Princess

Two

It's Monday morning so it means I had to wake up early and get ready to go to that stupid school later.

I hope I could just make a little bit of trouble and learn to control myself as soon as possible tsk but the heck!? Why am I fvcking trying to change myself!? it’s so hard, I can't do it.

hindi ko mapigilang hindi mapasabunot ng mahina sa buhok ko tsk ano ba naman tong ginagawa kong pag papahirap sa sarili ko!? I'm fvcking insane

ng matapos na akong maligo agad kong sinuot ang bago kong school uniform well it's not bad at all para siyang uniform ng anime but I didn't bother to use some stockings maputi naman ang mga paa ko dina kailangan ng stockings besides I look hotter. Hindi na ako nag-abalang mag lagay ng kung ano ano sa mukha ko tsk I’m not like Zian na ang hilig mag lagay ng kung ano anong kolorete sa mukha!

After a while, I’m done so I immediately go down at sumakay na sa sasakyan ko, I didn’t even feel some nervousness habang papunta sa skwelahang yun. Why would I feel nervous anyway? Stupid tsk.

What the f**k is this school!?! masyadong tago, ang daming pasikot sikot na hindi ko na alam kung saan saan basta sinusundan ko lang ang navigator tsk.

You gotta be kidding me. I can't believe this school and yes I’m a fvcking short-tempered. Why Dad didn't tell me how far it is? The hell! I had to call him na pagawan ako ng bahay na malapit lang sa lintik na school na ito.

*ring* *ring*

And speaking of my old father. I grabbed my phone and press the answer button I just put it in my ear and wait until he spoke.

"Hey princess, good morning" seriously what's the f*****g good in the morning!? This morning is a bullshit!

"There's nothing good in this morning dad" walang gana kong sabi yea I’m talking to him like this since ever, I’m talking to everyone like this when I’m at the New York I just don’t know here kung anong klaseng mga tao ang aabutan ko at kung ano ang magiging attitude ko.

"Oh, princess what happened? Your voice says how bad mood you are, is there any problem?" yes! I definitely have a very big problem you old man.

"This school is fvcking far from my condo" walang gana ko paring sabi.

Napahinto ako ng may makita akong parang haunted forest I thought naliligaw ako pero hindi pala kailangan ko pang lumagpas sa walang kwentang bagay nayan! Argh this is really some kind of a s**t!

"What do you want or need princess?" parang nag-aalalang tanong ni dad hays kahit kailan talaga anong akala niya saakin baby na kung makapag-alala siya para namang di naging balibalita sa tv ang taong dahilan ng pag-aalala niya, para naman di kilalang killer tsk isa pang nakakainis sa buhay ko yang social media magbabalita na nga mali pa p*tang*na rin eh no! mukhang wala namang hindi bwisit sa buhay sa mundong to eh tsk.

"Buy me a house near this fvcking school" yan lang ang sinabi ko saka ko agad na inend ang call. Walang galang na kung walang galang I’m like that so you don't fvcking care about it.

Kanina pa ako naiinis na skwelahang ito, yung totoo nasa earth pa ba ‘to oh palabas na ako ng planetang to? bwisit na bwisit na talaga ako! Nawala na lahat ng plano sa utak ko, ang mga gagawin ko

Teka speaking of that shits, ano nga ba yun?

Avoid trouble

Keep calmelax

I must control myself

Just that, but I know I can't avoid trouble because I’m the TROUBLE! And how the heck could I avoid myself!?

After a so long journey, I’d been through papunta sa bwisit na skwelahan na ito nandito narin ako sa wakas sa gate nila. It’s not bad at all besides malaki siya and I like its color, black with matching red, marami naman akong nakikitang studyanteng nag lalakad and I don't fvcking care about them pagpasok ko ng gate, I immediately park my car at may biglang lalaking sumalubong saakin.

"Are you Ms. Shimi?" I gave him a bored look and nod. He get my things and he volunteered to bring those even though it’s just a bag. I didn't argue and just gave it to him, it's time to change Zinne, and it’s time to escape from what and who you really are. It's time to take the new journey of your life without everyone knowing who you are and without everyone watching you.

Kung hindi lang talaga dahil sa hindi ma control ang sarili ko hindi sana ako mapipilitan sa skwelahang ito but I don't have any choice, this is my last chance to be free at last chance na makapagtapos even though I’m hellish, studies are also important to me tsk.

"We're here" I look at the big damn door in front of me and read the stupid thing na nakadikit doon.

'Principal's Office'

Yea great. I'm really here.

kumatok na ang lalaking sumundo saakin atsaka binuksan ang pinto hindi ako nakinig sa usapan nila wala akong pake sakanila.

"Hatid mo na si Ms. Shimi sa room niya, sa Class T-H" nung sinabi yon ng principal halatang gulat na gulat ang lalaking sumundo saakin tsk ugly and stupid guy.

"P-pero—" hindi ko na narinig ang sinabi niya I grab my bag and walk out ang dami pa kasing satsat kung ayaw niya di wag I can find that stupid classroom by myself.

I didn't ask anyone where the hell is that room, I don't need help just to find a piece of cake.

I saw an elevator so I use it, hindi ko alam kung alin ang pipindutin ko pero agad ko din namang nakita ang lalaking sumundo saakin kanina atsaka siya sumakay ng elevator, poker face ko lang siyang hinarap saka ko kinuha ang ear phone ko at nilagay sa tainga ko.

*ting*

Agad na akong lumabas ng libutin ko ng tingin ang buong lugar kung titignan niyo ako parang wala lang saakin pero sa kaloob looban ko naubos ko na ata lahat ng mura sa mundong to! What kind of school is this!? ako ba pinaglololoko ng mga siraulong to? This part of the school was so dirty and has a very bad smell, the heck! Sa lahat ng gusto ko sa mundong to yun ay ang MALINIS! fvck this s**t!

medyo malayo layo ang nilakad namin walang ibang room dito sadyang pader lang ang makikita at sa pinakadulo may pinto sa tingin ko yun na ang impyernong room ko.

"We’re here"

nasa labas palang kami pero sobrang ingay na ng naririnig sa loob argh! sa lahat ng ayaw ko ang MAINGAY! lahat ata ng ayaw ko nasa school na to! Or the worst part is nasa room na 'to!

Pinihit ko na ang doorknob at talagang punong puno na nga talaga ng mura ang kaloob looban ko.