Chapter One
Chapter OneARTHUR LATIMERE WRITHED on the ground. He clutched a rubber-tipped arrow to his chest as Billy stood over him, gloating. Billy Huff always beat him, he always beat everybody. But Arthur didn’t care, they were 11 years old and the bestest of friends.
When Arthur grew up he would work, like his dad, at the Atomic Test Facility in Mercury, Nevada. It would be dangerous as could be, but the radiation wouldn’t hurt him because of his superhuman ability to withstand its effects. He would glow in the dark, and his friends would avoid him and retreat in awe and horror.
“Arthur Latimere! Billy Huff!” Mrs. Latimere called. “You boys get in this house for dinner!”
Arthur wedged lower as Billy ducked behind a clump of mesquite in the desert. “I can’t, Ma,” Arthur shouted, and clasped the arrow to his chest. “I’m dead!”
“You’re going to be dead if you two don’t get in here and wash up for dinner this minute!”
“Mothers,” Arthur groaned as he climbed to his feet and kicked at the dirt.
When Arthur grew up, no one would tell him what to do or when to do it. He would prospect the desert and discover a cave that would take him down into the underworld. There would be caverns underground and great ogres to defy him. He would thwart them one and all and capture the beautiful queen’s heart and rule her domain with feats of bravery and kindness. And of course he would save a special place for Billy.
Arthur and Billy were inseparable. It didn’t much matter that Billy seemed older and worldlier in his ways. It was the kind of friendship known only to kids, when just sleeping over at each other’s house was enough to make the world a holy, joyous place. It was a triumphant glee, supreme in itself, an intensity reached only when the two were together. Why bonds like that couldn’t last forever was beyond Arthur, but grownups never seemed to have them. Maybe grownups just got too complicated. But that would never happen to Arthur and Billy.
The school year ended and they had the whole summer ahead of them. The desert bloomed and wildflowers peppered the valley. The mesquite and shrubs had turned a bright green and even the cactus had started to blossom. Arthur knew them one and all and had names for each of them.
“Arthur Latimere! Billy Huff!” Mrs. Latimere repeated, and the boys quickened their pace and hurried home.
If they ate quickly, there was still enough daylight to run to the creek and catch lizards. They raced inside and slammed the screen door behind them.
Mrs. Latimere was crying as Billy’s mother held her close in the living room. Arthur’s heart sank. His mother broke into tears without warning. Didn’t she know he had his whole life in front of him? That he would grow up to take care of her?
Gladys Huff flapped her hand to shoo the boys away as Helen Latimere looked up and braved a smile: “You boys wash up. We’re having company for dinner. Mr. McDaniels and his daughter are coming.”
Arthur raced to the bathroom to scrub his face. Patty McDaniels was coming to his house!
“You like her,” Billy teased.
“Who?” Arthur asked.
“Patty McDaniels, that’s who!”
“Nawww.” Arthur waved a dismissive hand. “She’s just a girl.” But the most beautifullest girl in the whole wide world. She would tease him, too, and tell him dark secrets!
Gladys helped Helen with the roast in the kitchen, slicing radishes and pinching parsley to dress the platter.
There was news on the radio about the atom bomb tests in Mercury, Nevada. The 1950s was the black-and-white decade, when radio was more colorful than television. Baby boomers were still babies, Elvis the Pelvis rocked the nation, Rocky Marciano ruled the ring and Mickey Mantle ruled the diamond. And women had that flap covering the crotch on their swimsuits.
“Why do you listen to that tripe?” Gladys marched to the counter and turned off the news.
“Arthur’s father loved the news,” Helen said. “He thought it was educational for Arthur. Besides,” she wrung her hand towel, “it fills up the house a little.”
“Then listen to music,” Gladys said, switching stations.
“I’m not ready for music yet. If I hear Rosemary Clooney singing Tenderly one more time...oh, why am I doing this?”
Gladys wrapped her arms around Helen. “Because you need a break from grieving,” Gladys said. “Now quit your worrying, it’s all very social. My goodness, do you think I’d wish Ben McDaniels on you?” Gladys clasped Helen’s shoulders. “Listen to me. Whatever happens to us, whatever has happened, we’ll always have each other. Our sons are best friends. They have each other and so do we.”
Gladys Huff looked into Helen’s eyes. “You gave me Billy. Oh, his father thought it was all his doing, but it was you Helen, you. Remember how frightened I was? A child was the last thing I wanted. You gave me the strength, and suddenly we were pregnant, and we both had boys.” Gladys extended her forefinger as if flicking a baby boy’s genitals. “My goodness, did you ever imagine those could come from us?”
Helen blushed and covered her mouth. “Gladys, you say the darndest things!”
Soon, widower Ben McDaniels and his beautiful twelve-year-old daughter, arrived. Helen greeted Ben nervously, making a to-do over Patty, to hide her uneasiness. Gladys cooed appropriately then vanished to put the biscuits in the oven.
During dinner, Arthur was so bewitched by the flirtatious young Patty seated across the table that only snippets of conversation registered with him. Never before had he felt so anxious. Patty merely had to glance at him, and his heart pounded like a jackhammer. Once, Patty caught him ogling her, and she winked at him. Twelve years old and she actually winked! Arthur lowered his eyes and nudged his food with his fork. When Arthur turned fifteen he would be bold and brazen and scarred from many dangers and adventures. Patty would kneel at his feet and implore him to notice her.
The grownups’ talk grew animated. Mr. McDaniels was loud and told coarse jokes. Helen Latimere smiled and even laughed once. Arthur kept a watch on old lecherous McDaniels. He didn’t like the way he leered at his mother. Thick matted hair covered Mr. McDaniels’ arms, and Arthur turned away from his heavy grownup breath.
When they finished dinner, Arthur began removing the dishes from the table. “Go outside and have fun,” his mother said.
“Do you want to see our bomb shelter?” Arthur asked Patty. He quivered in anticipation.
“Yes,” Patty sighed, and his skin tingled. The nearest he had been to her before this evening was during one of the “duck-and-cover” drills at school, due to the A-bomb tests and fear of the Russians. During the last drill, something daring came over Arthur. Instead of ducking for cover under his own desk, he dove under Patty’s instead. Patty only giggled and brushed his hand, causing the small hairs on his arm to stand up.
In the cellar, Patty’s mouth fell open in wonderment. Boxes of canned foods, dehydrated rations and survival supplies were piled against the walls. It was really used as Arthur and Billy’s private hideaway. There were throw rugs on the floor and the boys spent hours playing Jim Bowie and Davy Crockett, sliding on the rugs as if gliding on magic carpets.
Billy felt bored and strangely vexed. He felt a sense of trespass with Patty in their midst. “I’m gonna go out and run,” he said, hoping Arthur would follow. But Arthur didn’t.
In this strange way, intentionally or not, Billy always paved the way for Arthur’s great moments. And Billy left to run and chase the stars.
When they were alone, Patty raised her arms and stretched for Arthur. She liked the sensation of his eyes upon her. “I like your bomb shelter,” she sighed as she batted her eyes.
Anything Patty said in her breathy Southern purr was enough to daze and bewilder Arthur. “It’s just a cellar, not really a bomb shelter. Dad liked to call it that.”
Patty pirouetted. “Do you think the end of the world is coming?”
“Do you?”
“I hope not. Not till I grow up, anyway.” Patty twirled another pirouette. “Have you ever kissed under-water?”
“Underwater? No!”
“I have,” she said, twirling again. “Last weekend. We were in the springs and Greg Wilgar swam up to me underwater and kissed me.”
Greg Wilgar? Arthur knew Greg Wilgar, the bully of the schoolyard. He had greasy black hair that was combed in a ducktail, wore jeans with French cuffs and nailed metal wedgies on his shoes. Arthur suddenly disliked him more than ever.
“I didn’t like it,” Patty shrugged. “Not from Greg Wilgar, anyway.”
“Hey, you want to go outside and play with Billy?” Arthur asked.
Something danced in Patty’s eyes. “I think everyone should kiss at least once before they die. Don’t you?”
“Die? Who’s going to die?”
“You’re supposed to close your eyes.”
“Huh?” Arthur said. And just like that Patty kissed him.
It was just a peck, but it made Arthur wobble.
“You’re funny,” Patty giggled and spun on her heels. Arthur’s throat constricted. Arthur knew Billy wouldn’t be so clumsy. He would have stopped her in her tracks or planted a good one on her mouth and scared her half to death.
“Do you like the girls at school?” Patty asked. “I don’t. They’re just girls, you know.”
“I know.” Arthur tried to puff himself up. He walked around the room. “I like playing ball and doing things with the guys.”
“Me, too,” Patty said. “That’s why I can talk to you.”
Arthur didn’t know what to say to this. It was impossible talking to a girl. She kidded Arthur about being so shy, which distressed him even more.
Arthur finally persuaded her to go outside, where Billy was running and throwing rocks in the desert. He stopped here and there to shadowbox the sky, which was ablaze with a zillion stars. Arthur and Patty sat on a log, and Patty talked about being twelve...
Yet, even at twelve, Patty thought of decay. Atomic decay. She knew things would end and she had to prepare. She decided to wear black, no, not wear black, but hoard black. Black in a wardrobe. Her father stocked canned goods in the bathroom. That’s where they would live. She cringed when she thought of having to live there. In the bathroom with Father, she gasped, and she would never go to the bathroom again. First, she would mash his eyes. No, she would hide. So she prepared black. A black skirt, blouse, black shoes, socks and hat. Underpants black. No one would know. She dyed them black and with her other clothes she hid them in a closet to wear when It happened. I will not live in the bathroom...
Pause.
Arthur inched nearer to comfort her, but her eyes came alive and sparkled again with something wild and private and dangerous. She inched the hem of her skirt above her knee, and then reached for his hand. Just then they heard her father and Arthur’s mother come outside. “Time to leave, Patty,” Mr. McDaniels called. Arthur jumped up, both apprehension and awkwardness turning to relief.
Later that night, after the McDaniels had gone home, Billy slipped a towel underneath himself in bed, just as he always did. Arthur was sleeping next to him, dreaming of flying. He flew often when he dreamed, and now he swooped and soared and plummeted pell-mell into the sanctuary of childhood intoxicants. And what vagaries he inhaled from his childhood! The times on the desert dodging tumbleweeds, the carousels, the sudden rainfalls in the desert, and when the skies cleared, how the air smelled of dust and vinegar…as if the Gods were dying Easter eggs!
He also dreamed of the times on his father’s knee, when he promised Arthur he could be an elf. His father’s eyes twinkled as he patiently assured him that the following Christmas they would go to the North Pole. When the spirit grew as Arthur grew, it was postponed another year and still another, until finally there wasn’t any Santa with elves—and there wasn’t even any father.