Damn you Jennifer. I thought the words hard as I walked heavily from his door and slowly down the stairs and I did not want to look up to see if he was standing there but I did it anyway and it cut even deeper when he was not there and I lowered my head destroyed and pulled his hands over his mouth where he had kissed me, I had to stop myself several times from just turning around and running back to him when I had reached the gate and I opened the door slowly and went in and stood there and had my hand on the handle still when dad came down from the stairs and I did not look at him as he went down slower and just looked at me where I shook my head and hid my hair in front of him. “Jenni?” He came down the last bit and stepped over the baby gate, as I still could not look at him whe

