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A girl, exquisitely adorned, sat on the bed in the bridal chamber. The moonlight streaming through the window illuminated her face, enhancing her natural beauty. She gazed dreamily at the moon, lost in thought as she awaited her husband’s arrival.
As she heard the door creak open with a thud, her breath caught in her throat, and a wave of fear washed over her at the sound of approaching footsteps. Although she could sense her husband’s presence, she dared not look up.
“I’m sorry, Shree! I should have asked for your consent before marrying you,” Abhivayakt said, guilt etched on his face. “But given the circumstances, I had to make this decision to save you.”
Shree remained silent, her gaze fixed on his feet.
“Shree! Don’t think of this marriage as a lifetime cage. When the time is right, I will set you free. You can then live your life as you wish, away from this unwanted bond,” he assured her.
This prompted Shree to look up, a sarcastic chuckle escaping her lips. "" Azaadi!!! Hmmm.... Ye shabd toh mujhse anjaan hai. Hum aurat hai Kunwar saa aur upar se gareeb. Bapu ne bech daala chand paiso ke liye apke bhai saa ko. Kissi ne itni juraat bhi nikki humse hamara faisla puch sake, Humara mol aise lagaya gya jaisa koi khilona ho. Phir aapke bhai saa humme apne saath le gye humarri marzi kaha puchi gyi? Aapke bhai saa ne humme sone ke pinjre mein kaid kar diya. Unhone ne ek baar bhi janne ki koshish na ki kya hum khush hai? Kher chodo jaise taise humne apni kismat apna li, ye maan liya ki humari kismat aapke bhai saa hi likenge. Phir ek din aapke bhai saa ye duniya chod ke chale gye. Aapke parivaar waalo ne faisla kiya ki hamaara bhi jeevan apke bhai ke saath samapt kar diya jaaye. Hume Apne pati ke shav ke saath esa jalaaya ja raha tha phir bhi kissi ne ye ek baar bhi ni pucha ki mein jeena chahti hu ki nahi. Main bhi murakh isse hi apna anth samajh kar maut to gale lagaane wali thi ki aap aa gye aur apni mahaanta dikhane ke liye mujhse bina puche shaadi kar li. Kaha hain meri marzi mera faisla. Main is duniya ke liye sirf ek kathputli hu jiska mann kare use tarah se nachwata hai. Yehi hai mera jeevan, yahi mera astitwa hai!!!! "
{“Freedom? Hmmm… that word is foreign to me. I’m a woman, and worse, I’m poor. My father sold me for a few coins to your brother. No one dared to ask me what I wanted! I was treated like a toy, bought by my brother. He took me away without considering my wishes. He trapped me like a sparrow in a golden cage, never bothering to see if I was happy. I accepted my fate, thinking my destiny was in the hands of your brother. And when he passed away, your family decided that my life must end with his. I was to be burned alongside my husband, yet no one cared to ask if I wanted to live! I was a fool to think my life would end there, and then you— Kuwar saa like a savior—married me without my consent. Where is my will, my choice? To the world, I am merely a puppet, dancing to the whims of others. This is my existence! This is my reality!” A lone tear slipped down her cheek as she finished.}
Abhivayakt felt a surge of guilt but also believed his intentions were noble. He had married his brother's widow to save her from the cruel and false rituals threatening her life.
"No! You are no longer a puppet. You are my wife, the wife of King Abhivayakt Shikhawat. You are the queen of Jaisalmer. You will stand by my side as my equal. You will shape your destiny; I promise you that," Abhivayakt declared.
"Don't give me false hope. It will only lead to heartache in the end!" Shree replied, forcing a smile.
"I’m not giving you false hope, Shree!" Abhivayakt insisted, trying to reassure her.
Shree rose from the bed and said, "Aap ab mere pati hai! Aap jo chahe kar sakte hai" { "You are now my husband! You can do anything you wish with me!"} She slowly began to undrape her saree, revealing her fully grown figure.
"Shree! Please don’t," Abhivayakt said, stopping her hand and covering her with a piece of cloth.
"You are my wife, and I will never act against your will. You are my equal. I will only touch you when you desire it," he stated firmly.
" Lekin .... Agar mein aapko khush nahi rakh paayi toh log mujhe hi kosenge! Mujhe mera dharam nibhaane de " {"But... if I can't keep you happy, people will blame me! Let me fulfill my duties," } ,Shree pleaded.
"Shree, true happiness isn’t just about physical intimacy. It’s about sharing every moment with your partner—whether it’s joyful, sorrowful, or challenging. You will stay by my side, won’t you?" Abhivayakt asked.
Shree nodded obediently, feeling a warmth she had never experienced before.
"From now on, we are friends first, before being husband and wife—true friends," Abhivayakt said, taking her hand.
"Kunwar saa!" Shree gasped in surprise.
"Please, don’t call me Kunwar saa. Just call me by my name," Abhivayakt requested.
"Huh... No, no! Hare Krishna, Hare Krishna! It would be sinful to call my husband by his name," Shree exclaimed.

