Pregnant with the Bad Boy

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I had fallen asleep sometime around the ungodly hours of the night and I was dead tired when his alarm rang at seven o'clock, I blinked sleepily when he was already awake and I moaned, seriously, was he a morning person? I pulled my hand over his back and crawled up behind him and put my arms around his neck and lay on him for a few seconds, I had had a horrible night, the only thing that had made me not panic was when I had laid down me in his arms and he had dragged me into sleep as he unknowingly knew I needed his closeness.

“Good morning.” I let him go as he pulled me close to him and kissed me lightly on the mouth, I closed my eyes and was moved by his touch before he let me go and smiled happily at me, I still had a bad conscience that I had cried yesterday but I did not want to start the day of pulling up something that I knew would only make me cry again, I did not want to be sad all the time.

“Good morning…” he looked at me that I had not slept I could already see that he was starting to look anxious, and I sighed and sat on my knees in bed where he sat on the side ready to get up.

“Sorry… for yesterday, I feel awful…” I looked sad and he took my hand and caressed it slowly with his thumb as he looked into my sad eyes with his own understanding.

“I'm going to stick around, okay?” He smiled at me, and I breathed harder from his words, how did he know exactly where it hurt me the most?

“You can’t know that…” I looked away, I didn’t trust at all what he said, and it was not even his fault, it was the man before him who had made me believe in everything and then let me down.

“I know.” his voice was so sure that I got tears in my eyes again, I so wanted it to be true, but no one could know what the future held for us.

“I'm afraid.” I said the words honestly when he nodded as he had already understood it and I sighed, of course he had, I did not hide what I felt, or rather I did not know how to do it.

“it's okay to be scared, I am too.” he laughed now as if it were a joke and I looked sceptically at his smile, he did not look scared anywhere, rather the opposite he looked like the most confident man on this earth.

“Are you?” I watched as he stood up and dragged another wall to the side, of course, he had another bathroom that was his own, I smiled faintly my everything as he just continued as nothing had happened between us, as if I had not cried for that I confessed my feelings to him.

“I'm terrified, I mean I got drunk for almost two weeks straight when you said you were pregnant. He pulled off his pants and I got a sting of bad conscience, I had not known about it, I had as usual only thought of my own suffering, as usual.

He sighed when I realized that he was not very proud of that bit, even though it sounds like something an ordinary person would react if they heard the same thing he had received.

“I know we don’t have had the easiest start Jennifer, but I will do everything to make it work, because I want you with me. he actually looked a bit embarrassed now that I sat by myself with tears in my eyes and held my breath over what he had just told me, I liked him so much that it hurt me when he said things that I knew was my fault that he suffered.

“I want to be with you so much Grant… but I am so confused, I hate that I am like this…”

 I sighed and pulled my legs used to me and put my head on my knees, a position had had too much the last time, he went back to me, and I leaned against his body as he put his arm around me and I looked shyly at his amazing, wonderful understanding eyes, I did not make it easy for him, God knows.

“But I will get better, I will really try to give us a chance.” I now smiled at him, and he kissed me on the forehead and pulled himself up and I put my arms around him.

“I'm asking for nothing more.” His words were comforting, and I closed my eyes, if he was not the most perfect man on earth I would not know.

“I was going to take a shower…” he let go and looked at me, so I giggled, he did not budge on bit from his routines with anything it seemed like while I barely got out of bed some days.

“Was it an invitation?” I pulled closer as his eyes gleamed and I laughed as he lifted me up and carried me into the bathroom gently while I laughed out loud as he sat me down, his bathroom was big with, not like the one out there but much bigger than mine at home when I looked around wide-eyed, here there were actually traces that someone was living on the floor, I was impressed.

We said nothing more and I just looked at him with love in my eyes as I pulled off the beautiful nightgown and let it fall on the floor so I stood naked under his admiring gaze before he grabbed me and kissed me hungry this time then I moaned from feeling his mouth against me and his hands on my breasts before he lifted me up in his arms and I put my legs around his waist and kissed him quickly over the neck and neck so I felt him getting hard under me and I gasped until he bit me lightly in the ear, so he was not only tender and gentle, I pressed hard against his crotch and whispered horse in his ear what I wanted.

“take me here, against the bench” I looked meant at the long marble slab with the mirror behind him when he sat me up quickly without hesitation before he bumped into me, I sounded loud, this was not like yesterday when he had been patient and easy, this was hungry and lustful and I could not help but think it was sexy as he held my legs and I moaned loudly that he pushed himself into me where I sat, this was what I was used to , wild and passionate, where I ignored if the whole world saw what I was doing because I was too tangled in the man in front of me.

He felt that I had started to tense my legs and smiled a satisfied smile as I leaned up and moaned loudly at the orgasm that shot over me so I trembled as he pulled me up towards him I saw I gasped that he was still holding up me and I wrapped my legs around him again and moved over him until his breathing became heavier and I kissed him when he came and I pulled my hand along his sweaty face and kissed him lightly again before he sat me down and leaned tired the same bench that I got on with both hands and tilted my head down, I wanted to sit down if it were not for the fact that we were in a bathroom and I leaned wearily against the beautifully tiled road behind me.

“Are you okay?” I looked at him anxiously as I had started to be able to speak normally again and he nodded from where he was before he got up and I reached for him and he received me in his arms, I closed my eyes and listened to his breathing which lasted to calm down when I got worried, what if he thought I was too much? or maybe too bold? Not because this was dangerous, but I didn’t know what he thought about it.

“Grant… are you okay? What happened?” I must have looked really worried when he broke out in a laughing that revealed that he did not think I was weird at all.

“Jennifer, I'm ten years older than you, you do not think I'm just tender and careful, do you?” He said my words from yesterday sly and I was ashamed, of course he had been with more women than me, I do not know what I had thought would happen.

“I did not mean to offend you…” I bit myself in the lip, I was so damn stupid, of course he had more experience than me, I was a virgin in his eyes in comparison for sure.

He saw that I became insecure as he pulled his sweaty arms around me and whispered quietly so his lips touched my earlobe and gave me shivers along my spine again.

“I can f**k you just as hard as you want…” he smiled deviously at me when I shook my legs, I clung to him weak from what he had said, I hated myself for it but I loved it how awful it than was.

“Grant…” I gasped at his words and felt completely myself again when he laughed at my weakness and pulled me closer and kissed me lightly on the mouth to my disappointment.

“You didn’t lie when you said you were in on everything?” His eyes were half serious, half worried when I just looked at him in embarrassment, maybe he thought I was not attractive anymore now that I had shown my true colours.

“No…” I looked down, I had not loved everything but overall I was part of everything that Dylan had done, he was not a monster that Grant had thought.

“Are you okay with that? that I'm not as innocent as you thought?” I whispered the words as he just smiled and pulled up my face, so he looked me straight in the eye with his own warmth that always shone so strong when they looked at me.

“You're innocent Jennifer, trust me.” He kissed me again and I was surprised when he turned on the shower and pulled me into it before I had time to say anything more about it, he thought I was innocent? I looked at him sceptically as the water poured down on us like a summer rain, I watched in fascination for a few seconds as he soaped himself in and I admired his body even though I had already seen it several times by now, he was so damn sexy.

Hans saw that I was looking at him, I wanted to ask what he meant when I instead gasped as he pulled me in front of him so he stood completely behind me pressing his front against my back and drew his hands against my arms and dripped soap on my breasts before he fondled his hands over them gently so I could barely breathe over how good it felt over how his fingers massaged over them and around the n*****s so I moaned from his hands moving purposefully over me, over my neck, my collarbones and out towards my arms so I shudder then he pulled my arms up and stroked his hands down my chest before stopping briefly over my waist and stroking gently with his fingers over my stomach so I smiled in the middle of my excitement over his gentle touch of me as he just looked at me tenderly before his hands continued further down towards my hips and I was shaking now and just when I thought he was going to come down to my thighs he pulled his hands towards my ass and caressed it with his firm hands and saw on me where I was about to lose my footing over how he moved me, he was right, I was innocent in his eyes as I had never been touched in the way he moved me.

“Do you remember when I said there are more than s*x?” I nodded aimlessly as his eyes looked at me slightly amused in the mirror over my shock of his hands over me, it felt absolutely incredible just as he touched me, and I never wanted him to let go.

“Grant…. I…” my lips trembled so much that I could not get the words out as he just looked amused at my inability to speak or even move me without shaking at this point as he pulled his hands back and forth towards my thighs and I was shaking hard now by his touch, I had a hard time getting air it felt like when he drew his hands inwards so they were on the inside of my thighs and whispered in my ear confidently as I breathed heavily of what he did to me and rested with his head against his neck and collarbone.

“or if you want I can just bend you down and f**k you when I feel like it?” I gasped at his words, he sounded so hard as his voice had been so soft before and I shook my head at his question, never, I wanted him to move me more as he laughed low at my answer and moved his hands methodically around mine thighs and up against my crotch without even touching it as I gasped for every time he came close and I leaned hard on him now unable to get up soon when he fingers finally touched me lightly on the outside and I moaned when he put one arm over me as I writhed anxiously over his hand, I barely saw anything in front of me anymore, the whole room felt like it was a fog and he fingers against me was the only thing in the whole universe when my body was already tense hard back as he caressed me calmly and I tensed my legs that were about to disappear under me when he caught me when I screamed loudly over the shock that rolled over me, it did not feel as usual but still as if I was about to die when I fell helplessly in hop on him and he held me up safely when I finally opened my eyes and blinked, I do not know what had happened but whatever it was I wanted more of it.

“Okay what the hell was that?” I looked wildly at his calm face as I still trembled over what he had done to me as he smiled back at me in the mirror with his most confident smile that could make me melt at any moment.

“Ten years of experience sweetheart.” I laughed at his confident way of talking, but he could stand it too as I slowly took a step and still felt dizzy as he turned me slowly and I hung helplessly on his neck and smiled gratefully over his support.

“You are really sexy Grant…” I kissed him on the cheek so he laughed at me and blinked quickly when I let go of his neck and sat down tired on the floor, I could not stand up anymore.

“Are you okay?” He immediately looked worried as I waved his hand and he pulled me up again and turned off the shower.

“I just think my lack of sleep…” I smiled weakly and yawned, he had taken my last strength with his magic hands which now lay guided me back to bed and he laid me down, it may have been the cutest thing I have been through.

“Sleep, I'm telling your mother you'll come home later.” He pulled his thumb over my hand and kissed me on the forehead, I mumbled something to him before I closed my eyes and slept like a rock.