Poems

I've learned to say No Not because I disagree, But because I've chosen to Protect myself from the danger that is to come. You may think me of being defiant, An insurgent, but I am Only trying to turn my No to a shield. A shield to wear when you come with Your battle of inevitable. I learned that the more I say No And stand with it, I'm telling myself I get power over myself. I battle between the choices of either Being subjected to a relationship where only One has the upper hand, or one where We'd both work hand-in-hand. I do things to please, you, Hide my bad habits, to be "Perfect" for you I didn't know you were supposed to Love me with them. So now, Now I've got a better choice It's either I fight back even if you'll leave, or I don't. But you'll leave either way. It's a fixer-upper, These kinda things won't last. You won't be here for much longer You won't run with me a second lapse So it's time for this choice And I choose the lesser evil. Even if it'll hurt me still But you left me, no choice.