Loving you deeply

"Bottom's up! Bottom's up! Buttom's up!" The girls started to cheer her again. "Come on Nickz!" Pinakamaingay ang kanyang kaibigan na si Paula "Okey. Last ko na to ha." She took her glass and gulped the glass empty at halos maisuka nya iyon sa sobrang pait. Halos magwala ang kanilang mga kasama sa ingay ng mga ito. She know they were made fun of her. She closed her eyes as she felt her world was spinning around. Pang ilang baso na kasi nya iyon. Ang pinagpapasalamat nya ay they were all girls. Pero mga kaibigan lang lahat ng mga iyon ni Paula. Most of them ay ngayon nya lang nakilala. "Let's dance." Sigaw ni Paula at hinila na sya nito papunta sa dancefloor. But they don't dance, nagwala lang sila sa dancefloor na para bang may sarili silang mundo. Naisip nya. Masaya din pala iyong ganito minsan. Walang iniisip. Walang problema. As Paula's motto. Let your problem's problem you. Noong una hindi nya iyon maintindihan. Binagsak nya ang katawan sa upuan sa sobrang pagod. Panay parin ang tawa nila. Paula is her bestfriend since high school. From then. They face every up's and down's in life together. They were insaparable despite of their different behavior. She and Paula had the same family. They don't really care about them as if they were not exist. She has a father and sister. Pero galit ang tatay nya sa kanya dahil sya ang dahilan kung bakit namatay ang kanyang ina. Ganon din ang ate nya. Nahawaan din yata ito ng tatay nya. While Paula is an adopted child. Noong nagkaanak na ang adopted parents nito ay naitsapwera na ang kaibigan. Paula is liberated, party goers, flirting is her stuff while she is nerd and shy type. Library, books she doesn't want a crowded places.She preferred to be alone. Her eyebrows arched. Then she groaned when she remember what they were talked about earlier. Actually, this is the first time she enter a place like this. Bar hopping, drinking liquor is not really her thing. Paula's transformed her. Nakamaiksing damit na halos makita na ang kanyang pantie. Halos lumuwa ang kanyang dibdib. Kinulot nito ang mahaba nyang buhok. At first. Naiilang sya dahil para na syang hubad pero noong tinamaan na sya sa alak na ininom ay parang sumunod nalang sya sa agus. Seeing her now hindi mo aakalain sya iyon. Wala na ang kanyang salamin and to much of her skin exposed na dati ay parang suman na nakabalot. She looks totally different Naipikit nya uli ang kanyang mata. She was drunk at gusto na nyang matulog. "So now. This is the first task I'll give it to you my dear" Paula said. "Emm..What is it?" She asked as if she was so sleepy. "Mamili ka ng lalaking hahalikan." Paula's said. Her lips literally parted, She was obviously shocked. Parang nagising ang kanyang diwa. "You're crazy." Nickz's eyes widened "You know I am baby and Im pretty serious. You choose or I will be the one who choose." "Don't try to throw a dare to me Paula because I can't. Never in my wildness dream." Tanggi nya. "Come on Nickz. You're turning twenty this coming month but still never been touch never been kiss. And besides you said you want to get wasted just for this night-" "Paula I know what I've said earlier. I said I want to get wasted hindi ang humanap ng lalaking mahahalikan." Giit naman nya. "Come on Nickz. You said you want to experience what a teenager usually do. My God napaghuhulian kana." Paula say's with her exaggerated voice. Sa mga katulad siguro nitong liberated huling huli na sya. "Marami ngang iba dyan na kaedad lang natin at the age of sixteen they're already lost their virginity. Samantalang ikaw---" She covered Paula's mouth. "Stop that Paula. Bata pa ako. And what's the problem for being a virgin ba ha." Inirapan nya ito. Paula's giggle. "Just for the night Nickz. Magwala ka. Forget everything. I just want you totally go out to the wall you build from your self and enjoy a teenage life before you turning twenty. And I promise. You will enjoy it." Paula is encouraging her more. "Tsk! No." Mariing nyang tanggi. *. *. * Alex "I want our North branch will be---" hindi natapos ni Alex ang sasabihin when someone satting on his lap and pulled his head and claim his lips. He suddenly felt that everyone had stopped for a moment. He even shut his eyes several times on his surprise. That was a quick kiss. "What the f**k--" The first word he uttered ng makabawi sya sa pagkabigla. Pero imbis na umalis ito sa kandungan nya ay isiniksik pa nito ang mukha sa kanyang leeg. "Bring me home baby." She whispered with her sleepy voice. Napatingin sya sa mga kaibigan. They were looked surprise too but he doesn't want the smile written on their face. "Hey. Stand up lady." Pagbabaklas nya sa kamay nitong nasa kanyang leeg. "I want to go home. Bring me home." She said as if she was begging him to bring her home. His friend chuckled "Bring her home Alex." Macky's teasing him. "Tsk! Never!" Tanggi nya. "Hey Miss nasaan iyong mga kasama mo?" Tanong nya sa babaeng nakasiksik parin ang mukha sa kanyang leeg. Hindi nya makita ng maayos ang mukha nito dahil natabunan iyon ng buhok nitong mahaba. pero malas dahil hindi na ito simagot. Sya pa tuloy ang nailang ngayon. He was frustratedly groaned. "I think you need to go first bro." Tukso naman ni Tim. Masama nyang tinignan ang mga ito dahil nasa mukha ng mga ito ang panunukso. "Iuwi mo sya sa bahay mo Bro baka may masamang mangyari dyan pag iniwan mo sa hotel lang, sagot mo yan." Ron said. *. *. * Nickz "Ang sakit ng ulo ko." Daing ni Nickz ng magising sya. Her eyes still closed "Yaya. Pahinging tubig." Daing nya dahil parang tuyong tuyo ang kanyang lalamunan. "Yaya." Tawag uli nya sa kanyang yaya. Masakit din ang balakang nya. "s**t" she groaned She heard the door's opened. "Yaya ang sakit ng ulo ko." Daing nya ng hindi idinidilat ang mata. Nakahawak ang kanyang kamay sa kanyang ulo. Narinig nya ang pagkalansing ng bagay. Kaya bumangon na sya. But to her horror when she saw a man standing in front of her holding a glass of water. "Sino ka?" Natataranta nyang tanong. His eyebrow arched and suddenly looked down to her breast. Napatingin din sya kung saan ito nakatingin. "Bastos." Sabi nya at dali daling tinakpan ang sarili. My God! She's only wearing a bra. She get nervous She looked around. Shit! Nasaan ako? Pipi nyang tanong. For sure hindi ito ang kwarto nya. He walked toward the table next to the bed kung nasaan sya at nilapag doon ang basong may tubig. "So. Do you remembered what you did last night?" The man asked as he laid his shoulder againts the wall. Napakunot naman ng noo si Nickz. What happened last night. Did she do something stupid? She silently asked her self. "I guess you're not." The man looked at her. Really looked at her with his dark eyes. Her lips was parted but didn't uttered any words. Suddenly felt vulnerable to his gaze. She doesn't know how to react. She's not used to things like this. "Mga kabataan nga naman ngayon." He said. May nahimigan sya sa boses nito. Disgust She pouted her lips. "Di ba pwedeng nalasing lang" she murmured "Did you say something kid?" Tanong uli nito. Kid? Really kid? Inis nyang sabi namumuro kana sa akin gurang ka. She is aware that the man is a bit older than her but calling her a kid ay parang gusto nya itong sapakin. Inirapan nya ito. "Im not a kid anymore. Kaya ko ng ngang gumawa ng bata." She covered her mouth. But she knew it was to late he already heard what she say's. She scolded herself for not speaking low enough. She felt the heat on her face. Alam nyang namula sya. She bit her lower lip. "Woaah." The man laugh pero parang hindi naman natuwa ito sa sinabi nya. "Tsk! Alam ba ng mga magulang mo iyang ginagawa mo?" Seryosong tanong nito sa kanya. She looked away. Do they care? Hindi nya iyon isinatinig "I guess you need to get up before they reported you as a missing person." Sabi nito saka na tinungo ang pintuan. "Use my cloth baka kung saan ka ihated ng taxing masasakyan mo." Sabi nito bago ito lumabas. Pero hindi pa nito nasasara ang pintuan ng may naramdaman sya kaya-- "Sandali." Pigil nya dito. He turned his head and look at her again. She bit her lower lip again because she doesn't know how she will gonna say's she has a period. At malala pa naman syang magkaroon. "What?" Tanong nito ng hindi sya sumagot. "I need a pads." She almost whispered "Pads?" Tanong nito na parang bang hindi nito naintindihan ang kanyang sinabi. Napangiwi sya ng maramdaman nya na parang nagcrarramps ang kanyang puson. She starts to feel discomfort. "And a pain reliever too please." She pleaded as she start to smash her tummy.