Renee’s Love

I'm Renee Jones, the quiet girl in class, no friends, lots of bullies, the usual right?Well in my case I have four bullies which include Alec, Jackson, Miles, and Elias, my old best friend and his minions. His name is Alec Ford, popular, "nice," and cool. We were very great friends, I started noticing I had feelings for him so one day I decided "yeah I'm gonna make my move" so I invited him to the park. We were sitting down on a bench at the park talking and he looked over at me (I was staring) and smiled, I looked away in embarrassment, he just chuckled at me that was when I decided to kiss him and I did. Then he had the AUDACITY to yell at me and to say that he could never love someone as poor and gross as me. Gross?? How am I gross? He must be delusional. That day I learned that I'd probably never be loved, hell my own father didn't even love me, he still blames me for my mother's death. Alec blocked me on EVERYTHING. At first he only ignored me and I'm guessing that he spread rumors about me, all my other friends decided I was an inconvenience to their lives, so they of course stopped being my friends. My father does abuse me though every time I do something "wrong" he hits me. If I try to reason with him he hits me until I cannot get up, so for my sake I do not talk around my father. Too bad he won't be able hear this, oh so beautiful, voice. I'll be happy when I can leave this dreadful life or to meet someone that can take me away. I am Renee Jones, a 17 year old high school student who has a dreadful life, no friends, I have myself, and with myself I will live. A/N: sorry this is the first book I have EVER written if I have mistakes in anything please tell me, if you have suggestions please tell I am up for criticism to help my book ? everything helps have a good day!❤️