Am I Gay?

Haiiii. My Name Is Daquan... Haha I Know Very Ghetto. But I'm Not. Anyways I'm Not Sure If I'm Gay Or Not. Well I Think So.. I Dont Know, And I Really Don't Want My Dad To Have Another Reason To Beat Me. I Am An Average Boy Who Lives In The Projects With My Sweet And Caring Mother And My Hurtful Father, Who Hates The Fact That My Mother Had Me So He Beats Us Both. |Mom P.O.V | "GET THE OUT XAVIER. I FUCKIN' HATE YOU" I Yelled At My 'Husbands' Who Then Pushed Me Against The Wall. "HELL NO. YOURE GONNA LISTEN TO ME AND STOP FUCKIN' YELLING YOU DUMB BÍTCH." "Do It Again And My Hits Are Gonna Hurt Worse." He Then Let Me Go Causing Me To Fall To The Ground Before He Walked Out Slamming The Door. |Daquan P.O.V | I Hate That Man With So Much Passion. He Always Hurts My Mother And I For Stupid Reasons. I Wish We Could Just Get Up And Leave But We Tried And Everytime We Did He'll Find Us And Hit Us Harder. Plus He Threatened To Kill Us If We Tried Again. "DAQUAN BRING UR ASS DOWN HERE"! He Yelled Up The Stairs. "Coming.." I Said. "Get Out My House.. I Don't Wanna See Your Face." I Just Looked At Him With Hurt In My Eyes Then Walked Out. |Daquan P.O.V | He Told Me To Leave And That's Exactly What I Did. So I Called My Bestfriend Andre. ~~~ Phone Convo "H-hello." I Said in Between Sobs. "Hey Bestfriend.. What's Wrong??!" "Can I Come Over?" I Sighed. "Yea, I Don't Even Know Why You Ask." "I'll Be Over In A Little Bit." END OF CONVO ~~~ I Went To His House To Really Just Get Far Away From My Dad As Much As Possible. We Have Been Friends For About 5 Years Now. I Finally Got There And Knocked On His Door, "Hey Daquan" He smiled. "Hi" I Said Sniffing. "Man I Hate Seeing You Like This.. Can We Go To My Room And Talk?" He Asked As He Looked At Me. "Yes..." We Went To His Room And I Sat At The Egde Of The Bed. "Tell Me Everything Bestfriend.." "My Dad Keeps Beating Me And My Mother And Plus I'M".... I Started But Stopped. "What?!" Andre Asked Looking Very Confused. " You Promise You Wont Judge Me?? I Really Don't Need That Right Now." "I Promise." He Said Looking Serious. "Well Andre I'm"... This Is My First Book, I Hope Yall Enjoyed.