"You're right regarding my older brothers. None of them ever called or asked about me. None of them cared about me, but they never had a chance to love me anyway."
"What do you mean? Are you fooling yourself like this?"
"I'm not fooling myself. I told you. My mother passed away when I was born. That's when I became a murderer. In my father's eyes, that is. He didn't even want to give me a name. It was my grandmother who named me. My older brothers and sister grew up thinking I was a murderer. I was born and I had killed their mother."
"They should have understood as they grew older."
"I don't think it's that easy. It deeply affects you. I know this from my brother Cihan. I never saw anything from the others, but my brother Cihan, being the youngest, actually remembered our mother the l
