Neil took me in his arms and his masculine scent and our spark eased the pain a bit, but didn't make it go away. He lied me gently on the couch and ran for the doors. I saw Neil opening them and running away. How can he leave me like this?! But before I could shout after him to come back he actually returned with Nim and Falco, who lives just down the hall from us. "Martha, listen to me. Nimue and Falco would stay with you. I need to find Nate, otherwise your pain won't stop, ok?" I could only nod, my aching body didn't allow me to do much more. Neil kissed my forehead and once again left. Nim took his place by my side, and started patting my hair and wiping my tears. I felt like I had no control over my body. Why is Nate doing this to me? Is this how it always will be? Will I al

