I drove the last bit towards the farm, I would have to refuel later to be able to take myself back as I turned in from the road and up towards the house that stood there in the dark and towered up against me, I did not know what to expect me anymore, not after she threw me out when I defied her, again. I sighed and stopped in front of the house, she was probably asleep as I opened the car door and stepped out slowly and closed the door softly and looked up at the porch where I had been through so much in such a short time, I hated being here every second, but I had nowhere else to go, and I wanted to talk to her. I took the first steps of the stairs when I saw scared as the door opened and she stood there staring at me and looked as scared as I felt. “Mom…” my voice was small, I j

