《He who faded》

Summer will come again and again, and those who are meant to meet will meet again. My name is Wang Yining. Today is my ex-husband's death anniversary, and I bought him a bouquet of his favorite azaleas. The weather was clear, the breeze gently blew my hair, and the autumn leaves around me fell from the branches and fluttered. Just so quiet. Her eyes gradually became uncontrollable as she looked at the photo on the tombstone next to her. That was my ex-husband's white moonlight. Everything seemed to be arranged. They are the protagonists, and she is just an ordinary passerby, like a clown. * Seven years ago… "Yining, it's time for you to get married." "Is there anyone you like?" The 20-year-old Wang Yining has a man she has always loved in her heart. She used to be brave and chose what she thought was love regardless of everything, but in the end, she was the one who was hurt the most. "Dad" "Hmm?" The man put down what he was holding. "Can I decide my own marriage?" The girl's bright eyes were full of expectation. As soon as she finished speaking, the man looked at her in silence for a while. Just when she thought it was about to end, the man said in a steady voice, "It's okay, but it has to be a good match." A good match? Now that I think about it, it would have been better if I had really married the one my father had arranged for me. "Who is he in your mind?" "It's...Liu...Yunrui." The girl looked a little shy. Liu Yunrui? The man frowned slightly, slowly sat up and thought. Wang Yining saw his expression and thought he was dissatisfied, so she hurried to his side. "Dad, he is a very good man," Wang Yining gently shook his arm. She seemed to have thought of something and said, "He is the eldest son of a wealthy family and the founder of Corning." This should be acceptable... * A year later, Wang Yining successfully married Liu Yunrui. The wedding was very nice, beautiful and grand Strangely, this grand and romantic wedding was empty. After the wedding, Wang Yining asked him softly, "Why doesn't Yunrui have any people?" The man frowned, looked at her and said, "Just hold it casually, the people are not important." He didn‘t dare invite anyone because he was afraid that the family of his beloved woman would find out. She naively thought that he was afraid that his enemies would disrupt the wedding. It's so ridiculous. After marriage, they were not very happy but became more and more distant. She is alone all day and night. She pitiful person and he would be happy for a long time just by giving her a look. * After the rain, the sky cleared up. When I woke up in the morning, the sunlight shone through the thick curtains onto the ground. It felt warm and nice. Wang Yining had already prepared breakfast for Liu Qiutianrui and did not rest for a moment. When the last dish was served, the man came downstairs "Morning, I have prepared a lot of delicious food. Would you like to come over and have some?" The girl looked at him sweetly while holding the plate of food, the sunlight shining softly on her. Her long hair was casually tied into a ponytail, her fair face had no makeup on it, only some sweat on her forehead. She was wearing a fluffy sweater and the sunlight shining on her body made her look like a fluffy peach. In a blink of an eye, the girl wanted to become a woman. But it wasn't her. * If you don't give me some face, at least say thank you. The man looked at her indifferently, put on his clothes and went out, leaving Wang Yining with a look of grievance. People say that love turns people into children, but she has never experienced this feeling before. In the end, it was Wang Yining who finished those breakfasts little by little, and the sunlight no longer hit her looking particularly lonely and isolated. nightfall. Wang Yining went back to her room to rest as usual, and as she rounded the corner her afterglow skimmed a door, the material of which looked very special. Something seemed to be drawing her over there somewhere, and her legs went there uncontrollably, reaching out just to open the door. "Stop!" The girl looked back at the sound of it, and the man glared at her with a serious face, his gaze too fierce and merciless to be somewhat intimidating. Gradually her consciousness snapped somewhat she slowly took a few steps back. The man stepped forward and pushed her away with a tone of impatience, "Has no one ever told you that you can't come here?" "Yes, I'm sorry. I forgot my mistake." Carefully bend over and apologize like an outsider. No one had actually told her, it was her own fear that others would be scolded that made her pretend to know everything. But who is there to hearten the self. * Time passes quickly in the blink of an eye three months have passed. In the past three months she had been living worse and worse, arguing with him more and more often about little things, one hurtful word after another, and she had listened to them all. As the saying goes there's no such thing as a nightmare between husband and wife to and now they haven't seen or spoken to each other for two weeks. Now we can't talk anymore. We've been separated since then. Wang Yining sat on the sofa at night she did not turn on the lights, only the weak light of the TV set in front of her hit her face, bizarre and empty eyes. The words of my best friend kept coming back to my mind. "Do you really think you're happy with yourself?" A sudden clap of thunder woke her in her reminiscences, and the woman hastened to close the curtains, turning around with somewhat reddened eyes that betrayed her emotions. A tear crossed his cheek, one after the other. She couldn't hold it any longer and let out a loud cry, slowly crouching on the ground with trembling hands holding herself tight. Crying muffled voice, red and swollen eyes, still slightly trembling hands. She was helpless and powerless. Beside a variety of drugs piled up, the most striking or has been poured out of the sleeping pills, Ansu came in was stunned by the scene, the woman casually leaning against the edge of the couch, the sun hit her plain face, even if the eyes are closed corner of the eye or there is a clear trace of tears. It looked like he was tired and asleep at the end of a big cry. But in An Su's perspective like a suicide, she hurriedly dropped the bag in her hand a gently shook Wang Yining awake. "Ning wake up!" Sensing a familiar scent, the woman slowly opened her somewhat out of focus eyes to see that it was her best friend. "You scared the hell out of me!I thought you ....." Anzu anxiously helped her up and sit down. The two were silent for a long time. "I'm fine... you don't have to worry about me." The woman exited interrupting the silence. "How could I not worry about you..." "It's rare to come back to see you, but it turns out that you ....." Ansu looked at the pile of medicine bottles on the side, and the words that came to her mouth were unwilling to be said. "Ansu." "You said that people who love each other long enough, will it not hurt to separate" "Why do you say that...?" Ansu frowned at her. It turns out that the door he has been unwilling to let me open is a secret hidden in his heart for a long time, it turns out that he will also have someone he loves, it turns out. Seeing that she didn't say anything, Ansu pulled her hand over and said softly, "He is no longer here, you also have to let yourself go" Ansu gently hugged her. Three months ago he died in a car accident, everything came so suddenly, ridiculous? Three months later was her birthday. Everything came too suddenly she can only accept with tears, split up and together can not withstand the parting of life and death. The most ridiculous thing is that his family buried him in a place she did not know, and finally or to the father to help her to know where he was buried. It was a double grave. The other half was not reserved for her, it was reserved for his white moonlight. Wang Yining you are really stupid and pathetic. It turned out that she had to be pushed to this moment only to make her awake. Wang Yining slowly pushed open that door, she walked in step by step, the wall full of photos full of memories. The girl in the photos on the wall smiled brightly and lovely, not only her but also many of their photos together. Campus, college, and one that looked like a wedding photo. One scene after another pierced her heart, she suddenly felt that she was so shameless to interfere in other people's feelings. It turns out that they had agreed to get married after graduating from college, where know that God's will play a trick on people, the girl was also in a car accident and could not be rescued. * Wang Yining helped him lock this room and finally chose to move out of here silently. She will put it down. Should it ....