Wild Attachment

"So, you will just look at him from afar?" Hale said, my best friend since the beginning of time. We were born on the same day and same time which looks like we were sent from above except for me being terminally ill and her being healthy. "Yes, just look because I cannot love and be loved back," I said as I stare at my best friend while we are hiding through the lockers of Folks University. "Oh, Loa... of course you can. It's not like you are forbidden to love, it was just you who cares a lot about the people including Lux", she said genuinely which made me blush because her voice was too loud.  "Ohmygod! Hale! tone down your voice! You even mentioned his name...You don't understand, my life is limited and cruel,  I don't want other people to get hurt. Love isn't for me." I said in an aloof tone. "Lux doesn't deserve someone temporary...someone, who has a heart that is broken literally. He does not need temporary attachment, he deserves all the extremes. A wild attachment to be exact and it's not me."  --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "There is nothing worse than meeting the perfect person at the wrong time"