how about my feelings?

Early in morning penelope start taking shower because she need to find a job (no experience but has have skill) as she finish take shower she walk in downstairs so she can ate few breakfast s she walking she curious ams thinking what if she will not hired because of lack of experience a 4minutes later......... she found a job but in restaurant as a waitress, no choice but she badly needed a job penelope : I should need to serious this work or else I'm gonna fired she have no idea that there is a man wearing apron in her back listening to her murmur, the man laugh and amused of penelope, as the manager called penelope suddenly the man walk on penelope and give her a good luck. penelope seems happy and excited because she think his co working are friendly MANAGER : so we maintain cleanliness and loyal here in restaurant are you?.... PENELOPE : yes ma'am, I'm loyal and I'll maintain my professional if I'm in work don't worry cleanliness is my role madam MANAGER : okay ms penelope your hired, you can start your work today don't caused any trouble at your first day here, Michael will your tour guy PENELOPE : I'll won't let you down madam, thank you so much Michael in the side of the wall smirk, and amused of penelope again, he knew that the manager trust him much the manager gesture Michael to penelope he already know what that means so Michael walk on penelope and start the conversation and the two of them out on the office walk in the pantry area and other area so penelope can familiar everything Michael teach him a don't and do also the rules and the day off. seeem penelope can catch up she take everything serious every Michael said every inch of the words she take it serious, Michael feel relief that penelope are not some like girl who're slow and not easy to deal with when it comes on work ON THE 2ND DAY.......... the two of them are become close, and they become friends they helping each other the restaurant become busy, because of many people eating there not because of there food it because clean, the staff friendly and it refreshing too MICHAEL : are you free tonight? PENELOPE : yeah wait.... are you asking for a date?? Michael laugh because of penelope answer that, penelope curious and hit Michael because she's serious and she only thought of that it's not mean it MICHAEL : awww that hurt okay stop it, yes it's like a date will you?? PENELOPE : I change my mind MICHAEL : please? PENELOPE : fine, let's finish our work before the manager sees us and he'll scholding us MICHAEL : yeah, your right. As the night comes penelope get ready she wear red dress, as she walk outside of their house Michael saw her Michael feel blush and unknown feelings on his chest penelope smile at him and yeah indeed Michael are handsome not now but everyday she erased that thought because she's scared to fall in love with unsure feelings and it can ruins their friendship. Michael offer his hand to penelope and penelope give her hand on Michael it's feel like a fantasy that time. MICHAEL : you looks beautiful PENELOPE : oh yeah? thanks your that polo suits you by the way MICAHEL : thanks, let me take you to my favorite place PENELOPE : okay? Michael are the first walk while holding penelope hand, butk penelope keep blushing like an i***t unsure feelings and curious why her friend are holding her hand Michael. notice that so he rushly take away his hand penelope little bit shock and feel pang on her chest but she don't mind it she fucos on how beautiful the water is the place feel peace the wind are refreshing every sounds of the bird and tree are feels like a welcome looks like our female main character have a favorite place right now, thanks to her friend Michael PENELOPE : can I ask you something? MICHAEL : sure PENELOPE : do you have girlfriend? I know it's sounds weird but I'm curious hehe MICHAEL : you mean now? if the past I'll say yes but it's a bad ending. PENELOPE : what happen? MICHAEL : she married my best friend the man I deemed as a brother but he betrayed me and still my girl but yeah, I'm happy for them. PENELOPE : Oh that's sad to heard sorry (Michael hit penelope forehead) MICHAEL : haha your too many ask, you deserve that (PENELOPE smile and feels sad to Michael because of his past relationship, she become closed to Michael and he will not let hurt Michael again as a friend she need to protect his friend too) 3months past........ the two of them become closed, not until.... the stranger appears.... (it's a rainy day, thunder strike on the trees the restaurant not busy because few customer arrives ) The door bell rang the girl who looks adult walk inside she wearing a luxurious bag and shoes many people stared especially boys because she looks hot and sexy in her suit GIRL : one latte and croissant please MICHAEL : we don't have that ms you are on the restaurant GIRL : oh sorry I forgot MICHAEL : It's okay here the menu you can check this GIRL : thanks the girl sit on the right corridors, watching the menu and Michael copying her order penelope watching them he called the the girl octopos/pusit because the way the girl act around michael (but gladly penelope didn't say that in front of the girl she keep it on her mind hehe) ON THE NEXT DAY....... the octupos girl hobbies are keep showing on restaurant not so times but everytime she dress like she is a goddesss penelope already know that she interested on Michael, penelope talked Michael about that but Michael says MICAHEL : don't worry she is our customer,no feelings involve here PENELOPE : that is not what I mean el she's become your stalker and it creepy what if? (MICHAEL TOUCH PENELOPE FACE AND SAYS NOT TO WORRY HE WILL BE TAKE CARE HIS SELF IF THE GIRL DO SOMETHING WRONG PENELOPE LITTLE BIT BLUSH AND SHE'S SURE THAT SHE HAVE FEELINGS ON MICHAEL BUT SHE KEEP SHAKING IT AND SAYING MICHAEL WILL DISSAPOINT IF HE FIND OUT THAT HIS BEST FRIEND FALL TO HIM) Days past Michael and penelope barely seeing each other because Michael busy on something he never tell on penelope the reason, and penelope get busy on her work and she thought everything's fine Tom is her birthday she want to confess on Michael about her feelings but she is shy and scared to my michael response OCTOBER 22 PENELOPE BIRTHDAY SHE INVITE MICHAEL AND MICHAEL DOESNT SHOW UP SO AFTER THE BIRTHDAY END SHE DECIDE TO VISIT MICHAEL ON HIS HOUSE AS HE DRIVE SHE FEEL SOMETHING OFF SOMETHING LIKE A SHARP THING KEEP DIGGING ON HER CHEST BUT SHE IGNORE IT AS SHE ARRIVES ON MICHAEL HOUSE SHE HEARD GIRL AS SHE SLOWLY OPEN THE DOOR..... SHE SAW MICHAEL BUT.........THEN..... SHE SAW THE OCTUPOS GIRL... YEAH THEY DOING INAPPROPRIATE PENELOPE TEARS FLOW IN HER CHEEK SHES NOT EXPECTING IT BUT WHO KNOW?? MICHAEL AND HER ARE BEST FRIEND ONLY SO SHE WILL NOT ACT RECKLESS THERE she choose to go back.. tears in her eyes crying shaking and processing everything she's about to tell her feelings but she's not expecting it she burned herself on the pillows and she not showing up in her work Michael doesn't even notice her absence, she hate her self to fall easily and she hate her self by being fooled of her feelings she's my best friend why I fall??? why I confess? we supposed to be a friend only right? why everytime he help me and treat me my feelings that I hide us getting big and I can't hide it any more why?! why?! am I really bad luck when it comes on love? I'm tired to be continued............