Suicide

Chapter 17

| A few months later|

                                                                                •OAKLYNN•

Everything was going good with keimorie. He barely cried only when he was hungry or needed a diaper change. Kairo barely held him but when he did its the most beautiful thing.

"Baby where is fat man". I ask looking inside of his crib but he wasn't in there.

"I got him right here". I heard him say and it sounded like he was in our bedroom so that's where I went.

Upon walking in I see Kairo just staring down at him as Keimorie looked back at him.

"He loves you ya know". I said walking all the way into the room and taking a seat on the bed.

"I love him more than he will ever know and I want

you to tell him that every chance you get". He said causing me to look at him confused.

"Um okay why would I have to tell him when you can tell him yourself". I said watching him shake his head.

"Just tell him aight". He said looking over at me.

"Okay". I said nodding my head.

"Me and Yara are going out to do a little shopping here in a few do you want to keep Keimorie". I ask and he shook his head.

"Nah baby I got something to do take him with you". He said handing him to me.

"Alright well im about to get him dressed and head out". I said standing up from the bed and walking out of the room.

I already had his clothes set out so I changed his diaper and put his clothes on.

"Baby we're about to go". I said walking into the room.

"Bring me my son". He said sitting up on the bed.

Walking over I hand Keimorie to him. He kissed him multiple times before whispering something to him.

"Y'all be safe". He said handing him back to me and I put him in his car seat.

"We'll be back later we love you". I said leaning down giving him a kiss.

"I love y'all too". He said giving Keimorie another kiss.

Walking out of the house I lock the door and strap keimorie in before getting in myself. Starting the car up I pull off.

                                                                                          •KAIRO•

Looking back through the videos I made of me and keimorie over the past few months I smile. I want him to look back at these when he gets older.

Lifting up the camera I turn it on and start recording.

"Hey baby boy by the time you see this you'll be older but I just wanted to tell you how much I love you and I know you gone grow up to be something special I can see it". I said looking down as I started tearing up before looking back up.

"I'm sorry that I won't be there to see you take your first steps, say your first words, or even graduate and I'm sorry I won't be able to show you the things your mother can't but you take care of her for me okay". I said stopping the recording.

Placing the camera on the table I get up and make my way upstairs and to the bathroom.

Turning on the cold water I lean against the counter lost in my thoughts. After a few minutes I cut it off and grab the blade I hid in the back of the drawer before getting inside and laying back.

Shivering at how cold it is I bring the blade up and slice deeply into both my wrist before closing my eyes. After a while I started seeing black spots.

"I'm sorry". I whispered before blacking out.