Desirable Secrets

03|Feelings?

Norra had been back in Los Angeles for two weeks now. It was now summer, which meant she was busier than usual with all the festivals. She was more stressed than usual, and look for any type of release. Yeah, she had her boyfriend of a year, but he wasn't doing it for her, and she knew why.

Norra had cut off all connections with the older woman after that eventful night. Noah had knocked on her door after her wonderful orgasms, shouting her name loudly, which scared the girl which scared the girl. Norra didn't know if Alexander heard, but she didn't stick around to know. Plus, it felt like cheating.

The singer wouldn't admit it, but she got attached to the other girl, and she hated it. She knew nothing about the girl, but her voice and the way she gave Norra so thing she never experienced.

Norra didn't care how desperate she sounds, she needed the other girl.

Her boyfriend just wasn't doing it for her anymore, he just wasn't bringing her to that peak. She felt like she just had him around to fill the void that she needed someone. Was it because he always told her that? But Dylan was all the girl knew, he was okay in bed, and had a good personality sometimes.

"Norra."

Norra nods her head at the man sitting in front of her. This was a part of the reason she knew she had to cut off Alexander.

The man in front of her has always been a major part of her life. They've been together since the girl was sixteen and she loved him. Yes, it was sometimes draining, but she loved him so she dealt with it.

"Good, can you post my music, babe?" He kisses her neck.

Borra tried enjoying it but he was just too sloppy and rough; she hated it.

Closing her eyes, her mind wanders off to that one person. She pictured them doing this, knowing how much Alexander loved to tease. She will have taken her time and made sure Norra was flushed and a panting mess.

"f**k. Norra groaned moving away. She didn't want to think about the girl.

"What's wrong?"

"I'm just not into it right now, can we maybe go out on a date or some s**t?" Norra fixed her shirt before getting off her bed.

"We can't go anywhere in public, you too famous now."

"So you can't plan something private then? You know what forget Dylan." Norra rolled her eyes.

"That's renting out and pay the entire spot, that's mad money we can just stay home."

Norra chuckled "Can you leave?"

"Don't call me when you need me." He left out her bedroom, slamming the door.

Norra let out a breath, staring at the spot he was just in. All she wanted was to sometimes be taken care of, since the singer got famous she made sure everyone in her circle was taken care of. Sometimes she wanted to be spoiled and carried out on a date, she wanted to feel appreciated.

"Just saw Dylan leaving a with steam basically shooting out his ears, you okay?"

"Yes, he's just being childish." Norra rolled her eyes.

8:30pm- Norra: f**k you, I need you, is that what you wanted to hear? I really need you.

An hour later Norra was sitting on the bed, her notebook in her lap as she scribbled drawing.

How did she make the girl such a big part of her life?

9:10pm- Norra: f**k you, Alexander, you're a piece of s**t.

Norra huffed locking her phone, she wished she had some other way to contact the girl.

10pm- BigA: That was rude princess.

10:05pm- BigA: You're rude to me while I been busy? A family emergency. Read my notice more often.

Norra's cheeks turned red, she was embarrassed she even acted like that. She didn't know what the other girl was dealing with.

10:09pm- Norra: I'm sorry, I just hate being ignored.

10:19pm- BigA: I realize, you're a brat.

10:20pm- BigA: But don't worry, I love dealing with brats.

Incoming call BigA...

“Hello." Norra answered softly.

“Don't be shy now, you just cursed me out, princess."

Norra apologized immediately.

“Don't apologize, I'm going to punish you for it, I can't right now but I will soon as I can."

"Why not?" Norra pouted.

"I'm currently sleeping in my younger sibling room, it's weird." Alexander laughed.

“f**k it is." Norra groaned.

"Were you texting me to f**k baby girl?"

"How will that make me sound if I said, Yes?"

"I don't care, I just wished I answered sooner."

Slippery, soaking. Easy O'Connell, she's in her sibling's room.

"f**k, you're so smooth."

"Thank you, baby,"

"Is it horrible that I want to find out what you will or did it you answered?" Norra bites her lips staring at the wall.

"It's as horrible as me wanting you to find out, mami."

Fuck Okay, remember she's in her sibling room, Norra. A nut is not that important, calm your t**s.

"I just want you to know I hate you. Now I gotta go take a cold shower."

"I'm sorry, princesse."

"Princesse?" Norra questions softly.

"It's princess in French."

"f**k that's hot, you speak Spanish as well?"

"Yes, I'm fluent in ten languages, but my main ones are Spanish and Tagalog."

"Tagalog?"

Alexander laughed at the confusion in her voice "Yes I'm Filipino baby."

"That's sexy daddy."

Norra could hear Alexander groan on the other side.

"Your trouble."

"I promise I'm the good type, daddy."

"I bet you are, I will love to find out."

"I want you too," Norra whispered.

"This is different for me princess, I normally don't get this invested into my clients, or talk for this long if it's not about sex."

"I'm happy, you're giving me this opportunity to actually speak to you." Norra taps her nails on her thighs.

"I like your vibe, mami."

"Norra."

"What?

"My name it's Norra."