Lady of Vodriala

Wedding night

I kept my head low, I was not sure what was going on. He glanced at me quickly before turning his head and walking towards the dresser where he started removing the fine white clothes that he wore to the ceremony. I did not dare to lift my head. He walked towards me and placed his hand on my chin to lift it, forcing me to look deep into his eyes. His eyes were dark like mine, but you could make so many beautiful shades of brown on them that made them hypnotizing. I swallowed dry. He moved his hand from my chin to my cheek, where he caressed me so gently that made me welcome a feeling I didn’t know existed ‘Are you ready?’, he asked. I was confused, I was still not sure what I should be ready for, my face of confusion and worry made his whole face drop, when a minute ago looked hungry for something. ‘I will not proceed unless you want me to’, I felt relief for a minute as I thought nothing harmful was going to happen to me know as he added in such a soft and caring voice, ‘Yes, I am ready’ I replied reluctantly. In a quick swift, Kayd lifted me bridal style making my heart skip a beat and walked towards the bed, he lowered me slowly onto the side of the bed. He removed his shirt quickly before laying a kiss on my lips. I was left embarrassed from seeing a man almost naked before my eyes, I was unsure how to feel at this moment. Kayd deepened the kiss while moving his hand, burying it in my hair, I could feel my cheeks feeling really hot as so many feelings started taking over me. Kayd moved on top of me, one hand kept hold of my head as he moved his kisses down my neck while the other gripped the flesh of my leg. I was exploring sensations I never felt before, and it somehow felt wrong. I was enjoying what Kayd was making me feel, but I was told to remain still and let him do what he wants. I did not know what I was suppose to expect from this night but a side of me believed it was suppose to be bad. ‘I am sorry, I can’t contain myself’ he said as he moved back to my mouth, begging his tongue to enter my mouth, forcing me to make a sound I did not known I was holding back, and that is when I felt an immense pain, a cry left my mouth as I gripped Kayd hard with my legs, my body was hurting and my eyes started to tear up. Kayd held me and started kissing my cheeks, clearing the tears away. He started moving his hips, which slowly started to feel less and less painful, and once again I was enjoying what he was making me feel. Quiet sounds were leaving my mouth once again and I could feel him thrusting deeper. This made me realise again that something felt wrong, that I was somehow enjoying something I shouldn’t, so I pushed his torso away so he no longer was buried on my neck and he stopped, and stared into my eyes ‘Sh*t, you are so beautiful’. With these words he returned to kissing me, his tongue was back in my mouth as his hand moved from the side to cup my breast, as he started to play gently with my n****e. He started thrusting faster, and his mouth moved from my lips down my chest, giving affection to the breast that was deprived until now. ‘Say my name’ he whispered while he nibbled on my n****e, I gripped on the pillow as this unfamiliar sensation made my body on fire, ‘Kayd’ I let out a small cry as I said his name, his hands moving from my body onto my hips, to assist him thrusting harder. The loud moans fill the room as I feel an explosive sensation, like a release as I arch my back from the incredible feeling this man as I left on me. He grips me hard as I feel his hands twitching, and he finally drops his body on my chest as we both try to catch our breaths. I have never felt that way. Is this what married couples do? It started as such an awkward feeling, but he introduced me to something that made me feel pleasure. He hugs me, laying his head on my chest. I can feel his quick and loud heartbeat on my stomach, and I wonder if he can feel mine. Kayd did not say another word and I slowly drifted to sleep.

The sun was peaking through the curtains that covered the large bedroom window. It shone perfectly on my eyes, making me move around in the large bed in order to avoid the light. That is when I noticed. I was alone in bed. By the position of the sun, it was still very early in the morning. Kayd clothes were gone, and he was nowhere in the bedroom that we shared last night. It could only mean one thing. Kayd left me.