Pregnant with the Bad Boy

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“Now… we do nothing.”

He smiled at my obvious confusion as he pulled me up to the couch and back down into his arms, I stiffened at his closeness, it burned in every part of me that I wanted him and I sighed as I knew it was no use yet, I didn't want to do the same thing to him as last time.

I sat curled up on him with my legs to the side on the couch and had my arm around his neck so I could be as close as I possibly could, it felt safe to sit here as we only had the sound of each other's breathing to listen to.

We had been sitting like that for a while when I smiled at him as he turned his face towards me, I was so close now, I leaned over and kissed him gently to which he responded just as softly, and I pulled back and smiled happily into his mysterious eyes.

“I don't know what I've done to be lucky enough to meet you.” I gratefully whispered the words as he just looked down for a few seconds and smiled as if he knew something I didn't know.

“I don't believe in luck Jennifer, but I'm glad you showed up in my life.” He ran his finger over my face, and I felt the tingling down my spine again, I touched his nose with my own and he smiled beatifically now as I sighed happily at being here and feeling peace.

 “I'm just happy to be here with you.” I leaned closer and kissed him again and he put his hand on my cheek and caressed it tenderly, I enjoyed every second of his touch and closed my eyes for a few seconds, all of me was hot and I never wanted to let go of him.

He kissed me again and I tilted my head back, not wanting to move too fast, for both of us as I turned my head up and looked at him thoughtfully.

“How did you know about the meat?” I looked at his calm face with laughter as he looked at me with his beautiful eyes and said in a confident voice.

“I rarely do anything without knowing what I'm getting into.” There was a gleam in his eye as he brought his hand down to my waist and down to my stomach where he stopped, it felt warm against me even though I had a knitted sweater between us and gasped briefly at his movement.

“I know it's a strange place we're in but I'm going to do everything I can for you Jennifer, and your child.” He smiled now as I blinked stupidly as I felt I was about to cry and he looked at me with his wonderful smile.

“I said I accepted it and I am a man of my word.” He looked seriously into my eyes as I nodded in understanding, I just didn't understand how I could deserve him when he was all I needed and then some, all I did was talk about Dylan and cried.

“I wish I could give you back as much as you give me Grant...” I looked tearfully at his sympathetic face as he smiled now and pulled me closer.

“You give me enough. “I smiled gratefully as he kissed me again and I sank into his arms, why was I already tired too? It was the middle of the day? I blinked a few times sleepily at his beaming eyes as he stroked my hair and I fell asleep before I knew what had happened.

It was probably several hours after I woke up in the big bed that he had carried me to. I smiled happily, of course. I looked around, I knew my mother would be worried by now if I did not come home and I slowly got up from the comfortable bed and got up on the shiny floor and went quietly out and came out into the great hall, he was sitting there with his back to me, he had a laptop in front of him and a lot of paper, I stood still and watched his movements, it sucked in me to see him as he moved over the papers and the computer before he took the mug of coffee and drank, I just wanted to stand there and never ruin this moment when he looked so focused and I felt my heart beat faster when I saw him, I smiled stupidly to myself, he was really perfect and I wanted him to be my.

I stunned my hand over my mouth silently over what I had realized, I was not going to say anything, to go slowly I had promised myself, I smiled stupidly again at him, but he was so perfect and so loving that I never wanted to be without him.

He turned and saw me; I felt the blood flow straight to my cheeks as he smiled tired but happy at me and I stood silly as if I did not dare go to him.

“Hello.” I said the words shyly as he did not answer but just stretched out his arm towards me I had almost run the last steps and thrown myself into his arms as he kept me calm with one arm and I had my arms around his neck.

“Was that so dangerous?” His eyes gleamed as I shook my head, I felt ridiculous where I stood and admired him from a distance.

I let go of his neck and smiled foolishly at his confident look that looked at me admiringly.

“I did not want to disturb you, you looked so concentrated…” I left the piece that I realized that I wanted him and that he made me whole again.

He laughed and I pulled my hand over his face, it was rough over the cheek, and I felt the small hairs that were left after shaving.

-you never bother me Jennifer… his eyes were honest, and I smiled at his own smile as he kissed me tenderly on the lips.

“Did you sleep well? I did not want to wake you, but I contacted your mother and said that you stayed here tonight.” He smiled again and I raised my eyebrows in surprise, had he really talked to my mom? And she would have been okay with that? I looked thoughtfully at what he said, and he wanted me to stay here?

“How did you get her to agree to that?” I laughed and he just looked at me with his charming look that could make anyone melt.

“Not so much, mostly just that you slept and that I would drive you home tomorrow.” He looked at me as if it had not been such a big thing when I dragged my fingers over his chest and laughed again.

“She likes you.” He looked pleased with my answer as I hung over his arm and looked at his laptop, tables, calculations and statistics, I quickly looked at them and looked at his amused face.

“Everyone likes me.” I laughed even more at his confident answer, he was really so calm whatever I said to him when I sat down at the other chair and looked longingly at the coffee, and he pulled it away when he saw where I had looked.

“Forget it.” he laughed as I put my hands against my head and leaned forward on my elbows and putted my mouth.

“Joy-killer” He just laughed more, and I smiled at his laugh, it was wonderful.

I just looked at him now silly again before I realized what I had done and blinked to snap out of it, slowly Jennifer, slowly. I repeated the words inside as he stood up and walked around the island towards the double doors, I watched in amazement as he took out a plate and placed it in front of me, it looked heavenly with pasta and some scramble.

“Hungry?” He said the words teasingly when I nodded eagerly and he set it in the microwave, I weighed more on the elbows when I realized I had nothing with me to sleep in, or toothbrush, I did not want to sleep in underwear as I in all probability did not could stop myself from having s*x with him.

He placed the plate in front of me and I received the fork with a smile before I without elegance put as much as I could in my mouth and enjoyed the wonderful taste that filled my mouth as he only looked at me as I ate.

“What?” I looked at him innocently with pasta left in my mouth as he just shook his head and laughed softly at my table manners when I stuffed another bite.

“You are the first woman I have seen eat with so much passion.” I rolled my eyes, if I was the first, I do not know what those women had lived on.

“They were not pregnant, I guess?” I laughed when he faded a bit from my words I immediately regretted, why did I say such stupid things? He had barely swallowed that I was pregnant, and I was already sitting joking about it all as if it were not a big deal.

“One of them was it.” he smiled sadly now, his whole body looked ruined as my throat laced with his words, I knew nothing about his past, but he knew a lot about me, I was really stupid.

“Grant… sorry…” I put down the fork and sought his gaze that rested on the counter now as I stretched and put my hand on top of his fingers.

“How could you know that, Jennifer?” he looked up now and tried to hide the sadness that was over his face and I felt how it hurt in the chest to see him on me like that.

“I always say stupid things, I'm going to be quiet now.” I shyly pulled my hand to him as he stopped me with his own now and smiled reassuringly at me.

“Never stop saying what you want, I think it's one of your most fascinating traits.” His eyes were a little brighter now and I breathed out that he did not look as devastated, it must have been, so I looked half the time I was not with him.

I was silent for a while and picked up the fork again when he sat on the side of me and looked at the laptop again, I said nothing about it, just let him sink into what he was doing again, it felt good to just sit here with him next to me and just eating, a little slower now that I did not want to ruin the atmosphere between us.

Eventually the plate ran out and I quickly took it around, rinsed it and put it in his dishwasher as I had seen him do earlier today, I saw that he glanced at me from what he was doing and I swallowed, I wish I had never said anything, I did not want to see him sad, but I also want to know what had happened in his past.

I still said nothing, he had to tell himself when he wanted, we had not known each other long enough because I felt safe enough to ask questions about things he obviously suffered from.

“Do you want me to stay?” I watched nervously as he looked up from what he was doing and smiled at me as he had never had a trace of sadness in his brown eyes a while ago.

“Of course, Jennifer.” he got up now and walked around towards me as I screwed me shyly as he pulled me into his arms before I had time to think more about whether I dared to touch him or not and I took a deep breath as I had my arms around his waist and leaned my head against his chest heavily.

“I want you to stay.” His voice was longing now, and I opened my eyes and looked up into his warm eyes that looked at me calmly again.

“Good, because I do not want to go…” I pushed myself up and kissed his wonderful lips softly and he smiled and stroked me lightly over my hair softly while my heartbeat faster by his closeness, he must have felt it when he looked at me tenderly and released me slowly.

“You do not make it easy for me, you know?” he laughed now that I had already felt his hard-on against me, and I smiled guiltily, I so wanted to be with him, I just did not want to disappoint him again.

“We can try again If you want to?” I looked questioningly up at his face which had desire in it but he just laughed and smiled at me as he took my hand and led me to the bedroom and I swallowed hard from my own excitement, it was not easy for me either.”

we do not die from waiting.” He walked into one of the walls after releasing me and I stared in amazement at how he moved an entire wall aside and revealed a huge walk-in closet that was bigger than my room at home and went in and started unbuttoning his sleeves on his perfect white sales shirt , I stood breathless, it was like he was doing the sexiest thing I had ever seen when he confidently took and unbuttoned the leftover buttons that were left before he pulled it off and put it in a laundry bag that was on the side and suddenly looked up at me where I stood knee weak and trembling from what I had seen, damn what I wanted him, I wanted to feel every part of his handsome body that revealed itself in the white wifebeater he was wearing underneath.

He just smiled broadly at me when I did not know where to go and I sat down on the bed, he would drive me crazy by just standing there and looking so damn confident.

“Are you okay Jennifer?” he chuckled now, happy that I was as desperate as he was when he pulled off his shirt, his shoes which he put back among the others and pulled off his trousers, I gasped at his undressed profile, no he was not like Dylan which was more or less just muscles but he was wide around the shoulders and he had a well-shaped body with toned arms and legs of muscles, he would have no problem getting any woman with it.

I sighed heavily when he put on a pair of black pyjama pants and I sat dreamily and admired his chest that had hair on it, Dylan did not, I almost think he removed it himself but Grant he was just a man straight off, I loved every second of it.

 He took off the watch he was wearing and put it back in a box that was one of many on a shelf further up before he turned to me again and looked at me with his burning hot eyes, I ignored everything, I wanted to have him, more than I ever wanted before.

“You make it hard for me Grant…” I sighed as I still devoured every inch of his body with my eyes.

“Good.” He laughed and turned off the light before stepping out again and closing the wall behind him as I sat with my legs crossed and tried to ignore the burning heat that looked up over my body from seeing him stand there being so handsome, I put my head against my one hand, this was going to be a long hard night for me.

He took my hand and pulled himself up towards me and every part of me that touched his naked skin felt like it was vibrating, I licked my lips, I did not even try to hide that I wanted him when he already saw it on me so well.

he pulled me out towards the big hall where I saw something that had not been there before, a hanger with plastic over it and he went forward and picked it up, examined it as if it was something he had been waiting for all along.

I looked confused when he gave it to me with a smile and I confusedly accepted the garment and looked at it, it was a nightgown, but it did not look like my old ones that I had, I removed the plastic and pulled my fingers over the thin fabric that felt like silk under my light touch. I looked up in shock at his satisfied smile as I held it up in front of me, it was beautiful, I did not know that things you slept in could be so beautiful.

“Do you like it?” Hans still looked pleased at how I stood and caressed the dark blue fabric and admired the light glossy creation in front of me.

“Are you kidding me?” I looked at it in horror and immediately had a bad conscience, it looked expensive, had he got it just for me? or was it something an old girlfriend had left here?

 I looked around quickly, but I knew there was no trace of anyone else here, not even himself in the flawless apartment.

“Grant, I can’t have it, it's way too much.” I tried to give it back as he backed up and held up his hands as if it would not happen.

“it's your Jennifer, and it's for my sake, because if you sleep without something I will not be able to keep my promise to you.” It glistened in his eyes as I pulled it back towards me, it was beautiful, and it was probably the most expensive garment I had ever worn ironically.

“For your sake then…” I smiled slyly when he laughed and he showed me towards the bathroom, I went quickly in and lit up, it was huge in here with, there was a big bath with jacuzzi, a whole wall that seemed to be a shower and a long-marbled bench in white with two sinks in it, I approached it as it had a large mirror that ran along the entire wall.

I stood and looked around for a while and marvelled at everything, this was far from Dylan's small bathroom where you had to squeeze into the shower. I dismissed the thought quickly as I did not want to be sad, screw him, I was here with Grant, and he was wonderful.

I laughed when there was a toothbrush there, he really left nothing to chance that man, I pulled on the toothpaste next to and brushed thoughtfully as I looked around, he had known I would sleep over? Or why was it all here? or had he planned it?

I smiled when I had a strong suspicion that he had never thought that I would go home tonight, it tickled the thought of being so close to him without clothes, or at least with less.

I rinsed my mouth and pulled at one of the ridiculously soft towels, never that he washed them himself, I stroked the well-pressed towel and hung it back as nicely as I could.

I pulled off my sweater and wondered if I should keep the bra but after a few seconds of deliberation I unbuttoned it, he had already seen my naked, so it did matter if I was bare under the beautiful nightgown, he had acquired for me half-naked, only it was completely crazy when I pulled off my pants and the terrible socks and reminded me to never borrow anything from my sister again.

There I stood, barefoot and naked besides my panties and quickly pulled on the midnight blue nightgown that lay so softly on my skin that I barely felt it, I looked at myself, it looked good on me, the colour suited me perfectly, so my hair looked carbon black towards my faded complexion that the summer was over.

It ended right at my knees, and I slowly pulled over the beautiful fabric, it would have been nice enough to go to the ball within my eyes, Grant would probably just laugh at me if he had heard what I was thinking.

My breasts were bigger with realized and laughed low to myself; it was probably one of the silver linings with my otherwise least complicated pregnancy.

But I did not feel like any girl that Dylan had left pregnant now, I felt like a powerful woman who stared firmly back in the mirror with my sharp green eyes that could do what she wanted where I stood now.

I picked up my clothes and put them on the side of the sink, it must have been a problem for tomorrow when I turned off the light and opened the door.

He was not left to my disappointment when I stepped out and walked slowly across the beautiful wooden floors, it felt like a dream that I was here after everything that had happened, all the days I lay and wanted to die and now I felt more alive than ever, and all was Grant's merit.