CHAPTER 1
The echo of that young child's words still resonates within me.
"Old lady," he called to me. This isn't the first time I have heard such a remark, but today it hit me deeper than ever before. In front of the grand golden mirror, I stood, searching for any traces of wrinkles. The toll of relentless work bore heavily on my weary shoulders. I sighed, cursing him under my breath, allowing my frustration to bubble up momentarily.
I know the child had meant no harm, yet the comment strikes a nerve, awakening a vulnerability usually kept concealed. It‘s a reminder of my limitations and the sacrifices I've made to ensure a semblance of stability in my life.
Leaving behind the mirror and the bitter taste of that encounter, I took a deep breath and strengthened myself for the tasks that lay ahead. I can't afford to dwell on such trivial matters for long. There was little time for self-pity when the world demanded my attention.
As the final moments before closing time drew near, I found myself moving through the halls of the top floor, broom in hand. The melodic rhythm from my trusty headphones guided my movements, turning the mundane task into a private dance concert. Suddenly, an unexpected interruption broke the tranquility, a phone call. Curiosity was piqued, for it was common knowledge that calls were rarely made during my work hours. A call from Jocelyn, this is probably about the evening shift.
“Hello? Mrs. Jocelyn “
Jocelyn Adams, a beautiful black woman in her 30s, exuding elegance and grace. Her flawless complexion, complemented by her smooth, rich brown skin. Her deep brown eyes glowed with kindness, captivating those who met her. Her luscious, curly hair framing her face added to her captivating charm. She is the owner of the burger spot where I worked part-time. The seriousness in Jocelyn's voice had made it clear that my presence was compulsory.
“Sure ma'am, I'll be there soon” I said.
“Thanks Luna, Bye! "The call ended abruptly.
I can't blame her because she has been short-staffed ever since the death of her husband.
I hurriedly changed out of my cleaning uniform and into the comfortable attire I wore at the burger joint. There was no time for rest.
I relied on the leftovers from Maya, one of the cooks at the hotel, and energy drinks to keep going. As I stepped out of the hotel, taking in the cool evening air, momentarily soothing my tired soul. The city streets were alive with activity, people rushing to and fro, their faces etched with a sense of urgency much like her own. I blend well into the urban tapestry, a face among many, bearing my burdens hidden beneath a stoic facade.
Normally, after my long shifts, I would head home to the small apartment I call my disguise, but tonight, there was no respite waiting for me there. Arriving at Jocelyn's burger shop, I felt a mix of fatigue and determination.
The delicious aroma of sizzling meat filled the air, mingling with the laughter and chitchat of customers. It was a pleasant change from the solitude of her cleaning job, even if it meant enduring the pressure of working another shift.
“Good evening Mrs. J,” I said as she packed a customer's order with her secret ingredient, her smile.
“Hi Luna” Welcome, we have lots of hungry customers waiting to be fed “ Get to work gurlllll”
Her efforts to sound Gen Z were always fun to watch.
Mrs. Jocelyn saw Luna as brave. She never imagined a twenty-year-old girl taking up the role of the provider at the expense of her desires and aspirations. The kitchen bustled with activity as she prepared orders with efficiency, a skill that improved with overtime practice. Each flip of a burger patty, each swift assembly of ingredients, was proof of dedication and experience. Time seemed to both crawl and sprint simultaneously, as the hours melted away in a blur of motions and tasks. Fatigue threatens to overwhelm me, but I push through, drawing on an inner reserve of strength I had developed over years of relentless work.
At long last, the closing hour is here. My limbs crave rest.
Mrs. Jocelyn always does the high-five ritual after the day's work. It was her own way of building team spirit, I guess. With aching feet and a thankful heart, I bid farewell to Jocelyn and my coworkers, as she handed me a package. She calls it “ J to L burger” . It was her little way of showing love to me aside from my pay.
“Take tomorrow off” Mrs Jocelyn whispers as she hugs me.
“What why but..“ I mumbled.
She interrupts with words that assured me full pay regardless of the day off, hugging me tighter.
As I make my way back home in the quiet of the night, my weariness gives way to a sense of accomplishment. Yes, the burden of multiple jobs was taking its toll on me, and I faced moments of doubt and self-pity, but amidst the exhaustion and sacrifice, there was a soft pride in my ability to shoulder the responsibilities of life .