I know people don't see me as the father type but I've loved kids since forever. Maybe it was because my childhood was ruined at a young age and I want to go back to then to get it back so I play with kids. I guess it makes me feel like a kid again and reminds me all that I missed. I don't want our children to miss out on those things too like me. I'm looking forward to being a Dad and holding them, looking after them and watching them grow up. I'm so happy and what makes me even happier is that I'm having two babies with the girl I love and want to be with the rest of my life.
She is perfect to me in every way and I would never want to hurt her. I want to look after her, get married to her, have kids with her, grow old with her. All these things are our future, well I thought they were.
