It has been three weeks since I started living with Neil. Things are going better than I suspected. I was worried that my previous Boy-Girl experience would screw me for good, but thanks to the mate bond Neil was able to break through my walls.
We are now like any other couple. We hold hands, cuddle and yes, sleep together. I was a little worried if Nate would feel us sharing the bed, but it seems he didn't. After all I wasn't cheating on my Mate I was just having s*x with only one of them.
Even though we are mated I am not marked. Neil tried to do it, but after a few days my bruised neck has healed completely like any other wound. It became clear that if Nate won't change his mind we might never complete the process.
Neil is furious about it, because even though he and I both accept
