Chapter 1
I'm still laying in my bed, it is a cold winters morning. Just strolling trough my messages, but not really reading them. There is just too much on my mind right now, I've got this unbearable pain inside of me that I truly don't know how to handle how to deal with something like this. I think I just need a true friend someone who really listens someone that really cares.
But just then I received a message reading....
"Hi Tracey, I know you're going through a lot right now, and that I most probably are the last person you want to talk to. But I'm just really concerned about you and wanted to find out if you're coping and how you're holding up?
Sorry if this was a unpleasant time
Love Daniel "
Now I'm sitting with this message in my hand I know his intentions is good and true but I don't know if I'm up to chatting to anyone right now, me and Daniel know's each other for quite a long time but not really knowing each other's ins and outs . I guess what I'm trying to say is that we we're friends with friends we always came together as a group but me and him we never had one on one conversations with each other, and I never really had any interest in him except for that one day a few years ago when he made me feel like a queen on a houseparty with some of our friends, but that also past after a while .
So I decided maybe he's just trying to be a friend, and I replied.....
"Hi, Daniel.
Thank you so much for your concern, things are not great but I'm sure you knew that already. I'm taking it day by day, but I'm holding it together.
Hope you're doing well.
Tracey."
Well people can be so heartless and emotionless sometimes, they will send you a text cause they feel they need to,show they care. But that's just it. If that's the case they don't really care.
I suppose I must stop fighting with my own thoughts and get myself up from this bed and start the day before my own head drives me crazy.
Just as I put the phone on the night stand to get out of bed I receive another message from Daniel.....
" Tracey, I'm glad to hear that you're doing good under circumstances, please don't hesitate to call me if you ever need anyone to talk to.
And please know I'm not texting you because I feel I have to I'm really doing it out of my heart, and I really care for you. So please know that I'm just a text away.
Love Daniel."
WHAT, f**k if I didn't knew any better I would have thought that this dude is reading my f**king mind he wrote the exact thing I was thinking. How do I reply to that, I'm to scared to think about it know.
Just to be save I'll keep it short and sweet.....
"Hi Daniel.
Thank you so much I'll definitely keep that in mind ,have a lovely day hope you're doing great.
Tracey. "