The Alpha's Burning Desire

I just can't swallow any of it. All this time my mate has been betraying me. All this time she was busy sleeping with other man. Now it's legible everyone being horror-struck. They knew what she was doing behind my back and didn't tell me. Their nakedness reflect back like a terrible dream. "Valeria? How could you do this to me? After everything?" sadness leaks out of my mouth. My heart felt like it was bleeding internally. She was perfectly bent over the table with Nathan still inside her. Xander just sitting in the table giving me a glimpse of what she was doing to him. The three of them just disgusted me, I felt I could throw up. " What everything Gerald? I had to put up with you for years. Everyday I had to pretend like everything is going to be fine even when I knew you were hopeless. I always had to pretend you're the Alpha you always claim to be. Do you know how hard it is to be me? How degrading it is? The Luna with a wolfless mate. When other Luna's talk about their powerful husbands and all I have to say 'Gerald is just a late bloomer. I'm sure his time is coming'. You're almost thirty now and I'm tired of always lying to myself. I'm tired of being looked down at. It's not my fault you're a failure."