Chapter 5: "We came back"
1580 Words
1 week later
We spent the whole week going from one place to another, mother feels a little better but she is still sad and it is obvious, she lost a son without the opportunity to meet him face to face, without the opportunity to hold him in her arms, without the opportunity to kiss him and tell him when he loves him.
Now I decide to write to Damián, who has really been a great support. You can tell that he wants to be my friend and nothing more, because he has also told me about Cameron, he has asked me what he can do to fix it, but the truth is that nothing can be done, neither he, nor the truth I know what it is what I can do to make him believe me.
Me: hello
Me: let's go today
Dam: Are they coming back? Good, I was already missing you
Me: I do not believe you
Dam: You're right, don't believe me
Me: you're bad
Me: Goodbay
Dam: bye
"Do you have everything ready?" Mom asks entering my room and hugs me, she is much more affectionate than other times and we know the reason so we hug her too, and we tell her when we care and how much we love her at all times.
"Yes mommy" I answer after giving him a kiss on the cheek.
"Look, I was going to ask them if they wanted to take their motorcycles. Nobody uses them here and I don't know what a good idea it was for them to stay here. Also I suppose that you are more responsible, right?" I almost shouted with joy.
"Yes Yes Yes yes Yes!" I jump out of bed and hug her again.
"Well, your dad is going to take the car with the things that were brought to take them, I'll stay here with Alexa and Kiara, and you each carry your motorcycle, do you think?" seat energetically. "Now I tell your brothers that they will be as excited as you - we laugh and he leaves".
Try not to make any mistakes this time.
I won't do it Sarita, I won't.
After 5 hours, we arrived at the university on our beautiful motorcycles and with dad in front of us, I missed her so much. We took them to the super garage that they have there inside the same university and we went to our respective rooms. They had taken them from us, or rather, they had recommended that we leave them at home because it is assumed that if we are in the university we would not need to go anywhere, but in truth I know that it was so that I did not make any mistakes and how so as not to make me feel that way, they made the four of us leave them.
"Sari - Laura calls me a moment before entering the room when it's just her and me, and I make a movement for her to keep talking. "Do you like Damien?" and there I think, if I had been drinking something I can swear I would spit it out laughing.
"You're screwing with me, right? Tell me you're joking, please. I like Cameron, only Cameron, I will always like Cameron. Damien wants to be my friend, nothing more! And this week he has shown it to me super, he has even asked me a thousand times what he can do so that I can fix myself with my boyfriend, or ex I don't know. Besides, he also sees me as a friend so everything is perfect, everything is perfect except my relationship" she nods happily and leaves.
I go to the dining room but someone I know intercepts me before I reach the door and does not let me continue.
"Hello" I smile falsely. "I'm hungry, I want to eat and if you don't move I'm going to bite you until you bleed" there he makes a disgusted face.
"Hello first. Second, you scare me. And third, did you do something?" I know what he was referring to with that simple question, and since I see him really concerned, I answer him well.
"No Damien, I didn't do anything to myself, okay? I promise" he just hugs me with a sincere smile and walks off with his probably new friends, who apparently made them this week because he hadn't even seen them before in fact.
When I enter the dining room all our friends are at the same table as always, but I notice quite angry that Cameron is very happy on top of it is the new girl, there is the damn new girl on top of Cameron. Nobody sees me, nobody listens to me and thank goodness because I need to, by God all this pain is killing me, and it hurts much more than the cuts. How dare you do this to me? And more to know that what happened was not my fault. I thought he loved me, seriously I thought he loved me.
Do not do it.
I need it.
For once in your damn life, listen to me and don't!
Sorry.
Do not feel it with me, you are doing yourself wrong, and it is very wrong to say.
Sorry.
DO NOT DO IT!
I'm really, really sorry.
After repeating the same process as last week, they knock on the bedroom door. When I open I see a worried Damien enter.
"Show me your arms" I shake my head, he's going to hate me. We know each other does nothing but you can see that he is a good person and if I show him, he will hate me and not want to be my friend anymore ...
Tears please don't come out, don't come out, don't come out ... ready.
"Don't cry" hugs me. "What did I tell you? Don't do it anymore".
At that moment Cameron arrives and I am hugging Damien. Why does it always arrive at the most opportune moments?
The new girl was sitting on her lap.
It's true, I don't owe you an explanation of anything.
"Excuse me, I didn't want to interrupt anything" he says with his beautiful smile.
"Why don't you go back to the new girl?" I ask, letting go of my embrace.
"Maybe I will" comes out slamming the door.
"You're a f*****g i***t!" shouted him.
I run, I want my motorcycle. I missed her, when I walk on her it calms me down and I just can't explain it. I get on and start, I'm going to take a few laps and then I'm going to come back, I think ... I don't feel like I'm in all my senses.
Don't get on the bike.
I simply need to clear myself.
POV Damien
"Is seriously?" I yelled at stupid Cameron as I caught up with him running.
In this week we became close friends with Sara, I know everything about her and she everything about me, there is only one thing missing but I have not been able to accept it yet.
"Well, you looked very happy, right?"
"How many times do I have to explain that we are just friends? She loves you and I, the truth is that I still don't love anyone. When are you going to understand it?"
He keeps thinking about something and when I am about to leave he grabs my arm.
"Do you know where they came back?" I don't understand the reason for that question but I nod.
"On a motorcycle, why?" I answer as I let go of his grip.
"Damn it" he starts running and I follow him, we get to the garage and Sara's motorcycle is not there. "It can not be, it can not be. We have to go find her, now I let the boys know".
POV Sara
I go back to campus and there is no one, where did everyone go? That one or two of my friends disappear well, but there is no one, not even Damien is there and so I decide to write to him.
To: Dam
Where are everybody? Hello?
I wait a minute and nothing comes yet.
A lot!
Oh Sarita, I didn't miss you.
I do.
And yes, it is enough, I need you to answer me!
I've noticed ... cucu cucu
At that moment my cell phone rings.
Phone call
"Hello?" they speak from the other side.
"Damien?" I ask.
"If it's me, where are you?"
"In the room, where are you all?"
"She's in the room on campus" I hear him telling more people, who are they?
"Who are you with?"
"Your brothers, Denise, April and ..." I'm 100% sure what Carmeron is going to say. "Cameron".
"Good".
End phone call
Some will ask me, why did you cut him? Simply because she didn't want to hear from Cameron.
I wait an hour and they all arrive, Cameron remains distant and barely looks at me. Shouldn't I be the one getting mad?
We all go to the dining room and after talking for a while they go one by one to their rooms. It's just me and Cameron left.
I look at him, but he ignores me. I don't know what good it is to keep sitting here if she isn't going to speak. I stop but he grabs my arm, which hurts me to hell but I don't let it show.
"We need to talk".
"Oh, and now you deign to talk to me? Tell me ... who or what made you change your mind?"
"Damien" that boy is like my best friend already.
"Thank you Damián" I whisper so he won't hear me. "Well, what do you want to talk about?" I sit in front of him.
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