From Love Letters To Suicide Notes

Bloody Arms

blood seeping down scarred arms

as crimson as could ever be

this insanity should sound alarms

this disease destroyed my family tree

death stinks upon the air

life hangs in the balance

of needletips thin as hair

the potion produces challenge

God hasn't been here in awhile

the other one here now plays

his crooked bloody smile

burns down all who stay

a bonfire burnt up all my cash

he offered more and I signed away

I learned to love the devils lash

I learned to love it when we play

I wanted to live a prosperous life

but instead I threw away my goals

for a world of trial and much strife

I chose instead to sell me soul

he gave me a magic potion

told me to try and stay away

better than the apple golden

I couldn't resist and I partaked

puples small itching and throwing up

but God it felt so f*****g good

I can never seen to get enough

my arms turned hard as wood

scar tissue and absesses galore

hell came to our world

she's my love but she's a w***e

I feel like I'm gonna hurl

so here I dream dreams of the stars

instead of looking at my scars

I like to dream of otherworlds

galaxies and sweet mothers words