Cloud’s Point of View
I haven’t been this angry in my life until this day. When I saw Yumi, all the things that happened last night came back. Red asked me what I wanted to do. And I told him that I don’t want John to do what he did to others. Especially to Yumi. He said he’ll file a case and it is all settled. I didn’t ask anymore. All I want is to keep Yumi safe.
I didn’t know I am capable of this. This being hard to other people. Yumi woke this protectiveness in me. Stronger than what I felt for Lise. I didn’t trust myself not to say stupid things, so I kept my mouth shut. To the point that Yumi didn’t bother to speak to me again.
I’m scared of what I feel. I am scared that if I give in, I will get hurt again.
I told Christine that we will not have anymore party during our flight b
