THE DEVILS TRADE

DECEITFULLY AROUSED

I breathed in and out but air wouldn't enter my lungs. Starved for air, my heart raced at tremendous speeds, and my lungs shallowly rose and fell in time. I stood there for what felt like an eternity but was actually only five minutes. Satisfaction of security was nothing but a distant memory , and an invisible force crushed me from every possible direction. Each second submerged in fear made a permanent mark on my heart, and a vivid imagination made me wander whether it was just my mind playing tricks or reality.  trapped in my own psychosis, a living nightmare. the only thought that rambled inside my brain was to escape!

i splashed cold water on my face and studied myself in the bathroom mirror...lucifer says im immortal...but everything feels the same..."what do you expect roseangel..to fly across the room..or wait to melt cheese sandwich with a glance?! " a voice inside my brain said. i startled looked around. "im a devil for god sake remember...this is what i do? dont be too surprised"... my face was masked with paranoia.."what the hell is wrong with you!! can you please leave me alone! get out of my mind!" i shouted loudly...okay..okay calm down woman!.. i waited for a moment and when i was completely sure i was alone with my thoughts i sighed and splashed my face again with cold water..i have to escape..i need help! 

i touched the white satin beautiful gown and sighed..i grabbed and disappeared in the bathroom.The creamy sheets of the silk dress slipped onto my shoulders, peppering my body with soft, sensual kisses. Like a lover, it seduced the senses and conveyed with utmost skill the art of pleasing. i tied my soft brown hair in loose bun and did some bare makeup and classic red lips and slipped into my stilettos and i was ready. i stood before the mirror smiled at myself just then i heard a knock on my door and i cleared my throat before saying "come in."

i averted my eyes and saw lucifer..he stood there in the aristocratic cutting lines of great tailor, making his over indulged muscle bulge and make him a man of power..in short he LOOKED SEXY..with his hair slicked black and ohhh...that smirk...what the hell roseangel!  "i dont mind you checking my out" startled "wh..no i wasnt checking you out.." he strolled towards me like a prey and backed a bit.."dont be afraid..i want to give you something" Lucifer pulled out a necklace from and box and involuntary gasp escaped my lips..there in the box laid a alluring necklace that gleams as bright as the sun's rays lighting the ocean at dawn, decorated with an array of polished diamonds, tempting topaz, attractive amber and majestic moonstones. my eyes seemed to be stuck..lucifer took it out and gently grazed my collarbone his warmth electrifying my body. he got behind me and placed the necklace on. we looked at each other through the mirror.his beautifully odd eyes against mine hazel.my heart started to beat faster and my body ignites."i cant control myself when im with you" lucifer whispered and kissed my ear lobe first, softly, with just the right hint of passion, then work his way down my neck to the collar bone he sucked and i moaned softly just then he got aggressive and bit hard i pushed in away groaning in pain. "what the hell!" i checked my neck in mirror and sighed in exasperation. congratulation! roseangel you earned a f*****g hickey! i stared annoyingly at lucifer and he just smirked. "no need to cover it..consider it as a proof for people you belong to me" he winked and left leaving me dumbfound.

 i f*****g hate you! i stormed towards him and clutched his forearm he spun around his hand on my throat. "What?" he asked calmly. i dug my fingernails in his arm."you can't do this to me!" i hissed. he tightened the grip around my throat and kissed my lips. "i can darling and there is nothing you can do about it!" he said through gritted teeth and licked my face. tears started to spill and i looked at him with utter disgust and demise." I WILL f*****g RUIN YOU! YOU DECEIVER!" lucifer laughed and loosened the grip..."you cant destroy who's already been damaged" he said and turned to leave. i was crying now.."please..please leave me alone i wanna go back! oh god please help me..help me god please!" i said through my tears my voice breaking i sat on the floor and buried my head into my hands completely. "you should have thought about this earlier when you were committing sin" lucifer said. i looked up at him and stared at him spitefully "YOU MADE ME DO IT!" lucifer smirked. "my naive roseangel i only suggest intrusive thoughts you humans are the real culprit..always choosing the desire" anger started to boil up in me and stood up and pulled him closer to my face "you know what's your problem..you man-whore...unlike us humans you have no body...you are all alone living in probably in the worst place ever...in reality you are the loneliest and the pathetic man that could ever exist!..because once even you chose your pride your desire over reconciliation..you thought you were better but in reality you are the monster that even god is terrified of" i jeered. "look what youv'e done to yourself!"

 His hand cracks across my face, snapping it back with the force of his blow and causing my head to reel sickeningly as it slams into the wall behind me.i staggered backwards, clutching my face, eyes watering.i closed my eyes."it hurts right? hearing the truth..someone making you weak and vulnerable" When i spoke mu voice trails slowly, like the words are unwilling to take flight.

lucifer runs his hand across his once neat hair and breathed loudly like he himself couldn'nt belevie what he just did.."CLEAN YOURSELF UP AND I NEED YOU TO COME DOWN YOU HAVE 10 MINUTES!" he said his voice a bit cracked. i looked down never matching his eyes and nodded.