayang tanggapin lalo't sa gano'n paraan siya nawala sa akin.
Hindi ko alam kung karma ko ba iyon? Karma ko kasi ginusto ko siyang alisin noong una kaya tuluyan na siyang inalis sa akin?
The man I trusted the most, betrayed me. He turned into everything he said he'd never be.
I hate him for ruining everything we had but I hate myself too for depending my happiness to him.
