Princess

One

Hela's POV

Name: Zinne Shimi

Birthdate: January 17 , 1999

Age: 17 y/o

Sex: Female

Status: Single

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So ‘yan ang dadalhin kong pangalan? Psh, they just changed my name but not my birthdate and something etcetera.

"Queen aalis kana ba talaga?" I look at Sam when she asked that. She already knew my answer, I need to leave for Pete’s sake.

I need to leave the place and those people that I don't fvcking want to leave but I have no choice, I definitely did the thing that I wouldn't suppose to do, and I also want to change.

A lot of people know me as the most fearless, heartless, hellish girl that ever existed on this planet. I don't want to be like this but no one can stop me. It all started when my parents were gone. I'm living now with my uncle that I used to call dad ever since my parents' death.

I know it's hard for me to change but duh I won't change and technically be kind, helpful, loving, respectful tsk those were fvcking no found in my vocabulary when I said I’ll change yes I will but not like that, I’m still a trouble maker and I can't help to get out of the trouble, I love trouble and everyone knows that.

All I want to change is the hellish me the heartless and fearless demon inside me, I don't want to kill anymore, I don't want to make someone’s life 50/50 anymore. I realize that it's so damn hurt na mamatayan kasi naranasan ko ng mamatayan then I realize what those people I’ve intentionally killed felt and I know how it hurts, the pain, and the sadness malamang sa malamang sino ba naman ang hindi malulungkot pag namatayan tsk stupid.

Pero hindi parin mag babago ang emotionless na ako, ang pagiging wala masyadong kibo, tipid kung sumagot, at tipid kung mag salita maliban nalang kung naiinis ako o kung nag paplano.

"Queen sama nalang kami sayo" nabalik ako sa realidad ng marinig ko ang boses ni Zian. No they are not allowed to go with me mapapahamak lang sila at ayokong mangyari yun, kaya nga ako aalis dito for them, kasi nadadamay na sila sa mga paghihiganti ng mga taong nababangga ko.

Zian and Sam are my best friends even though I’m so mean, sadist, and emotionless to them I know that they can feel how I love them so damn much and how I care for them a lot, their like a sister to me and I can't afford to lose both of them. I'm not showing love to anyone, I hate it but deep inside me you could see how much I care and love for all the people that are important to me.

"No" I emotionless answered Zian's question "I'll call you if I need you and you'll just call me if you have something to tell" walang gana kong sabi saka bumaba na ng kwarto ko. I told you I’m mean to them, I’m mean to everyone and I’m heartless but not to the important people to me of course but the moment I’ll step in Philippines I’ll make sure to set aside the heartless and hellish me, I will learn how to have care for anyone but that's just if they're good to me.

"I have to go" bigla naman akong niyakap ng mahigpit nila Zian at Sam halata ring umiiyak sila basang basa na magkabilang balikat ko eh, psh ang OA ng dalawang to. nakakainis! But I can't deny that I feel warmth with their hug.

"My shoulders are so damn wet already" inis kong sabi paano ba naman kasi sobrang basa na ng magkabilang balikat ko dahil sa mga luha nila. I admit that I’m going to miss these stupid girls pero ayoko ng ipahalata baka nagpaparty pa ang dalawang to sa tuwa.

I'm gonna use my private plane para walang mga sagal at maingay sa buong byahe ko papuntang Pilipinas.

I hope something will going to change, be good to me destiny, or else I’m going to send you to hell.

habang nasa byahe hindi ko namalayan na nakatulog pala ako, nagising lang ako noong may humawak sa balikat ko. Nakakainis! walang pwedeng umistorbo sa pagtulog ko. Akmang sasaktan ko na sana siya ng may bigla akong naisip.

You want to change Ha—Zinne! You want to change so keep calm!

agad naman akong kumalma at tinignan ang babae, halata namang natakot siya ng tinignan ko siya tsk just like what other does whenever I’m looking at them.

"What?" boring kong tanong sakanya. Dahilan para mabalik siya sa katinuan.

"We're already here young lady" she said before getting my things and lead me outside this plane hanggang sa makarating na kami sa labas at nakita ko naman ang sasakyang pinadala ni daddy para sunduin ako, I’m so tired to drive kaya hindi ko na inagaw ang susi sa driver.

Bigla ko namang naisip na in disguise nga pala ako ngayon I’m Zinne Shimi and because of that I also need to keep things about me. Hindi rin ako pwedeng sa mansion umuwi baka mamaya mga loko loko ang kaklase ko at biglang sumugod sa bahay at mag taka.

"To my condominium" mukha namang nagulat ang driver sa sinabi ko, tinignan ko lang siya ng agad siyang umiwas ng tingin saakin saka iniba ang direction.

Ugh ano banag problema ng mga taong to!? I’m trying to change here you know but why are they still afraid and avoiding me whenever I’m staring or looking at them. I'm not looking at them badly, I’m just looking at them emotionlessly and bored so what’s the problem with that? I can't look at them happily, I don't know how! Because I haven't even felt happiness since that day happened.

"Young lady we're here" I immediately open the door and walk towards my condo, halata ngang yung iba bago hindi ako kilala eh, yung iba naman natatakot na nakatingin saakin Psh ano bang mga problema nila!?! kanina pa sila ah! pag ako hindi makatiis baka ma break ko na agad ang record ko at ang sinabi ko sa sarili ko makain ko ng wala sa oras.

pagkatapos nilang ilagay lahat ng gamit ko nag paalam na sila tumango lang ako biglang tugon sa sinabi nila, this is the day when I’ll start to get a new life which is so damn bored and not interesting.

nang matapos ko na ang lahat ng dapat kong gawin. Sinalampak ko sa kama ko ang katawan ko atsaka natulog kahit na noong una di talaga ako makatulog pero pinilit ko parin hanggang sa makatulog na nga talaga ako.