Alice's Theater, a beautiful piece

Alice's Theater, a beautiful piece. What is your worst feature? I never had real friends or a boyfriend, my days were always boring, the only thing I did was to study, after a while I stopped going to school, the girls in my class always teased me, they said that their boyfriend kept looking at me so they started bullying me, so i stopped going to school. My parents are the owners of a large company and they never stay at home so I never received affection from my parents, I was always raised by employees from the day of my birth. Who never thought that dying was the best answer? My whole personality is my worst characteristic, I never had friends or boyfriends because I never deserved one, I had friends when it was convenient when they weren't, I discarded them like rubbish. I'm very pretty so it was to be expected that men would come over me, to make my colleagues angrier, I would seduce their boyfriend and make them look like a mongrel looking at a bone so they would bully me. I stopped going to school because I was too lazy to leave the house and not because I was bullied, I had the best grades in school. I didn't need to go to school anymore. I had already learned everything they could teach me. I have few but I only have good memories with my parents, I am 16 years old and I think this is the number of times I have spoken to them my whole life, we always celebrate my birthday together, they never stayed at home but this it doesn’t mean they didn’t remember me, they always sent me gifts with a pseudonym of Alice Brightes, I told them on my birthday that someone always sent me gifts and they said it was an aunt of mine who lived abroad, but I I knew it was the two of them who sent me. The employees of my house always treated me well, but in their hearts they hated me, I always made absurd requests, they saw me as a rich and troubled girl who solved everything with money, because of the money I had they always they treated me well and didn't complain to me. I never wanted anything real or affection or hatred, when I was crossing the street to go home a truck with no brakes approaching at high speed, I could clearly see the truck approaching, when I looked at the truck from afar I finally saw what I really wanted, what I wanted most was to rest in a deep sleep with no one to bother me without any responsibility, I know that if I died nobody would care, maybe my parents would be sad but the only thing I can say is thanks for everything and sorry. I stood still while the truck was honking my horn, when the truck hit me I felt a very strong pain but nothing compared to the happiness I was feeling at that moment, I was rushed to the hospital by ambulance but as I couldn't resist I died in the ambulance at 9:35 pm on 7/13/2020, I couldn't see my face but I probably died with a smile on it, or so I thought. When I opened my eyes I was in a white room lying on the floor, in front of me was a handsome man with blond hair and blue eyes wearing a white cardigan. "This is hell?" That was the first question that came to my mind. He replied with "No, this is not hell, did you expect to go there?". I got up from the floor and replied "someone who throws his life away could not expect less than that". He laughed and then started to introduce himself "I am God, my hobby and looking at the lives of humans, nice to meet you". After he introduced himself I started to introduce myself "I'm sorry for the late presentation, my name is …". Before I spoke my name, he interrupted me. "You don't need to introduce yourself, I know who you are better than anyone." My face was a little flushed when he said that, and I asked him: "Where am I, I'm sure I died". God made a serious expression and said "Yes you are dead, you are the first human to come to this place, my office". I swallow it deep and asked "Why am I here?". With a smile he said "Don't be afraid, you came here because you are not a normal person, you are a goddess". All my apprehension disappeared and I said "Huh? Am I a goddess? I'm sure my parents are human, there is no way I can be a goddess". God said "You are a goddess born from a human womb, you are a goddess born from evil and human sins". I sighed and said "Now I understand everything that has happened to me so far, what will happen to me now?" God smiled and said, "I'm glad you're not surprised, so you make my job easier." "You are a human goddess, you cannot stay in heaven or hell, you will win a new world, a world of your own, use whatever you like". After saying this he gave me an egg and said "This is my gift to you, when you think you can break it, I'm sure it will fill your heart, goodbye. I smiled and said "Thank you, goodbye". When I arrived in the other world the first thing I did was to open my eyes, but my eyes would be able to stay open for just 0.2 seconds. In that instant before my eyes burned, all I saw was an immense sea of magma, my whole body burned outside, and inside I felt my organs melt, my blood came out of my mouth, eyes and ears while it was boiling, but because I was a goddess I couldn’t die, my immortality didn’t let it kill me, and it went on for thousands of years, a real hell. After thousands of years my body started to adapt to the situation of the place where I was, my body was no longer burning as before, I was able to open my eyes without them burning. After a meteor shower and thousands of years, this place was a little more like what I was used to. After seeing my world a little more stable, I decided to break the egg that God gave me, when I threw it on the floor it cracked but it didn't break, I went to pick it up from the floor, when it started to shake and c***k more, when he finished breaking a spider came out of it. And I spoke for the first time in millions of years. "Huh? A spider? Why did a spider come out of that egg?" She started walking towards me and I started to walk away from her walking on my back until I tripped over a rock and fell on my ass on the floor and lost sight of the spider, looked around and said. "It looks like I lost my present". After saying this I looked at my body and the spider was on my chest between my breasts, I started screaming while trying to get it off my chest but it wouldn't come out, she made a cut between my breasts like a surgical scalpel and entered my body and lodged inside my heart, after the cut quickly closed I started to vomit blood and feel a great pain in my chest. After hundreds of years vomiting blood I felt that my body was different and my world too, it seems that my world was beginning to come to life, I looked at the water and saw a species of fish inside it and thought about catching it, I reached out to catch it and out of nowhere spider webs came out of my fingers, after that happened I gave up on catching the fish and a part of my brain that seemed to have been sealed had been opened to chuunibyou. I started jumping for joy and loosening webs everywhere as I screamed. "I can use magic, thank you, thank you." It seems that I can use magic from various elements. Magic is something I only saw in anime and manga I couldn't imagine using it, that's why it fills me with so much happiness. After about 500 years that I discovered magic, trees started to grow on top of the earth, then some animals and insects started to appear on the surface, there were several carnivorous animals that came after me, but with magic I was able to do something against them, but there was a very dangerous insect because it was a little more intelligent than the others, they also managed to use a little magic. After billions of years awake studying and creating various things, I decided it was time to go to sleep. I kept all my treasures and other things in a cave away from any sign of life, with a big magic circle of 'Paralysis' on the floor so things wouldn't wear out over time. I went into a coffin that I made waiting for that time to come, put the lid on and closed my eyes wondering what I was going to get when I woke up. The hell? Or maybe an amazingly fun world. Does the family really justify everything? After sleeping for a while something forced me to wake up, I felt something touching my chest. When I opened my eyes, I saw a man with one of his hands touching my left breast, just when I opened my eyes he took his hands off me, walked away and smiled, I got up from the coffin and cut my head with my hair before he had any reaction. There were two more men along with the one who harassed me, they were stealing my treasure but when they saw me cut off his head, they grabbed anything and ran out of the cave, I couldn't go after them, because I started crying on top from the bloody floor. I thought that asleep I would be able to imagine the future, but all I could do was remember a past that never came back, I missed my parents and more and more that I remembered them I regretted having died. In desperation I tried to kill myself in various ways while remembering them saying "I love you" to me. I couldn't die, being a Goddess didn't leave me without feelings, but with an immortal body and full of responsibilities, so I remembered something that my parents told me when I was younger: "no need to worry, even if we are far away we will never forget you, because we love you very much". So I talked while tears were streaming down my face. "Mother, father, thank you, thank you for taking care of this troubled girl, thank you for not giving up on me, thank you for loving me, I love you so much, sorry for being away from you I will never forget you, thank you for everything". Then I pulled myself together and got ready to talk to humans, I put on a short white dress with a light blue bow at the waist, beige sandals with small diamonds in front, I took a frilly umbrella like a princess and put on a pair wearing white gloves, a gold cane and finally a purse. Before leaving my sanctuary I made some preparations so that I didn't need to come back here anymore, I replaced the magic circle of 'paralysis' with a magic circle of 'transference' made with my blood, so I could get things out of the inside the magic circle anytime, anywhere. The person I killed apparently was an adventurer, I searched his body and found a card with his name, class and ranking and amazingly I could read what was written, he also carried a not very strong sword and also I had some things in my bag. When I left the cave it was such a clear day that I couldn't keep my eyes open, my hair that turned white after living a long time shone like the sun, my skin that was pale seemed to reflect the sunlight, my eyes that stayed red after many years without light were so sensitive that I could not leave them open and even my eyelashes and eyebrows reflected the light so white they were, so I opened my umbrella and leaned on my cane and headed north. Would You Die for Something or Someone? After leaving the cave I walked 3 days without stopping to eat or sleep, while I was in the middle of a forest I was surrounded by 8 living beings a little different from the 3 I saw in the cave when I woke up, they were small and had a greenish color with an ugly smile on his face, carrying pieces of wood and remnants of weapons, they came at me all at once, so I looked into the eyes of 7 of them as they came towards me and blew up the body of 7 of them just by looking, what I left alive tried to escape after I blew the body of his companions, so I held him with my goddess webs. With an expression of disgust I said. "So it's that kind of freak that is born when I'm not around." I took a scalpel out of my sanctuary and told him. "I will dissect you alive for biological studies, don't worry it will only hurt a little". He struggled from side to side trying to free himself from the web that held him. After opening his chest with the dagger it didn't take long for him to die, but I took what I wanted from him, inside his heart there was a bright blue gem like sea water, this gem is the sublimation of the mana in the air solidifying in their hearts, this happens to dumb living beings that are unaware of the mana they have in the air. [Goblins are generally green creatures that plunder villages, play games, kill men and r**e women, a real monster]. After I left the forest it was not difficult to find civilization, when I left it all I saw was a huge line of carriages, I walked to the beginning of the line to see where it led, at the beginning of the line I found a large open gate with 2 guards protecting the entrance to a city, when i was entering the city one of the guards stopped me and said to you timidly. "Show me your Miss ID". With a micro expression of surprise I said. "Ah an identification, sorry I'm a traveler I don't have one yet". He smiled nervously and said "Please come with me, I can identify you if you want". A medium height man with black hair, apparently new silver armor, shy personality, probably first job, seems to be weak, doesn't seem to me to be dangerous " Yes, thank you very much ". I closed my umbrella and kept it inside my sanctuary without anyone seeing, we went into a room by the gate and asked him. "Are you going to make my identification?". When I asked that question, his pupils dilated and his nervousness disappeared and he responded with a tone of excitement. "No, it's not me, who is going to make her identification is the vice captain of the imperial guard, she is very beautiful, strong and intelligent". With a cynical smile I said "it looks like you really admire your vice captain". With a slightly sad face he said "yes I admire her a lot". After leaving me in front of her office door he said. "I will wait for you here, just come in and she will make your identification". I said "Thank you" and went into her office. In a very small room she was, the vice-captain of the imperial guard, with long black hair wearing a silver armor without any scratches, just beautiful, sitting in a chair with her eyes closed but does not appear to be sleeping, it does not seem dangerous to me, so I I sat down on a chair in front of her table and rested my cane on top of my thighs and said. "Hi, I would like to make an identification for myself". She opened her eyes, very beautiful dark eyes just like mine before she became a goddess, she looked like a really pretty Idol, but less pretty than me, so she said. "what is your name? Would you be the daughter of a nobleman?" I was born a long time ago, but the only thing I forgot was the name given to me by my parents, what name should a goddess like me use? After thinking for a while I answered her. "My name is Alice Brightes, and I am not the daughter of a nobleman." I don't remember my name, but I remember that name, a name also given by my parents. She took a piece of paper and started to write some things, some of her nails were bitten and looks anxious or else she must be waiting for something or someone, so I asked. "How serious is your name, vice captain? You seem to be very anxious to see someone, could you tell me who you are waiting for?" She made an angry expression, dropped the brush on the table and said. "Who are you? How do you know I'm waiting for someone? Are you a spy for any country?" I gave a cynical smile and replied "As I said before, my name is Alice Brightes". She got up from the chair and quickly took her sword out of its sheath and pointed it at me and said. "How do you know that I'm waiting for someone?" I didn't expect all living beings from that era to be so bold, I started to get a little irritated by the ignorance of these creatures and said. "Do you know that you are committing a sin? Sit down and put the sword away and let's talk." She got calmer, but still on alert she said. "Sin? I don't understand anything anymore, what are you?" I sighed and said "It seems like you don't know anything at all, the fact that you want to face me is a very serious sin, never do it again, and you asked who I was, right? I was just curious, but if you I don’t want to tell you all right, I won’t go there, just finish making my identification so I can leave ". It seems that people do not know that I am a goddess, what an ignorant civilization. Then she put away the sword and sat down again and said. "I prefer not to tell who I'm waiting for, her identification is ready, just show her to the gate guards that they will let her through, they are a silver coin for identification". I took a gold coin out of my sanctuary and handed it to her and said. "It looks like we will be good friends in the future, you can keep the change." I got the ID and when I was leaving her room she said. "My name is Marie, Marie Edelvaisse". Then I smiled and replied "See you another day Marie Edelvaisse". Marie Edelvaisse Vice captain of the imperial guard, wearing new armor, bitten nails, beautiful black hair and dark eyes, a really beautiful person, but I am more beautiful. After leaving the room the novice knight was waiting for me, I showed him my identification so he let me in the city, the city of Claed, the capital of the Empire. Upon entering the capital, I felt a little uncomfortable, for someone who hardly left the house to see so many people is still a little tiring. I never liked going out to places full of people, I can't just look at people, I looked at people from head to toe as if I was looking inside them, taking any information just by looking, but with a lot of people it starts to tire my brain and make my blood pressure drop, completely uncomfortable. "I'm going to kill everyone" I blurted out aloud as I searched inside my bag for my only possession outside the sanctuary, my spellbook. My spellbook had everything I had studied about alchemy, magic and curses, with the knowledge in it anyone could kill everyone in an instant, it was the only object in my bag, there wasn't much to look for inside. her; I searched inside my sanctuary and inside the bag but I couldn't find it. As I looked inside my bag, a cute girl carrying a basket full of flowers, but less cute than I called and said. "Hi lady would you like to buy a flower?". A good looking girl with short shoulder-length purple hair and dark purple eyes, wearing a light brown knee-length dress a little longer than mine and a long-sleeved white blouse underneath, with a bow. yellow on the chest-length dress. "Yes, I would" I said with a smile. A seemingly innocent girl in my view, how innocent is she really? With an innocent smile she reached out her left arm carrying the basket of flowers to the right side of my waist and said. "Please choose which one you want". While I was choosing the flowers I wanted to buy, this little girl was reaching out her right arm to put her hand in my bag that was on the left side of my waist. I knew she would try to do this so she said: "You are a very cute girl, you don't have to do this to get money, there are much easier ways to get more money." She quickly retrieved her left arm and put it behind her back and said with a smile on her pale face. "Uh, what was that all of a sudden?". I stopped pretending to pick flowers, looked into her eyes and said "You don't have to rob me to get money". With a despairing smile she said "I don't know what you're talking about". I rested my hands on top of my cane and said. " When I said I wanted to buy a flower you took the basket to my right side, taking my attention off the left side, but that wouldn't be enough, you put the roses on the right side of the basket, the red color attracts more people's eyes than the other colors, a really very good strategy ". I told her while holding a rose in my left hand. "Now could you tell me why you did this?" She grabbed her own dress and lowered her head. A very smart girl, if she cries in the position she is in now people will attack me, if she starts crying I'll kill her, but if she answers me… "My mother is very sick, I need money to buy her medicine, otherwise she will die, that's why I'm…". A young girl and smart but innocent, I will help her. She will certainly be a great help to me. With a restrained smile I said. " I'm going to save your mother, take me to her." The girl who had an expression of sadness on her downcast face almost as if she was going to cry, after what she heard she quickly got up, dropped her dress and her expression changed, she looked at me with a surprised look for a few seconds, but then she looked at me. it showed a smile of really genuine happiness, a smile that I remember seeing only a few times in the distant past, a past that never comes back. She hugged me and said: "Are you really going? Thank you very much lady, thank you very much." While I had just entered the capital, there was something that already aroused my curiosity, a beautiful girl who couldn't cry.