Chapter1
Seraphina's POV
Tomorrow marks my eighteenth birthday, and an inexplicable premonition coils in my chest, something monumental is about to unfold. I exhaled heavily as I dragged the rag across the packhouse floor, sweat trickling down my temples in the oppressive heat. From the dining hall, waves of laughter crashed against my ears, the sound of my pack feasting together, every soul accounted for except mine. They'd branded me omega, the weakest link, the expendable one. They assumed my wolf had never emerged because I'd shown none of the telltale signs.
What they didn't know could destroy me.
I'd been shifting since childhood, my wolf awakening far earlier than nature intended. But I was different, cursed, perhaps. Werewolves don't transform until eighteen, yet my abilities had manifested when I was barely old enough to understand them. My parents recognized the danger immediately, teaching me to bury my wolf deep inside, to mask the powerful aura that radiated from my true form. Then they died, taking their secrets with them.
Six years old when I became an orphan. Six years old when everything shattered. After my Alpha father's death, a new Alpha seized control and cast me into the barn like discarded livestock, officially declaring me omega. The title came with a price, absolute obedience to everyone above me, which meant everyone. Night after night, I stole away to the forest's edge where shadows kept my secret, training my wolf in solitude. But tomorrow changes everything. Tomorrow, I'll find my destined mate and finally escape this prison. The thought alone makes my heart race with desperate hope.
The bullying wasn't just about my rank. My eyes marked me as different,heterochromatic aberrations that seemed to unsettle the other wolves. My left iris swirled blue with molten gold fragments, while my right blazed green with similar golden shards. No one else in the pack bore such unusual coloring. Even I couldn't explain their origin, though I'd grown to love them, just as I loved my wolf despite the burden she represented.
*'Absolutely right!'* my wolf, Zephyra, chimed in my mind, and I couldn't suppress a small smile.
After finishing the floors, I slipped behind the packhouse to the barn, my dwelling for as long as I could remember. For years, I'd shared this space with cattle and my only true friend, Mira. I extracted clean clothes from a broken cabinet and fled toward the lake, craving the cleansing ritual of a midnight swim. I scanned the perimeter obsessively, ensuring absolute privacy before placing my clothes on a rock. Only when I was certain of my solitude did I strip away the day's grime and plunge into the frigid water. The cold shocked life back into my weary body.
Minutes later, a familiar scent drifted through the air. I spun around to find Mira approaching, and we exchanged knowing smiles. I turned respectfully as she undressed, then felt the water ripple when she joined me.
"I'm absolutely exhausted," she murmured, swimming closer through the moonlit water.
"I know the feeling," I replied, my voice heavy with shared fatigue.
"Tomorrow we turn eighteen, and I seriously doubt we'll find our mates. Why did we have to be omegas? This is completely unfair!" Her voice cracked with frustration as she vented her despair.
I frowned, the bitter truth settling between us like sediment. Omegas rarely found mates, we were considered too weak, too undesirable. Mira had no idea that starting tomorrow, I might finally discover mine, but the secret remained locked behind my teeth. I was terrified she'd hate me for concealing the truth all these years.
By rights, I should have been this pack's Alpha, but I'd hidden my wolf away. My parents' dying wish had been clear: stay hidden, stay safe. Now everyone believed I was wolfless, my eyes some inexplicable mutation. If they ever discovered I could shift, that my eyes glowed with supernatural power, they'd execute me without hesitation. They'd see me as an abomination, a threat.
I sighed, watching the weight of my fabricated life as an omega crush down upon me once more.
"Why are you so content being an omega, Sera?" she asked, eyebrows knitting together in confusion. I released a measured breath before responding, "There's nothing inherently wrong with our rank, Mira. And finding a mate would only bring us misery because our destined partner will surely reject us once they discover we're omegas. Besides, omegas aren't supposed to have mates anyway. I've made peace with that reality."
The lie tasted bitter on my tongue. The truth consumed my thoughts constantly, only my mate held the key to liberating me from this nightmare.
"You're probably right. I suppose we should accept what fate has dealt us," she conceded, her voice hollow with resignation.
Guilt gnawed at my insides as I looked at Mira. Her body remained too fragile, her wolf still dormant beneath her skin. I harbored a desperate hope that tomorrow would awaken her transformation. She deserved that much.
I submerged myself deeper, and when I resurfaced, Mira had glided closer, a mischievous smirk playing at her lips. I c****d an eyebrow questioningly. When she reached me, her gaze fixed intently on my face, her smile softening. "You're genuinely beautiful, Sera," she murmured, her fingertips grazing my cheek.
I gently pushed her back with a playful splash. "What's gotten into you, Mira?" I asked, swimming toward the shallower water.
"What? I'm simply appreciating your beauty," she replied with a light laugh.
"Whatever you say," I muttered, hauling myself from the lake. I walked to where my clean clothes waited on the rock, pulling them on while Mira mirrored my actions.
I twisted my damp hair into a messy bun, not bothering about the water still dripping from the strands. Without speaking further, we made our way back to the barn, our shared prison since childhood. Initially, the isolation had been devastating, knowing we alone suffered this degrading treatment. But years had hardened us, and the barn had become our strange refuge.
Our stomachs twisted with hunger pangs. We were starving, but Alpha Thorne had denied us food as punishment for accidentally shattering an expensive vase. The blame wasn't even ours.
"I'm so hungry..." Mira whispered weakly. Two days had passed since our last meal. This couldn't continue, we'd waste away to nothing if we didn't eat soon. I ran my tongue across my parched lips and headed for the barn door. "Where are you going?" Mira asked, alarm tightening her features.
"I'll find us food. I'm desperate, and I can't endure this anymore. Stay here and I'll bring something back. Don't worry, I won't get caught," I assured her, though she nodded with clear hesitation.
"Please be careful..." she whispered, and I hummed my acknowledgment.
I slipped from the barn and eased the door shut. I crept through the packhouse's rear entrance, my heart hammering against my ribs. The silence felt oppressive, so I opened the door with painstaking care to avoid any sound.
Relief flooded through me when I discovered they'd forgotten to lock it. I tiptoed toward the kitchen, grateful that everyone slumbered in their beds. I allowed my eyes to illuminate in the darkness, since no one was around, I could safely use my wolf's enhanced vision.
My eyes could shift between their natural dual colors and a supernatural glow, particularly when anger surged through me. My vision sharpened to crystalline clarity, revealing details invisible to normal wolves even in daylight, tinged with blue and green hazes.
My other senses had also evolved beyond typical werewolf capabilities, heightened smell and hearing, plus running speeds that surpassed even shifted wolves. How would I ever explain my true nature once they inevitably discovered it? Would they think me a monster?
I approached the cabinet and luck smiled upon me, I discovered cookies and several cans of sardines. I grabbed four cans and a two-pack of cookies, then snatched two bottles of water. Closing my eyes, I focused my hearing on the constant rhythm of sleeping breaths throughout the house. But then I detected it, light footsteps descending the staircase.
Panic shot through my veins as I bolted toward the door and quietly closed it behind me, then sprinted toward the barn in a blur. I huffed when I reached safety, then I suppressed my glowing eyes back to normal and stepped inside. Mira had been pacing anxiously, and she flinched slightly when she saw me enter.
"Oh, my god! What took you so long? I thought they'd caught you!" she exclaimed, her breath coming in anxious gasps.
I grinned triumphantly and revealed my haul, cookies, sardine cans, and water bottles. Her eyes ignited with pure joy at the sight of sustenance. I distributed the spoils evenly: one pack of cookies, two cans of sardines, and one bottle of water for each of us.
"Thank you so much, Sera!" she breathed in pure bliss before pulling me into a tight embrace.
"It's nothing. Come on, let's eat. I'm absolutely starving." She nodded eagerly and immediately tore into the cookies.
We consumed our meager feast in silence, the only sounds our desperate chewing and swallowing. I sighed with relief as the food settled in my stomach, though it protested slightly at the sudden intake after two days of emptiness. When we'd finished every last crumb, we collapsed onto the filthy mattress on the floor.
Mira slipped into sleep almost instantly while I remained wide awake, my mind churning with tomorrow's possibilities. Would I finally find my mate? Would he even exist? What would he look like? Would he accept me despite my omega status? But what if he rejected me outright? I frowned at the thought. The idea of mate rejection was unbearable, yet I clung to a fragile hope that he wouldn't cast me aside.
Moon Goddess, I pray my mate will not reject me. I pray he will accept and love me for who I truly am. I've placed my destiny in your hands.
After countless minutes of staring into the oppressive darkness, I finally closed my eyes and surrendered to sleep with only
one haunting thought echoing through my consciousness: 'Will my mate accept me?'